Hello!
So results day happened, and I felt/still feel serene.
There was a nonsensical amount of time trying to pay my library fines (oh dear it's 5 dollars, oh wait i'll just put it as 11 dollars, oh no no if we add them up it should be 16 dollars, you know what just pay 10, oh hold up it is 5 dollars)
Hah.
Not blaming the librarians at all they were doing their jobs hahhaah.
Anyway I can't help but notice how there is such a contrast between now and how sad I was about leaving christ church and how indebted I felt to the teachers there.
Still, a few teachers managed to capture my attention enough, namely Cikgu Siti, Ms Er, Cikgu Marni, Ms Choo, Ms Poh and even Cikgu Mardy, Cikgu Ila, Mr Vivek, Mr Yew, Mdm Lee, Mrs Siva.
I'd like to thank them for investing their all for the betterment of our future.
Some teachers like the first 4 I mentioned played a much deeper role and impacted me more impactfully (hahahaaaahahahahaahhhahahahha) even if they themselves don't know it.
Gracias, may all of your good deeds be repaid in the best ways possible.
Truly want to seek the MOB marker and question everything in his/her life to seek answers as to HOW I got such a grade but whatevs again.
Honestly dont know how I got those results I mean
1) I usually do okay in MOB
2) I came 20 mins late for GP paper 1
3) I spent the whole of year 1 not having any texts, and only began reading them 2 weeks before the A levels paper.
4) You yourself witnessed how my history revision went; none of the words were absorbed into my system.
Needless to say I am super thankful to be given a chance to say, "I'm applying for university."
For now I have 3 messages for 3 different stages of my life
1) Hi me as a child, one of your dreams might just come true if I don't mess anything up this moment on
(Actually you know what I might make a mess and learn from it)
(What kind of mess am I even talking about)
(Ok stop talking)
2) Aaaanyways hi me after O levels results, who was so bummed about her literature results and decided to choose MI to "redeem" herself and her "favourite" subject, YOU DID IT.
Without trying, weirdly.
Because literature in JC is just weird with teachers TELLING you what to write and me beginning to forget about the whole redemption thing because I never got a grade above D.
3) Me after GP paper, who mentioned that you may or may not regret the decision of doing a half assed essay on the major exam.
I sure did not regret it.
Because yolo, right?
(Hahahahaha annoying)
Ok lah anyway i'm annoyed at how mismatching people's schedules are literally when I was freer than a bird living in America, nobody and I mean NOBODY asked me out.
Now that i'm having events and meetings aplenty, people from every inch of the continent suddenly is free to have a tea party and a tyre flipping contest with me (oooooh this be from the rock and efron's instagram)
Ok my batt's unforgiving and my eyes are heavy I shall proceed to slumber soon.
Adeu!
ps im 17% fluent in spanish now omg
pps efron + rock = major dream come true????
