Sometimes you're heartbroken cause you expect people to have the same heart you do- to not do things you would never have done and do things you would've
Worst part is we can't blame them
Worst part is knowing we either toughen up and begin losing faith in others or continue being disappointed until someone comes along to prove you right
Time and again you find yourself alone again and wonder why you even
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11.06am
This is next level exhaustion where you get delirious whether you're doing ok or not
10 days to champs and I can't recall if we've always been at the same rate of progress or if this is better or worse
But I have to heal by then
(jk no pressure body)
I feel pins and needles in my left palm and google says I lack Chi
Which is weird cause I spend 13 hours a day with a keiChi hahaaahhjk but really though chi shen me chi
I guess I should nap before rehearsals?
Will leave home in about 4, 5 hours time who knows how long my alarmless nap would be probably 90 mins and im awake again
It okk
K my phone batt low byeee have a beautiful day ahead!