Thursday, April 14, 2016

First impressions lasts?

Hello!
A topic that interests me is (oh gosh please pardon my grammar I am not a student anymore I am free to misuse the language)
(Jk I love you English, and i'm pretty sure my grammar is fine)
Ok back to the topic.
A topic I quite like to talk about is first impressions; how it changes and how it is (most of the time) wayyyy different than what the person truly is.
For me, people's first impression of me ranges dramatically from:
"What a diva" to
"Aww you're so shy and quiet (to which I ALWAYS respond with ???)" to
"Gangster pe dekni" to
"Is she even interested" to
"You're really friendly!" to
"So arrogant ah?"
Ikr, what kind of vastness is this!
Some are polar opposites lah seh hahahaha.
I always try to portray my best self lah when meeting people but I guess I react according to social situations.
It's called adapting and camouflaging.
Which is what humans probably subconsciously do to survive and fit in at least a little bit.
(Idk sometimes I feel like I don't believe in what i'm typing)

Anyway I have been writing a novel and became pretty regular at updating but if you know me you know how I just can't finish a book hahahaha.
I just get so many new ideas that my old ones I tend to want to abandon but I can't bear to.
Sometimes I even attempt to combine ideas even though I clearly already assigned a storyline (99% unplanned endings because why would I)

Tutored today and made cranky baby Izzul sleep.
Settled accomodation and transport for the grad trip so it is happening, in sha allah!
May Allah ease our affairs!

Anyway exactly a week to perkampungan!
(Um hi I need a cool synonym for the word pretty/kinda)
Very (this will do for now even though the degree is extremer- ah yes extremer) stoked for it!
Tatyana told me she is already experiencing post bahas withdrawals hahaha to think that right after saringan she said, and I quote (more like copy paste)

[14/03 20:13] Triple H ♡: We are like so done w bahas alrd sia
[14/03 20:13] Triple H ♡: My friend Sampai jatuh sakit all

Hehehe but I knew they sooner got over it and quickly began to be excited and feel all the emotions.
Even before the finals they said they would miss bahas.
Why am I talking about bahas I was talking about first impressions.
Hello topic jump much.
Bye lah bye!
Adeu ^^

ps i use so many brackets eh hahaha