Sometimes I wonder what it'd be like to do things out of spite
It sounds like a magic superpower that just fuels you to accomplish stuff
And maybe right now being triggered out of spite is what I need to achieve my goals
But alas I have no energy nor capacity to care about others' opinions
Also it is such a lovely night, the sky is clear, moon is bright and i'm sitting outside my house enjoying the cool air
Why have I not done this before (ok except when I get locked outside my house sometimes when I forget my keys)
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02.30am
Freaking insta I opened explore page and the post that comes up is about the tattoo artist who does things out of spite
Stalker much FBI
Oh there's a cat??? What is it doing here
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02.33am
Now I see a post about seeing the same moon shakespeare looked at
Hello stop it
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09.00am
Why. Am. I. Not. Asleep
Cant believe I wanted to go out but now the thought of it is just dreary cause my body decided it doesnt want to rest
Ok hope to get at least 2 hours of sleep before I get awakened by mama or any other disturbances (aka my siblings)
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16.56pm
Got like 4 hours of sleep which was nice
Went OUT today for grocery shopping
Who knew such a simple trip out would trigger so many thought bubbles
For one I left home and it was raining but once I reached home it was sunny and bright again (geylang was sunny which was lovely)
It was not that crowded and it was cute seeing people trying to social distance it's like a mass game of pepsi cola or the floor is lava
Will edit this post later but for now, leaving this post with what my mum said- After we do what we can in taking care of ourselves, should just tawakkal and leave the rest to Him.
Which is very true, Insyaallah we'll be protected