Wednesday, April 14, 2021

09.03am

I still cant comprehend and accept that I have a new nephew in this earth and im NOT THERE to hold him
But also hi girl got 2 hours of sleep before waking up at 3amish
I tried
The human (probably lack of rest) side of me just wants to be done with the video editing but the perfectionist side keeps wanting to edit and making it cleaner until it's impeccable and flawless but I only have so much energy right now
I have saved the version I JUST finished editing as Final so we'll see if it really is final because I rewatched end product 3 times and first two times I saw so many unclean parts but third time suddenly they are all negligible I think I either need rest or a second pair of eyes but I dont want people seeing my work in progress hahahahaaeventhoughIselfdeclaredFinalversionbutstill
OK i try to get some sleep perhaps 3 hours more
We'll see

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11.11am

Nooo i cant fall asleep
I cant afford to fall asleep at 3pm again!!!

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13.57pm

What a trippy afternoon cause I keep waking up to texts why is everyone alive and thriving when it's my bedtime
I cant SLEEP

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16.02pm

Ended up editing a bit more
Now it's Final Final
Hahahahaha..... i wont bring my laptop because first of all heavy second of all if I do I will find more faults and edit more loll
Gotta be in school in 2 hours but now im feeling the tired
God give me strength!!!
So tempted to grab again we'll see