Thursday, April 09, 2020

07.17am

Overnighted after I cant remember how long
Except I cant push my limits cause I dont have activities to do or people to meet haha usually i'll recharge around people hashtag just extrovert things
Had a lovely evening because finally reunited with hmx albeit online- so so happy to see their faces and hear their voices :')
We even played a game and noone had curfew cause everyone was home HAHA
Should sleep soon, I wonder what my brain would want to do on Day 3 of Circuit breaker.
Also I really hope Sgeans are staying home- if not this one month is for nothing those of us following rules would have done so for nOtHinG pls dont be annoying losers

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18.45pm

Contrary to popular (or mine) beliefs, I do have things on my to do list hahahaha
But idk I guess im just embracing this "boredom" before I get so bored I am productive
Thankfully I dont really have deadlines, except for school related stuff
Taking this break has made me realise how much I actually do enjoy school, which I do, and I never take it for granted
But just not as motivated especially when it comes to assignments hahaha I hate homeworks
But insyaallah once school reopens, i'll remember how this feels
I'll remember how it feels to not be hustling as much as I can, rather than want (which for me is zero% want) (my english dont really make sense innit)
Think im falling sick due to lack of sunshine idk perhaps i'll just stand outside my house to get some Vitamin D hahaha
Im curious to see if this cabin fever gets so bad i'll actually want to go out to like walk in the park
Or will I be fine ultimately
We'll see hehe
May this situation improve fastest insyaallah!

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20.58pm

Reopened netflix after a long time and the first thing I see is KKHH wth
If freakin kuch kuch hota hai can be on netflix idk why Harry potter is not
Cmon ppl I dont want to emo

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22.10pm

I just. Looked outside for the first time in 3 days
I miss going out but im responsible and I CARE
Freaking 10k notices were given out in the 3 days what is actually wrong with my country's people are u crazy and dumb yes you are
Like I mentioned earlier tomorrow I might crave sunshine so i'll sit outside my door
I dont feel as feverish anymore the accidental naps works wonders hahah okay bye