Friday, February 15, 2019

What do we want (02.34am)

Some of my favourite habits have changed overtime, and I have no idea how much of it is due to external influence.
I don't remember getting tired of doing things but perhaps i've just outgrown them?
Or is it just laziness on top of piling workload nope this is a terrible excuse
Ehh, not that mad though
Life is about experimenting and exploring and finding what qualities you'd love to live with

Watched the princess switch finally and I love vanannehudgs so much she'll forever be my gabriella montez but I love seeing her fly
Also everytime I watch her I feel a push to do theatre again
She's doing her job great- this inspiration can only be transferred despite distance and time if she had the purest intentions and true love for the art form
And she obviously does
I love it so much

In other news, I almost booked a salon appointment for later today
But I am so indecisive it's froggish
I used to care less
Is this what A GROWN UP'S BRAIN IS LIKE because I do not like it one bit
Disguspink
Glares at self for being a lollipop cheesejelly

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05.29am

What have I done
I was craving chocolates and there was an unopened box of mixed chocolates in the fridge
I read the flavours and like Naise orange chocolates
I ate one and now I got reminded of the Marks & Spencer's orange chocolate something I forgot what but it was....... I cannot find words hahah like noone could stop eating it

Also do you know everytime I don't sleep I feel like i'm the most (well at least conventionally) productive like I feel like working out and cooking and running errands
Eh the world isn't ready for a full formed me hahaha I wanted to say jk but im not really
K bye imma make breakfastish

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14.49pm

Honestly it's true fact that most young people are more polite to service people than the millenials are
Might be because our standards and expectations have went down so we've grown more understanding
But either way without all the negativity, i'd think life feels much more peaceful
I don't have to feel bad for anyone because noone is making anyone feel bad

Also, sending mama to the salon.
Hoping for a good session cause it took me FOREVER to research which salon to go to
And even this is a dive
Haha I trust the universe so let's do this
(See it's not even me I can't commit hahahahah)