Thursday, April 21, 2016

Follow the heart?

Hello!
I have the tendency to be so underwhelming sometimes.
Like the difference between being down to earth and underestimating myself is so not obvious I sometimes accidentally (I swear I spell this word 3 different ways let me just go and check once and for all) cross the line.
Anyways.

Hi, me in the future.
I hope when you are reading this you have a goal in mind, something to work for, whatever it may be.
Right now I am having mixed thoughts.
You know, follow your heart but I don't even know what my heart wants at this moment of time.
Whatever it is, I leave it all to Him.
So my heart is at peace knowing that what is meant for me will eventually come but for now, at this reckless age of 19 going on 20, I am allowed to make mistakes even though ironically it's when i'm expected to have my life pretty sorted out.
Hey, I have a whole life ahead of me.
No use rushing things.
(20... why.... why. I cannot accept this fact, but I am so grateful to be given the chance to live each day Alhamdulillah)
I just want to remind myself to not give up on passion just because it is not as easy.
I promise to stay true to myself not just for me, but for everyone who never believed that their own hearts can bring them places.

Tak perlu eh profound a day before perkampungan!
I am stoked!
May everything go smoothly, In sha allah!
Adeu ^^

ps accidentally, accidently are apparently accepted. accidentaly on the other hand is absolutely wrong

pps too much words starting with the letter 'a'. annoying? (oops I did it again)

You may say i'm a dreamer, but i'm not the only one