I has work to do
I also has been awake since 8am
So why has I been- ok I did content selection and some degree of croppage
The actual editing is gonna drive me crazy just cause I demand perfection
Oh well I have about 8 hours to go
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20.10pm
You can bet with your entire existence that I have not start editing
Why
I even redid the entire escape room which I just did
Hahahhahahaha
Have been spending my hours on a virtual escape room
As much as I want to do one irl I just know the puzzles wont be as cool hahaha
But eh okay
I got ICE CREAM I can cry tears of joy D;
But also I realise ice cream tastes better when you're eating with others dont get me wrong it's the best on its own but still
Deadlines to meet before the end of circuit breaker
Am excited for better times ahead insyaallah
I seem to have lost sense of time again haha
What happens when your schedule has minute changes
Surprised I woke up lateish today
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10.33am
So much sleep last night and I even slept 3 more hours this morning
Ok la added up is 8 hours hahaha drama
I just cant wait to be outside.
You know this situation wouldve been better if more people (read: every rational being) were socially responsible- although of course the asymptomatic infectious people are not to be blamed but cmon man you sick stay home your sense of responsibility should outweigh your 'sense of responsibility' if u know what i mean probably not
Also people playing race cards and people defending themselves both in an all-too aggressive and dishonourable manner just shedding light on how loser some of my fellow countrymen can be
ALSO one of the more frustrating thing to me is seeing people complaining that wrong information are being spread (by the officials not like random fb uncles) like Bishes dont u think this disease took everyone by surprise even scientists and medical experts dont u think they too are learning alongside us and dont u think if they had kept quiet to do their research the world wont complain due to the lack of updates and demoralize them further by statements of them having no progress blablabla
Also that im hungry and I should eat
Also I want sweet things like cake or ice cream
I want to be at vivocity soon I feel like that can cure my cabin fever cause then I can see Krispy kreme and the reopened Mcd
Hahaha i am so drunk bye
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14.05pm
Didnt think id have a wholesome afternoon while being productive doing harmowork
I miss them and they deserve the best
Im a very firm believer that all of them found the club for a reason and I cri everytim ♡
K bye loads of work to do but im excited
So excited to have released the raya medley!
Am always happy to see people's reception of whatever hmx does D:
Had a lovely evening even though cicakman 2 has severe lack of the gingers
Hehe
I've been eating one meal a day which hasnt happened in a while so i like it low maintainance life is for me
Okay now im more driven to make more videos i just need my recording process to be eased aka background noises and more importantly MyVOicE
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19.30pm
Realised it's only five days to end of circuit breaker, and I have been waiting for this day for literal months
But phase 1 is in our faces but at least aT LEAST I get to go to nenek's house T.T
I will go accompany her more often insyaallah even though she probably loves her alone time hehehe
But yay we survived/are surviving 2 mONTHS of stay home which almost drove me crazy at times but towards the end (maybe cause raya so the vibes are livelier idk) I feel lighter and ready for freedom
Muahahaha
See you soon outside world
Oh kak yati drove through to drop duit raya for us hahahahais and I saw my babies farrieal farley and aleesya for 2 seconds which is so saddd I promise I will tell yall more ghost stories once we reunite okay D:
Bismillah for the upcoming month, may phase 1 be a safe one (ayy poetry)
Currently clearing space on my laptop heheh
Current bedtime going strong
It's also good cause it's when people text me the most and I am sleeping so ahahah no link but got link
Needless to say I fell asleep with my makeup on I thought I was just gonna take a short nap but hahah
Ok should remove it soon
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17.59pm
Currently zooming rayaing with somemonix
Daya is turning on a fish and she needs to charge a fish
So happy to see their faces
I love raya
This is the first eve of raya in YEARS that I got sleep
In fact I slept from about 8pm-3am
Usually at this time i'll be putting henna on everyone and then end up only realising the time at 5, 6am and only having enough will to do one hand on myself before falling asleep and then having to wake up 10 mins later
Not complaining though it's fun haha but also hashtag blessed for being able to have a full rest before my home based hari raya (hahahaa very not useful but it cool)
I gotta record my video so will it be crazy if I put on makeup right now ok of course it's not crazy but I wonder how my voice will act ok we'll see
Besok raya!
And it does feel like hari kemenangan despite being thrown off our cultural norms
But new clothes, raya food, seeking forgiveness and forging good relationships can still be done
DID I TELL U I GOT MY FIRST TWO DUIT RAYAs YESTERDAY hahahaha
One of mama's friend gave it and im like ehehehe omy cheese
My fav part time job hehe but really though may they be blessed with abundance and rezeki ♡
Ok mama already told us to do the choppage of materials
I want to make raya cards
And I still have to rerecord my raya video wearing baju kurung aiyayai why did I not do that the first time round (ok fine I know why hahah cause havent choose outfit but nvm)
Ok I love the raya mood
I even have henna cones ready
Should I nap at least mm idk but I got woken up with barney songs just now and I love it
It's masterpieces
Also watched blindside and my wholesomeness tank refilled again
Ok bye I should remove my contacts lol
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11.45am
Look at I being morningness
Ive been sleeping in chunks of 2 hours and then waking up and depending on situation I might go back to sleep
Also I dreamt that boogeyman was going to enter a room and I ran out the back door telling mama not to tell him I was there but she DID and I had to hide from him hahahaha so scary after all these years only he taker and kane manages to give me nightmares
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22.13pm
Selamat hari raya aidilfitri!!!!
Maaf zahir batin
Got to see nenek and mak ngah for 2 minutes while trading food earlier today and it was so bittersweet cause like im so happy and proud of us for being safe and responsible but I also really want to hug and salam everyone
On the bright side, more duit raya! Hehehe
I realise it's eatgo and khali's first time rayaing as a wife, and yol's first time having to give duit raya instead of receiving
We'll all be fine insyaallah
I pray for the lonely tonight, I pray everyone has enough to eat and a place to stay at least for tonight.
I pray ailments be removed and for health and wealth in every form possible, amin!
Im just missing bunga api
Ok let me nap before having to record the video aish
Stepped out of the house to get some morning air, see the morning sky and listen to the sounds of the birds (hehe comealong)
It's really lovely and I am counting down the days when I can be outside at this timing for any reasons at all
I just want to have breakfast outside like aunties
Hehe insyaallah sooner than we expect :')
Had a lovely night I actually slept from 8pm-1am despite waking up too many times but it cool
Watching inspirational movies seem to pick my mood up the easiest way, honestly I need more of it I dont even care if it's cliche I will like it
Watched Coach carter also played some scribbl.io and I am certain, CERTAIN I can draw better if not for the mousepad HAHAHA im not an artist this is an excuse but hey diff mediums diff results
I feel like painting
Making raya cards, specifically
Maybe I will do that this morning
Or take a nap
Idk I think mama has to go collect something outside today so I might be called upon (I typed Upin instead wow dont call me upin pls i dont want to have 1 strand of hair hehe)
Okay may today be better than yesterday for us
I feel like i'll have fun looking back at this roller coaster of emotions this circuit breaker
Some days im so done and bored and lonely and some days im just like YAS LIFE and I have me and filled with life
I just need to be more in control and in touch with myself without being too hard on myself
Remind me to be kindest to myself especially when it's hard to do so
When I treat me well, I treat others better too
Ok wtheck am I talking about HAHA
Time to watch some Higa tv and then see what I feel like doing today!
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16.12pm
Just got back from my first journey to the west since march. MARCH
Got to socialize with people I know and love while running errands T.T
Even with social distancing it made me beyond happy
So bittersweet when I see people wishing each other Selamat hari raya and asking for forgiveness from afar oof
It's the thought that counts though right :')
Also it's the first time I took the bus since breaker started hahahaha
A good thing is nobody is allowed to sit beside me
A bad thing is nobody is allowed to sit beside me
But also the buses were empty which is great
Ok im distracted by a song on the radio which is the melody of one non-raya song but the lyrics are raya version im so confused is this official (mengapa itu semua harus berlaku adakah itu semua kerna diriku- i put lyrics here cus i forgot the title Cinta something isit hahahah kbye)
Ok I need to rest awhile before attempting to record the video for the third day straight alahai
Maybe I should just try at night one shot and hope that it's not my naptime and/or my neighbours dont make noise again
The lighting though
We'll see
Have been sleeping 6/7-11am the past 2, 3 days which idk what to feel about it cause it gives me time to be productive while being energized
But also I got sleepy at night which was so annoying
Had a lovely evening with hmx though hais we were all groaning about how we still cant see each other despite breaker ending :(
Im proud my frogs are responsible but also I want to kidnap all of them and keep us all in a mansion
And then had fun watching cicakman hahaha super random but no regrets
Three things I love most
1) Of course I love the gingers
2) The scene where cicakman has an idea after he installed the snapping activated lightbulb and the lighbulb literally lit up HAHAHA comedic genius and they even bothered to make it make sense
3) The fact that the only logical/sane person in the movie was killed off
Im very glad circuit breaker has ended do you know I am even excited for chiqa and mama to go back to school and work cause If I cant have a social life im glad you guys can
But also it's a major major privilege to be able to stay home this entire period I feel so safe and I am worried at the risk of transmission after this
Insyaallah all will be well!
We do what we can to take great care of ourselves and then leave the rest to Him
Also im procrastinating the thought that ramadan is ending and it's going to be raya in 2 (? i lost sense of time) days
May we meet another blessed ramadan next year, and may it be better than this year's really cool experience
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19.40pm
What is up with my neighbour playing frickin loud club music the past 2 days isnt your neighbour screaming at you already please do I cant take anymore of this trash (ok when I say neighbour I mean he is a block away. Can you imagine how loud the music actually is)
Safe reopening
Did you mean: I understand and expected it but it still sucks
Half of me wholeheartedly (haha) agrees but the other half is like This better not be a waste of time just cus I want to meet people and hang out at homes I dont necessarily need malls to reopen haiz
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11.5am
Whattt I managed to sleep for 4 hours and feel well rested
Now I have 2 videos to record
Also I woke up cause mama asked me to follow her to the market which later when I lost consciousness again I thought I already did but alas it was a dream
And my specs are here and everytime I receive new specs I only say one thing: thanks I hate it
The contacts lifestyle is definitely more for me
I hate the process of breaking into new specs like I know i'll get used to it eventually but to do so i'll have to force myself to wear it oftenish and I just put it on for 5 mins and now im dizzy
Also I was gonna record my videos today but my neighbour decided it's a good morning for karaoke
I hope the mic doesnt pick it up
Hais ok time to put on my contacts and get ready
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23.12pm
Some days I feel like I shouldnt complain much and I am a person who finds joy in everything
Days like today im like Not many things make me happy in this current situation
And days like today I think it's fine
It does feel good being up at 7am after a full night's sleep also cause it's not a thing that happens for me but im thankful anyways im a being
Ahahha drunk ok bye
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17.53pm
Not feeling too well, not sure why but this is so ew
I dont even feel like feeling
Or thinking even lol
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20.16pm
So saddd im hearing Sesuci lebaran on the radio I want to sesuci lebaran too
Also ive been terrible at wishing everyone happy birthday this year like really everyone who am I
But i'll make it up to everyone so they'll probably be shocked when I wish them happy birthday when they are born in february lolol
I am cool
Happy 24th (i typed 23rD omg) birthday to two of my solidest sisters in this universe Khali and Yollie ♡
Hoping to get some sleep so I can have an activer afternoon
Mornings are great
There is a child who has been screaming occassionally (like right now) I hope he is ok???
I cant tell if it's a panic or crying scream or just kids being kids
Had a mini zoom session with somemonix discussing the raya medley
Actually just the bases were supposed to discuss but titi nana yaya and I crashed to disturb zaza and fafa (HAHAHA we discovered that all our names can do this)
Watched Now you see me and was discussing which of the horsemen we would rather be see I feel like people who know me would think i'll want to be the mentalist which is not wrong but actually the youngest guy (jason? i forgot his name again heh) has cool skillz
Like instead of manipulating people to get what I want, I wouldnt mind causing actual trouble knowing that I am slick enough to escape every single time
Ok writing helps make me sleepier
I should rest
And my specs must come today if not I will outninja ninja van
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15.14pm
I did it ladies and gentlemen I slept!
I have no idea what time perhaps before 11am and woke up exactly at 3
It's either I dont realise how noisy my neighbourhood is until I need silence, or my neighbours are just having fun taking turns making noise
Either way the one day I decide to record my responsibilities there has to be drilling I swear ive havent heard drillings since forever so like Hello whoever you are please go away (as I typed this he hath silenced himself but im sure he'll- yep there thoust go again)
My current system is sleeping 8pm-2am which is in theory great cause I have more daytime and also nighttime
But my life schedule isnt the smoothest with this arrangement
Oh well
Also I have to learn new parts hahaha
Also I put on makeup after so long and I was so/am still happy it's so FUN F.U.N
Ok I will listen to the songs I have to listen to and try and ignore the drilling
Have a great day suckas
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19.29pm
Yup I think it was just my neighbours
Now the atmosphere is the silence and peace im used to
Im so uncomfortable with the makeup but I cant outrule that im going to record tonight
Also my spectacles are still not here!!!!!
Frogcheese
Usually at this time of the day the thought of staying awake till nighttime is on my mind but by the time 430pm rolls around my body just zzzs heh
But it could be different today idk cause I somehow managed to sleep around 8pm-2am very interruptedly but still that is quite impressive
Spent the night playing Uno and it's such a frunstrating (ayy) game cause I can love my teammate all I want but the opponents' cards can be so annoying hahaha but also I love it when our enemies throws eggs at each other like bruhs yall were supposed to be a team hahahaha
One even gave MY teammate a present after throwing eggs to his own teammate lollll
Im in charge of cooking for buka tonight so for everyone's sake I hope I dont fall asleep so early hahahah
Mama has been like YOU BETTER COOK NOW since 11am cause she scared I fall asleep at my usual time
Kuih raya baking has kicked off and I just want to bake my cheesecake cookies soon but idk I think subconsciously im just waiting for my spectacles to arrive but im sure once it does i'll be like Meh too dizzy then not use it after all (hopefully not)
Idk what im talking about really hais I think I just need to be able to experience new things like Sit by the beach thats all or make a new friend not really but still
Ok takpe maybe im just not thinking much what am I saying again I should stop typing k byehahaha
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17.39pm
I personally thank higatv for keeping me awake
Also I didnt really like what I cooked but I tried hahah ok (which is weird cause I usually excel at everything ayy) but ok I got a very valid reason (may or may not have involved salt on my tongue right before taste testing the food) (like legit right now I have the taste of too much salt on my tongue what have I done how can I flush the taste away)
Also I have mama who can salvage any wrongdoings hahaha
Now back to trying to stay awake
Another day another lovely weather
Gave up on oreos after entering my idkhowmanytimeth fairprice and then we walked past a minimart and I literally walked backwards being like 'maybe there's oreos in here' and THERE WERE A LOT!!!!
Yayyy alhamdulillah hehehe
I took 1 packet and mama was like "one?" and I just took another haha
Atleast I know where to get oreos now if theyre gone again
Thank you underrated mamak shop
I really cant tell if im tired or not right now
Had a fun night hating on To all the boys ive loved before aka a movie I otherwise would have negative interest in watching
It was worse than I expected like there was a time where I actually thought of giving it a chance just cause of how much clout it was getting
But alas the online community disappoints as usual
Hahah drama but yeah it was terribad I cant believe I watched that and I even watched the second one cause I had to watch what happens next
Not as cringe as the first but still unimpressive anyway
Oh well I survived though
Why am I being a movie critic I should nap
Did a bit of arts and craft not out of boredom but out of want!
Haha didnt realise such a simple card took 2 hours
Now my entire being is aching aish
And mama wants me to follow her to the market
Idk if I can do it now can I nap first pls mom
I like how im asking here and not her hahahaha
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12.43pm
Managed to motivate myself to go out (not hard to, these breaker days) and no regrets cause the weather is amazing hais isit lack of air pollution hahaha you cant believe how clear the sky is today im so happy
I think I am the chosen one who can make the best oreo-cheesecake related item in the world
You know why I think so
Because 2 weeks ago I scoured high and low to find cream cheese and I only managed to find oreos. So much oreos.
And this week right after I found my cream cheese I AGAIN have had to search everywhere to NO OREOS NO OREOS CAN YOU BELIEVE IT
My rationale is that the universe is not ready for my kickass cake or whatever it is I will make even though I have never made it before
Haish annoying but nevermind hehe
Blessed morning alhamdulillah I feel so productive
Now all I need to do is learn my new songs and then record them (?)
Also I honestly thought today was weds I was looking forward for hmx zoom tonight but I realised today is thurs boo
I had a fun night last night anyway watching a bit of wrestling heh
It was quite sad seeing geylang so devoid of humans like usually this time of the year is when i'll end up at the bazaar so many nights for food and clothes and everything and judging the overpriced food
I would probably even visit it with hmx or stylo
But hais it ok im ready to go back to that lifestyle next year hahaha god willing
K bye
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19.49pm
Found out my specs delivery is delayed ugh darn unessential online shoppers poor delivery services
I need to SEE
Somehow feel awake after 2 hours of sleep
Idk what I blogged about yesterday did I mention our adventure wait let me see
Oh I did
But also I got the last carton of cream cheese which was extremely lucky cus udk how many fairprices and cold storages I tried to find it at
Now today pales in comparison so I shall find something to do
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13.43pm
It's not that I dont have things to do it's just easier to procrastinate cause literally nothing else to do so
I'll try and do them anyway and then find more things to do later hahaha what a busy bee wow
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20.23pm
SG media is notorious for malayfying english words which can be so annoying like idk how many times I heard the radio or tv trying to pronounce "circuit breaker" in a malay way
Gross
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20.49pm
Quite excited to get my new specs just cause im tired of having to wash my hands before getting eyesight hahaha (aka everytime I put on and take off my contacts)
I hope it fits well though if it too big I lazy change
I want to try and bake cheesecake cookies omg I can put marshmallows inside and other random things like a chocolate bar
Slept through the night (close enough, I kept waking up but i'll count it since I managed to lose consciousness a few times) for once and idk what to feel
Ok sahur time
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15.08pm
Relief aish
Just got home after an unexpected double trip
Was supposed to go to bukit merah and then vivo and then home but we bought too much at bukit merah so we had to go home and put the stuff first
It was fun though exhausting
It was nice to have human interaction even though it's with the safe distancing officers and the cashiers hahahah and ok fine other people too
Now I nees social interaction with people I know and love
Just 20 more days!! (Very hopefully so)
Haish @ hmx being my family
Much misses
Had quite a pleasant afternoon roaming around not really
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01.36am
Every year I have new mother figures in my life to wish Happy mothers' day to
Which I would say is nothing but a major blessing
And once khali and eatgo gets a child too they'll also be mums im not ready but insyaallah if it's their rezeki soon i will be the readiest to be aunty queen
Hehehe okay
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11.03am
I give up sleeping in the day I am now a person who will sleep strictly from 8-11pm because of who I am as a person who will sleep strictly only at those timing because I am a person who will sleep at those timing now
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19.06pm
Wwe uploading 13 mins of taker's documentary is both a blessing and RUDE
I am not ready for feels idk why but seeing taker shake hands with big show after his match was so assdfhjskal they are fRIENDS
Ok selamat berbuka
In order of excitement of things I want to do immediately after gaining even a semblance of freedom
1) Hari raya
2) Rehearsal
3) Beach
4) Bus rides to nowhere
5) RehearsAL
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04.05am
Hey it's my first time sleeping at a time between 2-5am since the circuit breaker started
Even though the sleep lasted an hour
It was a long hour
I feel so miserable but I will feel better because im cool
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18.52pm
Lovely weather
Also I appreciate Singapore doing extensive testing even though it may be overwhelming, we should feel taken care of
My sleep schedule is getting non-existent wth is falling asleep at 3pm it is forcing me to postpone all my specs making plans
Why isnt there 24 hours everything hahaha especially library and/or swimming complex thats important
Ok bye happy berbuka
Weather outside seems lovely and my sleeping schedule is untrackable
Wanted to head out to make new specs mine cracked (oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh) but now no way am I moving pls not after 2 hours of rest
This is why my body forces me to do my 8-11pm sleep HAHA but good thank u
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18.07pm
In dire need of more inner peace
MORE one cannot have too much inner peace id rather be a void than be unpeaceful wow english
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23.36pm
If I silence the external voices, my answers are clear
And im guided by the heart
So idk why I still waste my time consulting opinions
Hahahaha social contract theory who
Happy place
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08.24am
I didnt nap yesterday so why am I not asleep even earlier today
It is tempting to stay up but I will try anyway to rest
Also always happy after talking to hmx
Miss them tonZ hais ♡
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09.04am
I want to DO something but idk what that something is
If this was a normal day that something would be taking a bus to somewhere random
I even googled what to do hahahaha desperate times
Most of my activities are after asar so I need morning activities
I cant even go market cause no valid reason UNLESS I go out buy cake my mum will be like R u weird but also it's not essential (it is) so I shall be responsible and stay home
I cant write cause uninspired
"Working out" is scheduled for afternoon
I don't have concert planning to do
I even scheduled time to learn a new score between zohor and asar cause I dont want to nap
I dont even feel like watching youtube can u believe it
Truly first world's problem oof
Ok i'll continue finding something to do including get some sunshine
Why is falling asleep so hard
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07.23am
Answer: maybe because im meant to be awake
How many times must I remind myself to follow natural tendencies who am I
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13.15pm
Somehow managed to sleep 8am-1pm today
I think I watch too much buzzfeed unsolved in a row that my dreams are laden with mystery
Hahaha
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19.30pm
Power move is removing my specs to not watch the tv cause whatever is on is trash
how do people watch this
Trying to force myself to fall asleep but I cant even lie to myself im not sleepy
Ughh this is not a nice experience in life
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01.37am
Scrolling through youtube to find anything that could possibly make me feel better and the only one I could bear to click on was a video about a toddler
Cant wait for my new nephew to be born D;
But also im having a fever again this is the third fever while in lockdown but it's just cause cold so what are blankets for
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07.12am
In an oddly (haha jk) good mood this morning
Im a morning person confirmed
Nights are long and torturous but mornings make me happy
At least for the past week or two
It's good but also weird how I can self entertain through the morning but when it comes to nighttime I just feel so... Isolated
I guess it's good cause day is longer than night so
Hahaha okay bye let me use this good mood to the fullest advantage and reply all messages lol
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11.25am
I think i'll be fine
We all will be
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12.14pm
You know another level I havent fell into?
Was checking a Quarantine to do list and one of it says Watch your favourite movie and I HAVENT WATCHED HSM THIS WHOLE TIME it's ok once I start I wont stop though
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19.49pm
I think I need proper alone time soon
Right now im too rest deprived to be my own friend
4th May was supposed to be a good day because freedom
Hais as long as everyone is safe and healthy
It will still be a good day insyaallah!
I cant fall asleep now cause I have to be somewhere by 830am
Chiqa is painting right now idk why when she has HBL later
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09.00am
"Good Monday morning everyone" is something I havent heard in some time especially from the news channel on TV
Back at the clinic where everyone is nice hehe
I think I can not sleep today
Also I think I will start a section where I put my bedtimes so I can keep track of how much I sleep during this lockdown especially this month cause ramadan hehe
I'm feeling way better than I did a few hours ago, maybe because there's humans around me and im at the outside and im speaking to people
Actually what I miss more than going out is being able to go out without a mask!!!
I do not like it there's a reason I only use shades to conceal my identity
But thank u for protecting us anyway I appreciate u
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11.40am
Okay I just got home and now the real challenge begins
I will either attempt to stay awake until nighttime or take a power nap sometime between 1-3pm (which has worked some day and utterly failed other days too so there's 0 guarantee if it'll happen)
We'll see
In the meanwhile am gonna keep myself busy
Heh
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16.19pm
It worked! But also cause mama woke me up but still
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18.08pm
Bittersweet feeling hearing the raya songs on the radio (which I had hoped they'll play earlier this year to brighten our days heh and they did!)
It's usually the best thing and i'll just be so happy but now it's a mix of emotions
Hey, it'll all be okay insyaallah
I'll still scream to these songs tonight
I have reached a new level of bored in quarantine- playing with instagram filters
I havent stooped to the level of reading a book or baking or dressing up yet so I guess im going ok
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11.06am
Noo not again but whatever natural tendencies for now
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20.56pm
I think im ready to purge my fb friendlist
So many random losers and best of all they're the most active ones hahaha
This what happens when you accept each and every friend requests
Hais nerds
I mean theyre harmless but still losers so
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22.56pm
So weird, going down memory lane especially sec school life I feel like I was sucked into a time vortex
My present dont exist and it was weird to receive text from Miloil petrolla like Titi? She is a person I know? No I dont
So loser but so addictive, the feeling of nostalgia
What time will this being sleep today ok I will try for 9am if possible
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10.50am
Oh no.
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13.35pm
Plot twist of the century, girl woke up after a 2 hour sleep!
Does this mean yesterdays too much sleep effectively charged my body enough
Meh still tired
Im enjoying getting vivid dreams, saying this again cause it's so random always with new storylines
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19.52pm
Not looking forward for any levels, busy living the now
Also it's so easy to forget you've once been in the ditch
So easy to escape then run your mouth even if you mean nothing but good
But remember how you once struggled too
The sleep thing is still baffling me I think im just transitioning to a new cycle haha
But again im getting vivid dreams so sometimes I force myself to go back to sleep to continue the dreams hahaha I want to know how the story goes okay
Girl just watched Inception and now she is both excited to go to sleep and dont want to sleep not cause of trauma but cause I want to consciously think about the movie loll
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06.15am
Definitely need a bit of sunshine today
I miss the blue skies but of course the rain brings blessings alhamdulillah
Hoping for cb to be eased up in less than a month because I cannot do this anymore introverts rejoice but not me I miss doing things not even major things just being able to go out and roam without a reason is what I want
But I shant complain insyaallah step by step
I miss HMX a lot ugh
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08.38am
Spent my morning texting my north pole sisters, I miss them too D:
It was a much needed pick me up hehe it's with them I talk about the present the most and it's amazing, underrated, and amazing
We already planning our next outing okayy hahaha ♡
Now I have to decide if I want to sleep "earlier" today or just go with the flow cause guess what my new bedtime is around 12-2pm and then 9-11pm so like im fine with that
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11.23am
I just watched the second (?) Nanny McPhee and am shook that the old lady is aggy hahaha I love it
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18.45pm
Oh my cheese.
I tried to take a 90 mins power nap but obviously my body wasnt having it
Slept for 6 hours straight for the first time in a long time
Nice