Friday, April 30, 2021

00.10am

When work makes me too exhausted to have a night life, im ok
But today's rehearsearl made me realise how much effort my body subconsciously puts into singing and it's interesting cause I can force (or fake) power in the high notes but my low notes all lacked body and energy
And it feels like im using what's left of my energy for every note
Work is making my body too tired to SING
But eh I was singing during my new bedtime my body was in total rest mode
Now I shall rest
I will laugh if I fail to fall asleep but let's hope not

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05.37am

Ok ya my body dont lie hahaha it tired
Last night I was exhausted enough to want to grab home but bless jing yong sent me back
Also had mini raya party with her giving us honey cornflakes and doya letting us try her first time made kuih lapis
But so funny cause we all sounded so tired we ended up not recording our proper parts but when we sing our assigned goodnight/waiting for grab song at the carpark suddenly all sound so nice and energetic HAHAHA first of all mark of night owls second of all WHY are we like this hahaha
Also was watching SWAC while eating sahur and I realised chad said "thats what im putting on my blog" I hear my own voice loll ok I could try and nap one more hour or I just cry in pain of tiredness as I feel the pain later at work nice poetry

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10.26am

Trying to listen to music to keep me awake instead of horror stories but it's doing the opposite it us lulling me to sleep haish

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17.15pm

Tell me when the major universities in singapore will stop being trash
The answer is NEVER

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18.14pm

Your girl had all the intentions to grab to and from work today as a treat yourself for surviving 1 full week of work
But she survived taking public transport both times AND i dont feel like fainting??? Wow

Thursday, April 29, 2021

06.09am

First of all i dont even like sleeping
But ive been sleeping 8pm-2am the past few days due to pure exhaustion
Second of all im an all day person but my night owl self is deprived it can only arise for 3 hours a day
Disoriented and tired but im getting the hang of it I think besides the too much sleep
Bought new lenses today finally my eyes thank me
It's thursday- rehearsearl after work and one day away from the weekend
Yay

Wednesday, April 28, 2021

04.33am

Lol i was so exhausted today i burst into tears while eating :')
Then got almost 7 hours of sleep
Despite that chaos I had a lovely evening
May work today be better, less tiring and less painful on my eyes
Im gonna take more breaks

Tuesday, April 27, 2021

02.37am

Sis crashed what is new that seems to be my post work activity the past week lol
Literally fell asleep 9pm-2am straight
Bleh

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11.25am

Why am I tired I literally had 7 hours of sleep
My eyes hurt and im bored and it's an hour to lunchtime
Cries

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13.36pm

Whoa I actually fell asleep almost throughout lunch but the last 20 mins I slept ON my eyeballs and now it's all blurry
Ouch

Monday, April 26, 2021

01.42am

Got me 3 hours of sleep and I could have slept more but im holding onto whats left of the weekend lol
I had a fulfilling weekend, got to dress up twice in a day for filming hehe
Okay im gonna import the clips and I cant tell if im tired and want to sleep more or not

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13.00pm

Wew my 15 mins of nap felt so long
Thats good
Had a productive morning actually and my eyes doesnt hurt because new contacts but fake news it's the 1x dailies i had randomly oof
Okay back to nap or leisure idk

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15.50pm

Oh no I ran out of eyeball lubricant
I dont think ive ever finished using 1 before I ran out haahhaha the tip is to keep it in the wallet

Sunday, April 25, 2021

09.21am

It's a sunday dear body why am i awake so early haish

Friday, April 23, 2021

02.32am

Here to report that the office's ridiculous coldness is making me not feel well at all
I cant stop sneezing and im running a temperature
I wore 3 JACKETS still cold ok i need gloves and more socks lucky i dont need 2 pants
Gonna have to wear 2 shirts tomorrow I cant keep putting all my jackets at work HAHAH
First rehearsearl post-work, im sure it will be a good motivator but also first friday and I will have survived my 1st week
May it only get better from here
Right now my body is normal temperature but my hands feel so frozen
Ok gonna make myself sleep a bit more before sahur

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07.19am

If im wearing 2 thick hoodies and a extra thick sweatshirt and im getting the flu from the cold, it is not me it is the environment ok
Also a bit annoyed at how the govt is continuing to handle covid issues
How is it that 1) theyre letting so many humans in 2) WORKPLACE POLICIES.
I thought we all learnt valuable lessons from WFH period apparently not
Now back to MC or come and spread germs I DONT NEED MC I CAN WORK im just considerate

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09.18am

I guess my body is just asking me to rest lol, not complaining
Just very lazy to move

Thursday, April 22, 2021

05.46am

My body is doing ok, it's my eyeballs that hurtz
But also afternoon slum is reallll i felt it yesterday ugh
Lucky I extrovert so after work instead of giving into the temptation to go home and crash again I went to hang out with humans so I was awake hehe
Bismillah for today.
Tiredness still exist but I will be fine

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07.42am

You know, websites have ONE job. To give up to date information
NUS u cannot have all your websites tell me the bus will come at 7.30 with 30 mins interval and then oh no actually it's 7.20 with 20 mins interval and have NOTHING to show for it
Now I am late for no reason even though I left home extra early
Bleh sesungguhnya aku berpuasa

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13.00pm

How come the 1 hour lunch goes by twice as fast as the other 1 hours
Angry
But also, surviving well so far I am hoping to not get any form of afternoon crashage which usually happens after lunch
I cant fall asleep bleh only did on my first day cause of extreme exhaustion
Im wearing 3 jackets, sweatpants, socks and i have a pillow today
Still cold lol what temperature is this place even
Cant wait to go home and restttt

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14.58pm

Ok so today im not sleepy but my contacts are DRY dry
I need new ones like tonight
Bleh

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15.40pm

Slightly digesting myself
I need carbs later
Just 1h20 mins to goooo yay fasting month perks

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18.33pm

Just got home and I totally could fall asleep but inertia

Wednesday, April 21, 2021

01.06am

So many thoughts in my head and usually I will write it down to get it out of my system but for now I just want to ignore them
Also for a body that struggled to stay awake 5/7 hours of my first day of work, it sure asked for nothing more than 4 measely hours of sleep hahaha
It better be enough or you better fall back asleep soon
It's the cavemen sleep schedule except it's a bit thrown off cause of predawn meal
Yesterday was a real challenge, but insyaallah it made my fasting journey even more meaningful
What I know is I definitely need new contacts mine is ded ded dying
I feel like eating a bit now hahaha go for it I shall

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03.00am

Body says sleep mind says no

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06.40am

Got to sleep 2.5 more hours in total but eyes still tired then how this is why I dont tRY
Not me already wanting to grab or work from home 2nd day of work HAHAHA but honestly i'd be more productive at home lor cause no travel time=can rest more=more energy and also home is COMFY and not too cold
Also do workplaces still have the Stay home if you not feeling well policy (which SHOULD HAVE ALWAYS been a thing, wtheck singapore) because I dont feel well

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10.24am

Feeling wayyyyy better today alhamdulillah!
Am on an eyes break now so i shall blog quickly
Did more work for the past 2 hours than the whole of yesterday combined lol
K bye

Tuesday, April 20, 2021

06.26am

Ready for my first day of fake work without sleep
Here's to lunchtime napping

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12.48pm

Hi yes I am miserable
But I hope it's just today because the few days I have been extra exhausted anyway
Never have I wanted to nap under the sunshine more than right now because the office is so cold my eyes are so dry im hurting everywhere
Im outside to get some sun but the breeze is not helping me get warm
Ok. Just 4 more hours to go. I mean 5. 5 is a lot of hours. I crY
Im in pain
Help

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14.38pm

How did 1h50 mins pass by quick and so slow at the same time

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15.42pm

The torturedness is real
I was so not born to do office work my brain and body are unhappy

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17.31pm

Barely survived and all I can think is how can I do more months
:(
But a blessing today

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20.25pm

I was already mentally and physically exhausted-
Then I got emotionally and everything challenged
Genuinely feel like if there ever was a time in life I could faint right now it is
Nauseous, dont feel like talking to anyone, dont want to think or feel
Goodnight world.

Monday, April 19, 2021

04.49am

I actually woke up RIGHT after midnight
But plot twist, sis managed to fall back asleep for 3 more hours afterwards! Almost 5 straight hours of sleep which is expensive
Also
Noone:
Especially not science:
Me: plans to sleep in advance aka nap more today so I can sleep less tonight
Because it will be my first day of fake work tomorrow
NuuUuuU
But ok im not unhappy about it just yet hopefully never
Ok gotta eat bye

Sunday, April 18, 2021

05.52am

Successfully did 3 things I hoped to fulfill, and hoping for the same for today too!
Had a lovely Saturday, went out to find henna, broke fast with nenek and the fam, and a dinner with new frens hehe exciting people (yes we ate twice in 2 hours lolll) before a lovely rehearsearl- cake, cats, coffee and arranging!
Me being me started the day off tired but ended high cause I absorb everyone's energy and plus night owl so
Gotta force myself to rest so I can have another productive day of rehearsearl, filming and then buka with fam again.
Rest is for the weaK hahah jk I listen to my body one
I hope i've exhausted myself enough today to get at least 4 hours of sleep (thats all I can afford tonight anyway)
Alhamdulillah for yesterday and bismillah for today!

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21.50pm

Finally home.
Failed to accomplish all 3 missions today but it's because I suddenly had an afternoon slum moment when it began raining- suddenly empty stomach and heavy headed and I just crashed and fell asleep in the literal middle of rehearsearl (time and space hahaha)
Now im exhausted and idk if it's a I need a good night's sleep exhausted or a I need to hibernate exhausted
Either way, I think im crashing now
Goodnight world, I hope I wont be here to post anytime before midnight because that would either mean I failed to sleep or I woke up too early
Eyes heavy and nauseous now so imma force reset

Saturday, April 17, 2021

03.42am

It's heartbreak season tonight just when I was gonna brag about how ive been doing so well and just fine and past me has been dramatic and that hurt comes and goes I will allow myself to feel it and then let go of it
HAHAHA but really
I brought this upon myself
It's ok
Bismillah for today!
(Trying to squeeze agendas together which I both love and hate love cause Yay can meet more people I love!! and hate cause Noo need to leave them to go to another plan)
But also, rehearsearl later tonight!!!

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09.30am

Me sleep 3 hours a day
Is good enough I guess
HOPE TO SLEEP A BIT BEFORE GOING OUT TODAY but then again I am extrovert I can just vampire everyone's energy but fasting can or not

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14.53pm

Alhamdulillah for the rain
Super heavy, makes me not feel like moving
But eh

Friday, April 16, 2021

06.48am

I actually love how I dont feel sleepy after sahur I just stay up and fall asleep at a random time between 9am-3pm but also chiqa borrowed a hsm book for me from her school library hahaha I love it she's the best
Bismillah for today

Thursday, April 15, 2021

01.27am

I am grateful for challenging days during ramadan, it makes me feel like im fasting to the full extent because im forced to exercise patience and though it may get hard, I just tell myself Sesungguhnya aku berpuasa
Which was something I had to recite a few times today not just because of the travel-to-school grab debacle, but because I am so tired physically

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05.51am

Let me tell you I crasheddd last night hahaha
Even though it was barely 4 hours I managed to sleep!

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13.51pm

Definitely do not feel rested yet
But at the same time im tired of sleeping
Managed to get 4 more hours of sleep from 9am surprisingly but now I feel lightheaded and bleh
K

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21.11pm

Proper hibernated today lol
Wanted to cook for buka but body says Nope go sleep aka I watch videos to wake me up but every video I play I fall asleep hahahahaha

Wednesday, April 14, 2021

09.03am

I still cant comprehend and accept that I have a new nephew in this earth and im NOT THERE to hold him
But also hi girl got 2 hours of sleep before waking up at 3amish
I tried
The human (probably lack of rest) side of me just wants to be done with the video editing but the perfectionist side keeps wanting to edit and making it cleaner until it's impeccable and flawless but I only have so much energy right now
I have saved the version I JUST finished editing as Final so we'll see if it really is final because I rewatched end product 3 times and first two times I saw so many unclean parts but third time suddenly they are all negligible I think I either need rest or a second pair of eyes but I dont want people seeing my work in progress hahahahaaeventhoughIselfdeclaredFinalversionbutstill
OK i try to get some sleep perhaps 3 hours more
We'll see

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11.11am

Nooo i cant fall asleep
I cant afford to fall asleep at 3pm again!!!

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13.57pm

What a trippy afternoon cause I keep waking up to texts why is everyone alive and thriving when it's my bedtime
I cant SLEEP

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16.02pm

Ended up editing a bit more
Now it's Final Final
Hahahahaha..... i wont bring my laptop because first of all heavy second of all if I do I will find more faults and edit more loll
Gotta be in school in 2 hours but now im feeling the tired
God give me strength!!!
So tempted to grab again we'll see

Tuesday, April 13, 2021

05.28am

Ok im not a water drinker so i dont care about brands of water but NOTE TO SELF: Dasani is terrible
It touches my tongue and my reflex is to Bluek
Hehehe
But also alhamdulillah for day 1 sahur!
May today go smoothly for all of us insyaallah

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08.42am

A pet peeve is when someone wakes me up earlier than im supposed to be up for no good reason (and no, eating is NOT a good reason unless I suggested it or it was planned beforehand which means it was included in my rest calculation)
It is because I go to sleep having fully calculated the greatest amount of rest I can yield in the shortest amount of time, and you waking me up prematurely THROWS that balance off
So you can do that but do not blame any potential grumpiness or lack of patience on me
It's fully on you ok I have self awareness I know if I need a 3 minutes or 17 minutes nap my one minute sleep is probably your 50 minutes so
K bye end of rant hahahaha
Just cause I set my alarm at 9.07am expecting myself to not be asleep anyway
But I was woken up at 8.38am
Almost HALF AN HOUR before I was supposed to
And the thing is im a human who wakes up from texts!!!! So your "you up?" message causes me to not be not up anymore
Oops ok almost forgot im fasting this is but a test
Extra patience is necessary hehehe im just saying ok so anyone who reads this and has plans with me you know what not to do (i.e Not trust my self awareness)
K bye it's not as dramatic as it seems it's only annoying on those nocturnal weeks where I cant fall asleep but need the sleep and I cant get enough cause of other people
Luckily im in my No sleep life phase so im fine

But also, had a random supper adventure where I finally fulfilled my tongue its Kaya bomb prata curiousity and it delivered!!
It was so good and company was good too
Ended up walking quite a distance and that was where I tasted dasani the boo
K bye again I can have 10 mins nap or I can just go and shower or lets be honest watch a video

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13.15pm

Actually love my new wallpaper
Just got home and half the walk home I was debating whether to do work and then nap if I need, or force myself to nap then wake up and do work (work=editing video)
But im like not even sleepy so once I cleaned and settled down I switched on my laptop
It says Battery critically low
HAHAHAH ok I get the memo universe
I shall recharge
I feel fine though
Blelele

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18.16pm

THIS MORNING. I felt like checking up on my cousin because I felt hospital vibes so I checked her insta her husband her sisters and nothing but
Dont tell me I was right
!!!! IM gonna scream !!!!

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18.31pm

Well. That news WOKE me up
I feel so rejuvenated after 3 hours of sleep but also oh no I cried have to force myself to stop and continue after breaking fast later

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23.41pm

I should try and get some sleep before sahur
In case my body refuses to sleep after subuh again

Monday, April 12, 2021

01.57am

Took me an hour to even get close to falling asleep just to be awakened by a text message hahahaha
But ok I can say I got some sleep
I slept my hunger away because I have no strength to find food

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18.41pm

Every monday I have no strength to move to NTU for prac

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19.31pm

Just drove past a mosque and I feel so bittersweet
So happy that we are allowed to be in there again this ramadhan
Sad that I couldnt be there first night of terawih- it was fully booked which makes me happy but also sad la ok
Bismillah for this Ramadhan, may it be more meaningful than the last
Thank Allah for letting us meet the holy month this year

Sunday, April 11, 2021

05.21am

Hi my office hours are 6pm-6am
Last week of freedom before I am tied down to office hours for a few months but hopefully it'll be an enjoyable few months
Just excited for any kind of rehearsals I can get

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07.58am

Officially dont feel like sleeping
If my body gets tired i will let it crash but idk the lying down for hours seem to not tire me out so
Breakfast time

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18.43pm

Dont even know what time I fell asleep at this point I just dont need to know hahahaha
Am facing my laptop trying to bring myself to edit but idk I immediately closed it down again
Oh no
I am trying once again though

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22.46pm

Gonna attempt to sleep early (which in my world means i will wake up in 2 hours)
Didnt do any editing today bleh
Lazy sunday

Saturday, April 10, 2021

23.17pm

Missed the video posting by an hour but it's cause im never happy with the results I keep editing hahaha
Dislike seeing my work published cus im always like I can do better pls know that
But happy that we finally released another cover after 1 YEAR!
Here's to more music sharing up ahead
Had a lovely friday night yesterday with Awwcappella
We were on zoom with the other contestants and EVERY. Commercial break someone will unmute himself and sing Awwcappella!
HAHAHA
No comment about the finals
Wouldve loved to use the time to actually rehearse (we totally did, during every commercials lolll we were jamming raya songs)
And then had a pleasant night even though I was chionging video deadlines

Friday, April 09, 2021

06.12am

Thought after a productive day i'd go to sleep well who am I kidding
Girl has recording to do today where she will need hed body at full rest
Oh wells
Some more I set alarm at 10am HAHA
Not necessary luckily
Went down memory lane watching my old singing videos
Lolll so fun to watch

Thursday, April 08, 2021

05.42am

I should either find my specs or just give up and make new ones
Also dillemma whether to work with specs or contacts
Specs: + Can remove anytime for eyesight break - Too HD. Too sharp, will strain eyes
Contacts: + Just sharp enough to see, no strain - Can get dry
I like the idea of specs but i'll probably be more comfortable with contacts
Excited for more video editing later I need mood and here it is so I shall take full advantage of it

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21.05pm

What a productive feeling day?
I discovered multiple papercuts on my fingers haaha due to extreme letter tearing last night aka I was manual paper shredder but it ok im strong but papercuts pain lol
Edited videos and tutored chiqatito a bit today, trying to make learning enjoyable for her
Hopefully this is not just me having the mood hahah
I think work starting soon is forcing me to make full use of my free time
Bleah im born to have free time

Wednesday, April 07, 2021

05.14am

Aiyaiyai why has sleepiness not visited its old friend (me) tonight

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05.49am

Im halfway through dem's new album and
Im not digging it as much as I thought I would???
Like most of them so far has the same beat and the melody isnt too impressive overall
Oof okay halfway to go
Please exist some gems (jams too, thanks)

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05.54am

Well shiz.
Sorry demi baby for asking for it hahahaha immediately the next song tugging at my heartstrings im gonna cry thank you for writing non relatable songs at this point of my life I forgot I too was hurting
Now you just ripped the bandaids and youre gonna make me bleed again so please stop and go back to music-with-the-same-beats that "i dont like"
But also this song (Easy) has 1 line that sounds like 1 line from a song I wrote like 7 years ago so im just saying we have same taste

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06.19am

Hahaha she listened to me because no more heartwrenching songs after that rude one (also how come such a nice song must collab with noah??cyrus???? why cant sing alone also the ariana collab was unnecessary lol)
After the first listen through, I say I like less than half the songs in the album
But you know what, it feels like a diary and I appreciate her penning down her emotions
It's like after watching her documentary it's like most of the songs are written about the events and you can just match it directly to the story
One thing though is the album is not vocally challenging, but it's good because finally girl can get some break from belting the notes in live performances
Overall, D7 wont be close to the top of her albums ranking in my opinion (i know many who would think otherwise and i can see why) (i just dont jive with this one as much)
Despite that, they managed to release arguably the best 2 songs as the first singles- FINALLY. (Anyone and Dancing with the devil)
(Other songs I enjoyed was Easy and My girlfriends are my boyfriends- I know surprising)

But you know, as usual, some songs will probably grow on me as I keep listening to them

Tuesday, April 06, 2021

07.46am

Um when I left home Big girls dont cry played on the radio
On the way back also the same song played
Hello universe 1st of all what is this 2nd of all Anyone can cry 3rd of all True

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18.01pm

Im so excited cause with demi's vocals getting greater and she's producing more challenging songs it means I will improve too since I will be forced to sing her songs and honestly thats probably how i accidentally became a fake belter (i do not define myself as a singer) it's by singing her songs hahaha
Yay dems
Her latest live performance of DWTD gave me goosebumps and I cant even lie about it cause even when I replayed it a few times it gave me shivers all over again
Dang it now I want to listen to her whole album Ok i will do it today and cry bye everyone i will be in a cave

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22.15pm

Spent my time today video editing
Thankful I have the mood im doing two videos simultaneously yay
My eyes are tired and my back is dyin (periodity ok, not oldness)
Also I didnt know I was so hydrated I keep having to go to the toilet wtheckie this is why we do not consume liquid, people

Monday, April 05, 2021

06.00am

Hi im a person who got almost 7 hours of sleep
Woke up twice but had no strength to open my eyes
Cant even tell if im well rested I feel 55% ok

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17.48pm

Surprisingly wasnt tired before my period made an appearance today
A bitttt bummed cause if it came just 2 or 3 days later I might have been able to fast fully without period breaks booo
It ok body do what it needs to do
I need to drag myself out to rehearsal omgggg the only thing motivating me to move is the thought of playing with makeup

Sunday, April 04, 2021

05.12am

Can you believe I edited videos!! Actually!!
Also found out ballinger baby 6's gender im so excited
I have winded down after attempted improvement on the Words music video, far from being even slightly satisfied but at least my vision for it is crystal clear now I just need a day to sit and do it all
And then what did I reward myself with?
More editing!
For E.A.R.L's first instagram cover
Imported and cropped the files, so all that's left to do is actually edit it
Ok I got 5 hours to sleep but who am I kidding i'll be hashtag blessed if I got 2 or 3 (pls be 3)

Saturday, April 03, 2021

03.12am

Brb but one thing first,
Dancing with the devil sounds extraordinary on the radio
Good looking out my girl dems, cant wait for whole album to drop

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04.07am

Kay just settled down with a cup of iced water
Which is something I subconsciously have been incorporating into my nightly routine
My body is lucky I love ice that I can force water into my system just by putting ice in it
Hahahah
Had a fullll day of rehearsearl today and I havent felt this productive exhaustion in some time
Bismillah for our plans
I had fun but
Grab and Ryde why you no drivers and always high demand pls check yourselves thanks

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13.02pm

Wew I dreamt that khali gave birth but i saw on instagram
The birth date was even there but i cant recall if it was 27/4 or 3/5 or probably not even these hahaha
But wew also in the post the baby's name was 2 names longer than the one they actually decided on HAHA and one of the name was trippy with a lot of Zs
Probably gonna spend today editing video(s)

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18.30pm

You know whats great
That demi's new album is not about Love in the typical sense because I dont think i'll be able to listen to any songs yet still yes lame but get over it
Like it hurts just the same, these songs, but it's not relatable which is good
It's about recovery and I hope anyone who needs these messages find solace and comfort hearing her songs
Truly beautiful but at the same time, no, girl is not ready to listen to the full album
Im not emotionally stable yet hahahahaha and I do not believe in crying it out because crying is lame and tiring so
I dont know what im saying maybe I just need oxygen and sunshine which im lacking one of them (looking at you rain clouds)
K i should go eat my brunch mama bought for me oopz
But also i know im tired when i do not follow my mum to vivo omg i even thought of going later but it's the weekend/holiday crowd i cant even

Friday, April 02, 2021

04.23am

Yesterday's sleep was a total fluke
Why am I AWAKE and not sleepy I just feel like eating hotdogs right now
Full day of rehearsearl starting in 9 hours I need physical rest for optimum vocals pls

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05.32am

I ate hotdogs. Ok two.
But only cause it was already fried and noone ate them
I spent the whole day watching fb videos that fb ran out of videos to give me
Hahahaha ok back to youtube now I guess
Also hopefully I feel sleepy soon cause I gotta be up in 4 hours

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11.26am

No idea what time I fell asleep, like 7?
Snoozed all my alarms and now I definitely am not early as I planned but at least I had sufficient rest right :')

Thursday, April 01, 2021

Merry April (08.08am)

Is my hibernation over and body clock changing again!
Yay
I did NOT expect to wake up and see the time as 8am lol
Got probably 5 hours of sleep- longest consecutive in a while
Nice
Buttt so chiqa asked me to help her write a letter last night at like almost 3am and I was so sure (based on the past few days) that i'd wake up in 2 hours anyway so I just went ahead to sleep first
Alas im a normal being now but also oh no hahaha I hope she got her letter written wasnt on purpose ok

ps dreamt that i saw stone cold

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20.28pm

I cant believe I havent said this but went to the river safari yesterday and I had so much fun even though the pandas werent moving and I saw the chinese aligator bite a turtle and an overturned horseshell crab and a humongous gharial and idk despite lack of sleep it was really really enjoyable!!!
But then had prac afterwards which I was too tired to go through
Lol but I survived zz and some alumni came down so it was great
Tried the zingerito and it was almost good enough that I did not need chilli sauce but alas the mac n cheese (as mac and cheeses are, blandish) made me put a bit of sauce but IT IS DELICIOUS!!!
10/10 would eat again

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21.31pm

Everytime I have energy and am bored NOONE asks me to join them in plans but when im tired or already have plans suddenly everyone in this earth asks if im free im so angry!!!!
(Because ive been home alone for 5 hours and all i did was eat 1 hotdog and 1 ice cube and did nothing else)