cant sleep booo
decided to randomly start cleaning the dresser at like 9pm and went through 2 movies while doing so
Cleaning always makes me fresher than tired, and I always have the mood at the randomest moments (usually close to midnight, when the house is empty)
Going for my first tuesday class tomorrow (ahhh thank god I got an elective at least I have a decent amount of AUs now)
A probable Beztari training ahead and then Harmonix first audition day
Crazy how a year since mine and yol's audition had passed (I realised I didnt blog about that day but it's clear in my memory)
We met after our classes outside gongcha trying to choose a song then we stood at the bridge connecting hive and S3 trying out our songs and trying to help each other choose a song
We were so undecisive but I eventually got lazy to think and settled on a glee number hahahahah Take me or leave me; legendary but why out of all songs (trust me at that point of time I could think of NO songs it's always like that)
Yol was still undecided and she only chose her song moments before her turn
(Which was actually my turn hahaha we decided that she would enter when they called for Wani and then I will go during Ifah's turn)
Problem ah hahahaha
I was waiting outside with 2 other humans (lol cant recall who, was it theresia and albert i cant remember but justine was definitely there as an usher)
I went to look inside the room while yol was auditioning and LOLed because she literally was sitting on a chair facing SIDEWAYS like who does that
I didnt laugh because of that, I laughed trying to imagine how she got herself into that scenario??
(I should go ask her and edit this post im pretty sure I asked her before but all she said was she was nervous so they allowed her to do that)
But the thought of her being like "sorry cant look ya guys in the eyes can i face the other side?"
"Sure go ahead"
"....um"
"What's wrong?"
"Im too nervous to stand... can i sit?"
"Er sure..."
Or if not what else could've happened?
Hahahahah either way I got a short footage of her weird audition (I wonder how many weird auditions they had I should ask them)
She sang Set fire to the rain which was not even one of the options half and hour before hahahaha random but got her through (duh)
As for mine I dont remember feeling anything but "lets just do this" maybe cause yol already went before me and I had little time to react so I just went in and they said "whenever you're ready" and I didnt give myself time to think I just went for it hahahah
I remember starting at a weird key but it worked in my favour cause the initial key I wanted was probably too low and unchallenging whereas the original was higher so yay weird key worked
I remember trying not to cringe at the weird lyrics "ever since puberty, everybody stares at me, boys, girls, I can't help it baby" and I couldn't be bothered if I had the lyrics wrong cause pleaseee who would know an old broadway random song (other humans probably sang taylor swift or ariana grande but yo girl here hahahaha this is called laziness)
I recall it ending as soon as I began and I remember their comments and then them asking me to step closer while they played some notes on the keyboard asking me to follow- it felt so choir hahaha so I was in the old AVA room, just feeling like Mr liew was there, that "oh ok well that was easy"
That is the story of how we entered Harmonix- we went for the first training right after our auditons and did some icebreakers in which I won the mass scissors paper stone lol (yol and chik were the last 2 besides me and she just HAD to lose tskk) nevermind I won for us
And we totally cheated during the evolution version cause we were playing with ourselves and winning everytime hahahha duh
Then we had to do an impromptu performance so we grouped with chik and (edmund I think? Cant recall at all omg) and spent 7 minutes deciding on a song and finally doing Baby by JB (eyyy rhymes) and laughing while performing cause lost case ah hahahah
That was the end of our troublemaking cause yol left for another club while I found out that Beztari trainings clashes with Harmonix (since I already was involved in 2 performances I had to stay)
Idk why im blogging about this it's 3am I have a class in 9 hours time
Ok goodnight sweetdreams i'll try and sleep before 7am
//edit//
07.30am
I cant fall back asleep
Let's have a productive morning then
Aka me: wow... i can actually go out and jog
Me to me: wHO are you
Me: ikr just kidding
Hahahahahh but for real I could've but I wont cause I despise running for no reason what even why torture yourself like that
Gonna go update my planner and check if there's any readings, make breakfast and then play with makeup before leaving for school
And I have exactly 3 hours to do all those
Just cause I don't want to take the train hahahah pls
Have a lovely day ahead!
ps HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY EATGO ♡ we've watched each other grow from an 8 year old to 21 year olds what the even heck next thing i know i'll be babysitting her kids (wont ask her to babysit mine cause she will literally sit on them, like idk her hahahahah love you man)
pps speaking of love I find that I have this weird thing with fellow Virgos (probably happens to be so) but for like Lynn and I we're both not touchy people but we dont mind touching each other and with Eatgo we dont usually express our love but with each other sPam all tHe lOvE see special access hahaha