So I suddenly got asked for a wedding show tomorrow and I was watching an old video of the repertoire we'll be dancing to revise when I realised it was only 4 mins long
4 MINS!!!
It feels like 7 minutes when we're dancing omgosh
And it's the exact opposite for singing- it feels so short but it's already so long
So cool how perceptions of time can differ even within ourselves
Love takes time to develop I guess and I miss evokals so much but RVN is growing on me and I look forward to see them everytime.
Though they're really annoying with their musical technicalities which are amazing but annoying cause they will convert (or revert more like) to speaking alien language hahahahahah
And im saying this cause i've been and will be seeing them almost everyday hahahah here's to champs and concert
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17.03pm
Just woke up from a nap oh no
So I was gonna say how I have spent so long shaping myself to be a person I myself respected- no matter how the losers outside view me
But I realise i'm reverting back into a normal human being which is disguspink cause I totally wasn't born to be normal
Like I used to never pass on stories just based on the simple principle that it is not my story to tell
Somehow after deciding to be more open I accidentally let loose of this trait a bit more
Striving to find the balance between sharing and oversharing
It honestly feels a thousand times better to remain silent
And that I shall be
Three random things
1) I had this thought a few days ago and it was in my memo but I didnt elaborate so I forgot what it is about but this kind of relates to the above-Should asking Why require concern and curiosity (i'll edit this once I remember what it's about)
2) Same as above, i forgot about it- Is liking someone more of a result of what they make you feel or what you feel you can do for them? Basically is it a selfish or altruistic thing or is there really a balance in this world of imbalance tendencies
3) Honestly what else is the source of insecurity other than comparison? If you were the only human alive would you still be insecure about who you are?
Ok i'll not think about these now but it's just interesting and as always sometimes I dont agree with myself but that is the process of being wiser
I should probably get ready now hahahah
Bye