Quite relieved that my fever finally broke after weeks of being heaty
Turns out hustling, foreign air and drinking too much water works wonders
Im in pain now
Vocal break worked but hmx bootcamp happened it felt gross not to talk also it hurts more laughing than talking
Alas, at the end of camp and production meeting, I think my body knows I finally can rest so I just took a nap while everyone around me were rehearsing ;')
Was dreading the journey home so much, but I was sent an angel in the form of a Justine who came to fetch me and sent me home all the way to my floor
Noone deserves a Justine and idk what to feel about my affairs being eased I feel so undeserving but at the same time I couldnt have imagined it any other way ♡
Rehearsal again today marking 7 straight days of hmx but I think being there would just make me want to sing
Wanted to stay at home the whole day but mama is asking me to go out and she mentioned jalan raya I want heueueehehehhehee but also why am I awake so early
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16.06pm
Always thought moving on would be done together, or at least one of us easing it for the other
Guess love and trust has an expiry date for some people
And though we can do nothing but watch as we stray further away,
Just know i'm always praying for your happiness and success even if it means i'm no longer in your story
That being said, I too deserve someone else who wants or needs me in theirs
Knowing me i'll continue moping around until you make it clear that we're through for good
I love us and that will never change
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18.03pm
So my throat was feeling better I was ready to go rehearsals tonight but after a short storytelling session to elephant about our bootcamp (litrally not even 3 mins) im back to square 1.5
BYe