Monday, May 27, 2013

Change is constant, change is scary

Hello.
A part of me aches when i see what you had become.
I miss what you used to be.
I miss your dreams.
I miss your aura, illuminating the whole room, filling in me.
I miss that smile.
Dreamt of you several times after we stopped talking, but i stopped even thinking about you for a long period of time.
When i suddenly dreamt of you last month, the thought of you keeps bugging me till this moment.
I'm so sappy right now.
It's just cause i miss you.

Change is constant.
Change is merry.
Change is good.
Yet it's scary.
Change.
Change.
We all go through this.
It's a good thing sometimes.
Probably most of the time, no.
But change is for the better.
No matter how bad it seems.
Change is for the better.

Okay guys i dont need this emotional turmoil right now.
GP exam is on wednesday.
I'm just so relieved i completed 80% of my homeworks.
So i had managed my time and successfully fought the stupid procastinating demons who tried to get inside my head.

Actually im just kidding!
Im not even in an emotional turmoil xD
Just felt like writing shit and it would sound too weird and random to just write stuffs so i decided to make a background story to go along.
Hahahahah ok what xD
//no you are not allowed to virtual slap me//

Okay was going through some youtube videos' tags, namely the 20$ beauty challenge.
It's pretty cool knowing that some drugstore brand are pretty good!

Had the brunei trip briefing at 5pm just now.
Got me so hyped up!
The thought of going to another country with my queen cafe is so... :D
Hehehehe.
I wanted to be in charge of malay cultural performance but i decided to go to video instead.
Just cause i'll be in charge of photographing and videographing and i really really trust my talents.
hahah ok i sound so full of myself (your aura maybe) hahhaahh ok kidding.
Omg im crazyyyy.
Okay i should go do my history essay now and share my excitement for brunei trip with my family!