Thursday, February 03, 2022

04.00am

Dang it I cant fall asleep
Someone told me to try not to think about going to sleep and that's exactly what my brain did literally hahaha
Oh wells my alarm in gonna ring in less than 2 hours
It's not work later im dreading, it's the work days after that hahaah I know I can tolerate a day
Bleah whatever
Half of me thinks I should still try to get my 2 hours nap but the other half just says forget it sleep during lunch

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04.24am

You know what 7-11 should sell instant gulab jamun i wanna say i have ready made ones in my kitchen but i think we already made and consumed them and if mustafa was still 24 hours i'd go and restock 
But yea just
Gulab jamun

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08.09am

Currently outside the office waiting for it to open
I ended up not sleeping
Current feeling is dreadful, dreading the 9 hours ahead, dreading the long journey home even
Dreading tomorrow
Not in a bratty way more like in a I know what to expect (NOTHING.) kind of way
I will be so bored
And im ready to cry

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18.56pm

I survived quite well, I was at peace the whole time
I even drew 
And thankfully time didnt feel too slow especially in the afternoon 
Idek what I did cause server was down half the day
That being said, I had more fun organizing my new drawers than I have ever had at the office hashtag just virgo things 
Hahaha
Journey home was too slow as usual and I didnt fall asleep except the last 10 mins so wew me
I havent had lunch so im patiently awaiting dinner
In the meantime i'll try not to fall asleep too early
Honestly right now I feel like my body is gearing towards night 2 of no sleep but let's hope that's not really the case 

p.s yes i have abandoned the writing challenge for now hahahahaa kbye