Stepped out of the house to get some morning air, see the morning sky and listen to the sounds of the birds (hehe comealong)
It's really lovely and I am counting down the days when I can be outside at this timing for any reasons at all
I just want to have breakfast outside like aunties
Hehe insyaallah sooner than we expect :')
Had a lovely night I actually slept from 8pm-1am despite waking up too many times but it cool
Watching inspirational movies seem to pick my mood up the easiest way, honestly I need more of it I dont even care if it's cliche I will like it
Watched Coach carter also played some scribbl.io and I am certain, CERTAIN I can draw better if not for the mousepad HAHAHA im not an artist this is an excuse but hey diff mediums diff results
I feel like painting
Making raya cards, specifically
Maybe I will do that this morning
Or take a nap
Idk I think mama has to go collect something outside today so I might be called upon (I typed Upin instead wow dont call me upin pls i dont want to have 1 strand of hair hehe)
Okay may today be better than yesterday for us
I feel like i'll have fun looking back at this roller coaster of emotions this circuit breaker
Some days im so done and bored and lonely and some days im just like YAS LIFE and I have me and filled with life
I just need to be more in control and in touch with myself without being too hard on myself
Remind me to be kindest to myself especially when it's hard to do so
When I treat me well, I treat others better too
Ok wtheck am I talking about HAHA
Time to watch some Higa tv and then see what I feel like doing today!
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16.12pm
Just got back from my first journey to the west since march. MARCH
Got to socialize with people I know and love while running errands T.T
Even with social distancing it made me beyond happy
So bittersweet when I see people wishing each other Selamat hari raya and asking for forgiveness from afar oof
It's the thought that counts though right :')
Also it's the first time I took the bus since breaker started hahahaha
A good thing is nobody is allowed to sit beside me
A bad thing is nobody is allowed to sit beside me
But also the buses were empty which is great
Ok im distracted by a song on the radio which is the melody of one non-raya song but the lyrics are raya version im so confused is this official (mengapa itu semua harus berlaku adakah itu semua kerna diriku- i put lyrics here cus i forgot the title Cinta something isit hahahah kbye)
Ok I need to rest awhile before attempting to record the video for the third day straight alahai
Maybe I should just try at night one shot and hope that it's not my naptime and/or my neighbours dont make noise again
The lighting though
We'll see