Saturday, May 23, 2020

06.24am

Besok raya!
And it does feel like hari kemenangan despite being thrown off our cultural norms
But new clothes, raya food, seeking forgiveness and forging good relationships can still be done
DID I TELL U I GOT MY FIRST TWO DUIT RAYAs YESTERDAY hahahaha
One of mama's friend gave it and im like ehehehe omy cheese
My fav part time job hehe but really though may they be blessed with abundance and rezeki ♡
Ok mama already told us to do the choppage of materials
I want to make raya cards
And I still have to rerecord my raya video wearing baju kurung aiyayai why did I not do that the first time round (ok fine I know why hahah cause havent choose outfit but nvm)
Ok I love the raya mood
I even have henna cones ready
Should I nap at least mm idk but I got woken up with barney songs just now and I love it
It's masterpieces
Also watched blindside and my wholesomeness tank refilled again
Ok bye I should remove my contacts lol

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11.45am

Look at I being morningness
Ive been sleeping in chunks of 2 hours and then waking up and depending on situation I might go back to sleep
Also I dreamt that boogeyman was going to enter a room and I ran out the back door telling mama not to tell him I was there but she DID and I had to hide from him hahahaha so scary after all these years only he taker and kane manages to give me nightmares

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22.13pm

Selamat hari raya aidilfitri!!!!
Maaf zahir batin
Got to see nenek and mak ngah for 2 minutes while trading food earlier today and it was so bittersweet cause like im so happy and proud of us for being safe and responsible but I also really want to hug and salam everyone
On the bright side, more duit raya! Hehehe
I realise it's eatgo and khali's first time rayaing as a wife, and yol's first time having to give duit raya instead of receiving
We'll all be fine insyaallah
I pray for the lonely tonight, I pray everyone has enough to eat and a place to stay at least for tonight.
I pray ailments be removed and for health and wealth in every form possible, amin!
Im just missing bunga api
Ok let me nap before having to record the video aish