Tuesday, April 13, 2021

05.28am

Ok im not a water drinker so i dont care about brands of water but NOTE TO SELF: Dasani is terrible
It touches my tongue and my reflex is to Bluek
Hehehe
But also alhamdulillah for day 1 sahur!
May today go smoothly for all of us insyaallah

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08.42am

A pet peeve is when someone wakes me up earlier than im supposed to be up for no good reason (and no, eating is NOT a good reason unless I suggested it or it was planned beforehand which means it was included in my rest calculation)
It is because I go to sleep having fully calculated the greatest amount of rest I can yield in the shortest amount of time, and you waking me up prematurely THROWS that balance off
So you can do that but do not blame any potential grumpiness or lack of patience on me
It's fully on you ok I have self awareness I know if I need a 3 minutes or 17 minutes nap my one minute sleep is probably your 50 minutes so
K bye end of rant hahahaha
Just cause I set my alarm at 9.07am expecting myself to not be asleep anyway
But I was woken up at 8.38am
Almost HALF AN HOUR before I was supposed to
And the thing is im a human who wakes up from texts!!!! So your "you up?" message causes me to not be not up anymore
Oops ok almost forgot im fasting this is but a test
Extra patience is necessary hehehe im just saying ok so anyone who reads this and has plans with me you know what not to do (i.e Not trust my self awareness)
K bye it's not as dramatic as it seems it's only annoying on those nocturnal weeks where I cant fall asleep but need the sleep and I cant get enough cause of other people
Luckily im in my No sleep life phase so im fine

But also, had a random supper adventure where I finally fulfilled my tongue its Kaya bomb prata curiousity and it delivered!!
It was so good and company was good too
Ended up walking quite a distance and that was where I tasted dasani the boo
K bye again I can have 10 mins nap or I can just go and shower or lets be honest watch a video

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13.15pm

Actually love my new wallpaper
Just got home and half the walk home I was debating whether to do work and then nap if I need, or force myself to nap then wake up and do work (work=editing video)
But im like not even sleepy so once I cleaned and settled down I switched on my laptop
It says Battery critically low
HAHAHAH ok I get the memo universe
I shall recharge
I feel fine though
Blelele

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18.16pm

THIS MORNING. I felt like checking up on my cousin because I felt hospital vibes so I checked her insta her husband her sisters and nothing but
Dont tell me I was right
!!!! IM gonna scream !!!!

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18.31pm

Well. That news WOKE me up
I feel so rejuvenated after 3 hours of sleep but also oh no I cried have to force myself to stop and continue after breaking fast later

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23.41pm

I should try and get some sleep before sahur
In case my body refuses to sleep after subuh again