Thought I blogged
Also, proper hibernating
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02.49am
I feel recuperated but I know im still in hibernation until I feel hungry
I havent eaten for so long?? I saw food and had no interest hahah but I will keep piquing my appetite yay
Exciting upcoming stuff happening
Slept for super long. Woke up a few times but went right back to sleep
It's like im conducting self induced hypnosis cause I fall asleep by watching videos or playing freecell
Had many dreams which was fun lol
Am I done sleeping for the day stay tuned (ive been playing freecell but dont feel like falling asleep so perhaps im awake for good)
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05.10am
Sometimes I test water and then I realise nope emotions are still raw
At least I dont get heavy days anymore
Progress?
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09.13am
Somehow spent the past 3 hours watching documentaries about eddie and benoit and I clicked on eddie's HOF induction and I cannot describe thiS chill im getting hearing benoit's theme hit
I cannot believe I was there as a child watching all of this unfold and being sad yet not understanding the severity of it
Again, wherever i go i take wrestling with me
I still love it and i keep going back to it
Trauma and all, it's epic. It's life.
And I miss the good old days everyday
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16.04pm
Wanna watch more wrestling but my phone is dying and nobody will be my friend for hours so how
I need to buy charger to bring out pls hahaha
Also I am 3000% willing to let my phone die from watching wwe and risk not finding my group if they are my true friends they will find me k bye
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16.25pm
I found a meaningful treasure
Reyrey's book is AN EBOOK ON NLB I BORROWED IT NOW IM READING IT
I am gonna cry im overwhelmed with emotions but MY MAKEUP
I have to take screaming squealing and breathing breaks SO much feels