hello.
a few things are bugging me right now.
i'm just ranting okay.
it's not like i'll not be doing anything to make things better ;)
1) I'm such a bad family member
2) Exams are starting
3) Financial problems are the root of all other problems
4) I'm not being fair to myself
5) I still cannot accept the fact that demi came two months ago anx i didnt go. maybe i'll never come to terms with that fact.
6) Mixing with negative people are slowly getting into my head. Here i am, seemingly 'saving' them but in the long run, no matter how hard i fight, how far it seems, a bit of their negativity do gets brushed up on me. And it's my job to clean it all off. And currently? I'm not doing my job well.
guys, i'm going to brunei next monday!
excited but kinda sad to leave home cause then i'll be having fun but my family will still be stuck in work life (except those having holidays)
i can't tell if i'm ready for GP paper tomorrow.
but i will be.
i'll grab a solid 5-6 hours sleep (which is something pretty hard to do) and drink lots of non watered water.
hehehehhe nahh cause i dont really like water but it's ok i'll do it.
feeling kinda shagged but i can't sleep.
i havent even touched my revision packages.
ok wait.
hehehe.
okay time to tune my head for a formal event meaning
1) No laughing
2) No humming or singing or whistling (aka attempting to whistle since i cannot whistle in tune)
3) No looking around
4) LOL jk i'd probably be doing all of these
hahaha okay so!
i wanna go and rest now!
adeu ^^
ps my uncle is out of intensive care and is now fully awake. thank god for answering our prayers. thanks :)
pps wish me luck!
ppps Have a great wednesday (SG time) ahead ;)