Saturday, February 23, 2019

Procrastinators win sometimes (01.20am)

Currently contemplating (not really) between sleeping or starting on season 2
Had a really weird rehearsal earlier today cause we are learning 8 songs for a gig later
Basically all foreign songs but hey if I had to do it i'm glad it's with somemonix specifically Jasmmaus hehe
Meeting them in 7 hours
I don't think i'll sleep OH WAIT I have an assignment due at 1pm later who sets deadlines at 1pm people who are wrong that's who pfft

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05.06am

To be fair I stopped at like episode 4 or 6 ok  (ok it's 4)
Can what your body tell you be wrong like if everyone says 8 glasses of water is important but you drown after the 3rd cup who do you listen to
What is self care anymore
Here's to a lovely day ahead
Also hmx's first wedding gig!
Though they think we're a choir (we're not)
Look at me defending A cappella dont worry choir you are a beautiful art form people are just not exposed to the differences
Whatever
My alarm is set for 2 hours later so do I nap or go learn the songs
Based on the past week my nap schedule has been pretty reliable i'd wake up way earlier than my alarm rings (also means a supposed 1.5 hour nap turns into a 0.5 hour one)
Isn't it fascinating
Not for you but very, for me
K bye

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05.36am

Just saw a video of a friend at the prudential carnival
I could feel myself melting idk if physically emotionally spiritually or what but if I were there at sunset, no crowds and Something just like this playing too loud for humans, I might just break and not function due to overwhelming emotions
Not necessarily bad, just very nostalgic
But if hmx were there we'd probably be crying aha ha ha

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19.12pm

There are days where peak hour and crowd brings comfort.
Specially in an empty bus on a jammed road with a beautiful view of the skyline outside, looking forward to an empty home where everyone's out having fun while I lepak
Gig went as well as we could've ever hoped for, will deet later
Let me enjoy this ride home
Perhaps it was post-performance high and relief, or just being at a wedding
But I feel pretty good and at peace alhamdulillah

ps also managed to submit my assignment on time so like double yay