Hello!
So i'm on bad terms with myself....
Hahaha.
You know how it feels to have so many people surrounding you, but when you need someone, none of them is actually there?
Yeah that's kinda how i feel right now.
I've never been affected by pressure, neither peer pressure nor society's.
My parents never once pressured me so im thankful for that.
But this past year, with changing family conditions, comes changing individuals.
Including me.
And i hate that.
Now as i try to listen to what people are telling me, i realise it's not worth it.
I mean you make your own decisions.
It's your dang future.
One slight problem though.
i dont know what i want.
It's like, I don't even know the next step.
And the people who matters, dont even bother.
Not my family, they're always there.
Like you're used as a stepping stone for them, and after they safely cross, they dont even bother to turn back to see how you're coping.
I've made mistakes, and i dont wanna repeat them.
Im slowly turning into a wreck and i hate it.
Do you know how it feels to know that you're changing, but you feel like you can't do anything?
Whatever it is, god has better plans for us.
I just hope that i make the right choice, take the right step.
Two disappointments are enough man.
2013 is gonna be good, im gonna make it good no matter the problems.
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Plans
hello...
officially dead.
im stuck with millenia insitute for 3 years.
ha ha.
meaning, literature.
needless to say im worried to repeat the same mistake.
looking another way it's as if god's giving me a second chance.
but im so bored like just thinking bout it makes me feel...like im gonna have a weird school life.
ha ha.
oh achy breaky heart on the radio!
i just sang it like 3 hours ago heheh.
and with an ulcer on my tongue i can't even eat to distract myself.
(not like i usually do it but who can resist food)
current time: 6.31pm
current mood: anticipating.
okay my mouth hurts.
drinking coke makes it a tad better but still burns!
im gonna go not dwell in self explanatory excuses of pity.
hahaha that makes no sense.
1) I hope the ulcer clears up soon.
2) I hope i do more than just survive MI.
3) why the hell are we supposed to report a day after release of results -.-
adeu.
officially dead.
im stuck with millenia insitute for 3 years.
ha ha.
meaning, literature.
needless to say im worried to repeat the same mistake.
looking another way it's as if god's giving me a second chance.
but im so bored like just thinking bout it makes me feel...like im gonna have a weird school life.
ha ha.
oh achy breaky heart on the radio!
i just sang it like 3 hours ago heheh.
and with an ulcer on my tongue i can't even eat to distract myself.
(not like i usually do it but who can resist food)
current time: 6.31pm
current mood: anticipating.
okay my mouth hurts.
drinking coke makes it a tad better but still burns!
im gonna go not dwell in self explanatory excuses of pity.
hahaha that makes no sense.
1) I hope the ulcer clears up soon.
2) I hope i do more than just survive MI.
3) why the hell are we supposed to report a day after release of results -.-
adeu.
Raw is War
hello!
yeah, in apretty, very, good mood ;)
yeah just watched the rerun of RAW after royal rumble.
gotta admit, pretty intense episode.
what makes it better was that it was raw roulette and it was in LAS VEGAS!
happening yo!
so highlights, highlights.
ps i missed the first 10 mins boo.
1) Randy orton VS Cesaro, Miz as special guest referee.
I mean come on, matches with special guest referees who are enemies of one of the contestant would always end up awesome (no pun intended)
2) The advert on Royal rumble fanfest and be a star.
OMG. When that fan sat across orton and went like "Im shaking just sitting here" (or something) Randy took her hands and cutely adorably heart meltingly said "Aw dont shake". And shawn michaels (triple h too) and bret hart moment was wwwyki!
i have a lot more but im cooking.
yeap supper xD
fun roulette but like 98% ended up distrupted booo.
jericho looked handsome but his rock voice has definately improved xD
ok tending to the food now.
adeu! pps perfect tv day, glee in the afternoon, HSM3 and then RAW.
ppps school posting results tomorrow!
time check: 1am
current feeling: Happy, Anxious, excited.
yeah, in a
yeah just watched the rerun of RAW after royal rumble.
gotta admit, pretty intense episode.
what makes it better was that it was raw roulette and it was in LAS VEGAS!
happening yo!
so highlights, highlights.
ps i missed the first 10 mins boo.
1) Randy orton VS Cesaro, Miz as special guest referee.
I mean come on, matches with special guest referees who are enemies of one of the contestant would always end up awesome (no pun intended)
2) The advert on Royal rumble fanfest and be a star.
OMG. When that fan sat across orton and went like "Im shaking just sitting here" (or something) Randy took her hands and cutely adorably heart meltingly said "Aw dont shake". And shawn michaels (triple h too) and bret hart moment was wwwyki!
i have a lot more but im cooking.
yeap supper xD
fun roulette but like 98% ended up distrupted booo.
jericho looked handsome but his rock voice has definately improved xD
ok tending to the food now.
adeu! pps perfect tv day, glee in the afternoon, HSM3 and then RAW.
ppps school posting results tomorrow!
time check: 1am
current feeling: Happy, Anxious, excited.
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
starlight
hello.
i wrote the previous post 6-7 hours ago just to realise that it hadn't been published.
way to go.
so, they already announced 3 fellow inductees for the hall of fame.
Mick Foley, Bob Buckland and Trish Stratus.
honestly im sad.
cause previously, most hall of fame inductees consists of people i dont get to see every week.
meaning, the older wrestlers whom i get to watch when i buy the CDs or find old clips.
ofcourse, now, more of the superstars im familiar with and watch all the time as a kid till now are getting inducted.
shawn michaels, ric flair, now, mick foley.
it'll only be a matter of years before Undertaker, Triple H, Chris Jericho and all the wrestlers i've grown to love and hate get inducted.
it's huge, i mean super huge.
but usually inductees are people who retired, or going to retire.
so it's kinda like a bad heads up.
Boo but okay look at the bright side, It's HALL OF FAME!
it's HUGE like waaaay huge!
hahaha.
read a few stories on wattpad, getting bored due to how similar the stories are getting.
i dont mind a cliche storyline, but the events that takes place just have to be BOOM.
impactful, tactful and impressive.
okay i sound like a drunkard.
i make no sense zzz.
(i'm merely basing this on what the books tell me)
nah it's okay im not bored of myself just yet xD
i do sound bored though...
planning to rise early tomorrow, i love mornings.
not 5am or 6am mornings.
but mornings :)
it feels like you have so much ahead, you can do anything.
and if the plan fails, we got time to change our minds.
it just feels awesome!
Im neither a morning nor night person.
i like both, haha.
follow my mood.
time check: 12.25am
current mood: longing
ps im longing for nothing i just feel it hahaha
i wrote the previous post 6-7 hours ago just to realise that it hadn't been published.
so, they already announced 3 fellow inductees for the hall of fame.
Mick Foley, Bob Buckland and Trish Stratus.
honestly im sad.
cause previously, most hall of fame inductees consists of people i dont get to see every week.
meaning, the older wrestlers whom i get to watch when i buy the CDs or find old clips.
ofcourse, now, more of the superstars im familiar with and watch all the time as a kid till now are getting inducted.
shawn michaels, ric flair, now, mick foley.
it'll only be a matter of years before Undertaker, Triple H, Chris Jericho and all the wrestlers i've grown to love and hate get inducted.
it's huge, i mean super huge.
but usually inductees are people who retired, or going to retire.
so it's kinda like a bad heads up.
Boo but okay look at the bright side, It's HALL OF FAME!
it's HUGE like waaaay huge!
hahaha.
read a few stories on wattpad, getting bored due to how similar the stories are getting.
i dont mind a cliche storyline, but the events that takes place just have to be BOOM.
impactful, tactful and impressive.
okay i sound like a drunkard.
i make no sense zzz.
(i'm merely basing this on what the books tell me)
nah it's okay im not bored of myself just yet xD
i do sound bored though...
planning to rise early tomorrow, i love mornings.
not 5am or 6am mornings.
but mornings :)
it feels like you have so much ahead, you can do anything.
and if the plan fails, we got time to change our minds.
it just feels awesome!
Im neither a morning nor night person.
i like both, haha.
follow my mood.
time check: 12.25am
current mood: longing
ps im longing for nothing i just feel it hahaha
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
A friend in need is a friend indeed
HELLO!
sucha beautiful day!
just returned from walking around the neighbourhood, brunching and buying pointless things.
like a purple flower kids sunnies.
haha dope.
i said dope didn't I.
o gosh haha.
so i saw trish's instagram.
she said that she was stratusfied that she got inducted into Hall of fame, class of 2013.
when i saw that i was like, wow.
it's really happening man.
one by one, old wrestlers are getting inducted.
so proud yet so emotional.
sigh infinity
anyway about my title, this time it's not meaningless xD
i dislike it when "friends" look for you only when they need something from you.
i can't believe i've stuck by them humans for like zonino years.
(btw zonino means mofo to me.)
sometimes they get so annoying like bugging that i feel like just ditching them once and for all.
but nevermind we'll try our best to tolerate slash accept.
so i went to pasar malam (which was open) and bought some staples for poly.
i can foresee myself being lazy and tired of choosing clothes everyday.
that is if i get into poly.
ughsingaporean students' life.
might be moving next week.
now the polytechnics which were a bus away is far, and the polytechnics which was far would be near.
just when i was getting perfectly comfortable being a lakesidian.
but whatever, it's all thanks to god's blessings.
alhamdulillah.
okay fried cheeses.
im gonna leave and get on with life.
adeu.^^
ps royal rumble results was AWESOME
pps i wonder who else is inductee. Shall go research.
sucha beautiful day!
just returned from walking around the neighbourhood, brunching and buying pointless things.
like a purple flower kids sunnies.
haha dope.
i said dope didn't I.
o gosh haha.
so i saw trish's instagram.
she said that she was stratusfied that she got inducted into Hall of fame, class of 2013.
when i saw that i was like, wow.
it's really happening man.
one by one, old wrestlers are getting inducted.
so proud yet so emotional.
anyway about my title, this time it's not meaningless xD
i dislike it when "friends" look for you only when they need something from you.
i can't believe i've stuck by them humans for like zonino years.
(btw zonino means mofo to me.)
sometimes they get so annoying like bugging that i feel like just ditching them once and for all.
but nevermind we'll try our best to tolerate slash accept.
so i went to pasar malam (which was open) and bought some staples for poly.
i can foresee myself being lazy and tired of choosing clothes everyday.
that is if i get into poly.
ugh
now the polytechnics which were a bus away is far, and the polytechnics which was far would be near.
just when i was getting perfectly comfortable being a lakesidian.
but whatever, it's all thanks to god's blessings.
alhamdulillah.
okay fried cheeses.
im gonna leave and get on with life.
adeu.^^
ps royal rumble results was AWESOME
pps i wonder who else is inductee. Shall go research.
Sunday, January 27, 2013
Relationships
hello!
i got asked to share about my relationship with my best buddies.
so here goessss!
ps it's in no particular order.
Fatin
How we met: Primary school, when we were 8. we weren't that close at first, we were only close at dance practices. So in late sec 2-early sec 3, we started going recess together and got closer!
What's the relationship like: She's like my sister! We've always been like sisters (even when we weren't close) and sometimes she's elder, sometimes i am xD Out of my best buds, we hang out together the most. So she's like my partner in crime RED ALERT! Nelly
How we met: We used to go recess as a clique in sec 3 but then people started drifting apart and we got closer!
What's the relationship like: She's totally my laughing and talking buddy. We can spend hours talking nonsense and making up ideas and impossible situations xD One time we whatsapped from 12-6am straight sharing our weird researches xD Since we're in the same class we would share looks when someone says something, and we usually make decisions together xD And we always, always, say the same things at the same time!
telepathy much?
Toyol
How we met: HAHA second day of sec 1 I believe, we went to recess together. She left a horrible first impression. But amidst all the drama and changing of bestfriends, we somehow got closer and now we're the bestfriend xD
What's the relationship like: She's my twin. We do, talk, breathe and eat nonsense together. We share problems and help people together. We're like each other's backbone. Like nelly, ourtelepathyness is outstanding. Like we'll steal each other's ideas and words xD We insult each other without being offended. We laugh the most out of all humans. OK not really but we really laugh so much we lose 7kg everytime we meet!
so that's it.
we arent those kind of girlfriends who hugs a lot and talk about boys, but we have a weirder and more laid back friendship.
i look forward to the day where when one of us is having a rough day, the others would just fly to them and comfort them.
not that i want any of us to have a rough day but you know.
i truly appreciate them and may our friendship withstand the constant dramas in life.
winks
adeu ^^
i got asked to share about my relationship with my best buddies.
so here goessss!
ps it's in no particular order.
Fatin
How we met: Primary school, when we were 8. we weren't that close at first, we were only close at dance practices. So in late sec 2-early sec 3, we started going recess together and got closer!
What's the relationship like: She's like my sister! We've always been like sisters (even when we weren't close) and sometimes she's elder, sometimes i am xD Out of my best buds, we hang out together the most. So she's like my partner in crime RED ALERT! Nelly
How we met: We used to go recess as a clique in sec 3 but then people started drifting apart and we got closer!
What's the relationship like: She's totally my laughing and talking buddy. We can spend hours talking nonsense and making up ideas and impossible situations xD One time we whatsapped from 12-6am straight sharing our weird researches xD Since we're in the same class we would share looks when someone says something, and we usually make decisions together xD And we always, always, say the same things at the same time!
telepathy much?
Toyol
How we met: HAHA second day of sec 1 I believe, we went to recess together. She left a horrible first impression. But amidst all the drama and changing of bestfriends, we somehow got closer and now we're the bestfriend xD
What's the relationship like: She's my twin. We do, talk, breathe and eat nonsense together. We share problems and help people together. We're like each other's backbone. Like nelly, our
so that's it.
we arent those kind of girlfriends who hugs a lot and talk about boys, but we have a weirder and more laid back friendship.
i look forward to the day where when one of us is having a rough day, the others would just fly to them and comfort them.
not that i want any of us to have a rough day but you know.
i truly appreciate them and may our friendship withstand the constant dramas in life.
adeu ^^
weekend bliss
hello!
so i had an uneventful weekend.
yeah except smackdown yesterday, it was the bomb
when hornswoggle danced i almost fainted hahah ok kid.
his dance was so cute!
Royal rumble soon aish!
sometimes i feel sad that i dont live in america, simply because i cant catch PPVs or weekly shows live.
haha sometimes :')
so i saw that wwe home videos make up 8/10 of the top 10 sports cd thingy, with Best PPV of 2012 at number 1.
if singapore's sales were like that i'd cry tears of joy xD
so um i cant wait to see what number dolph picked, as well as the first and second contestants.
also if there'd be a comaback omg.
okay currently chatting with zzz
adeu ^^
so i had an uneventful weekend.
yeah except smackdown yesterday, it was the bomb
when hornswoggle danced i almost fainted hahah ok kid.
his dance was so cute!
Royal rumble soon aish!
sometimes i feel sad that i dont live in america, simply because i cant catch PPVs or weekly shows live.
haha sometimes :')
so i saw that wwe home videos make up 8/10 of the top 10 sports cd thingy, with Best PPV of 2012 at number 1.
if singapore's sales were like that i'd cry tears of joy xD
so um i cant wait to see what number dolph picked, as well as the first and second contestants.
also if there'd be a comaback omg.
okay currently chatting with zzz
adeu ^^
rants for the week
hello
so i'm happy.
why?
i just watched smackdown :D
hell yeah it was awesome!
cant wait to see royal rumble!
LET'S GET READY TO RUMBLEEEEE!
okay so im doing a rant for the week day.
like i keep track of things that happened during the week that was annoying slash bugging the crap out of human civilization.
the previous sentence dont make any sense
okay leggo!
1) Annoying girls
(applicable to ALL other races too but usually i see this in those young, chinese, girls. You know those girls who are with their boyfriends/guy friends and their voice starts to get all high cause they think it's cute and they start to be annoying by doing things i cant even bear to write. like bitch please can i slap you? I know some people my race who does that too so it's NOT me being racist, just that i usually see chinese girls doing this in public. Never really seen an indian girl do that though. Anyway no, i dont hate them at all. Its just that perhaps it gets annoying when it's too much and in public. I love my girls xo
2) Alberto Del Rio
First of all WHY must WWE make him a face?! Now I can't hate him as much as I used to. First thing that crossed my mind when he came out to "save" team hell no from rhodes scholar and the big show was "Frickin' handsome bugger." and how "The heavyweight title looks unnatural on you. But you look good in black scarf/towel it's annoying" DOESNT HELP that he has dimples and a sense of humour! (when he winked and blow kisses to big show) asdfghjkl. BUT NO i will not like you. Hate you less, yes. But it won't turn to a like. You know why? Because you injured loverboy bad. Hate you for that :(
3) Asia's next top model's Helena
Most girls would have to agree with me on this one, helena's attitude sucks. I don't know if it was a gimmick or truth, but I was happy when nadya called her out on it once. She even did it nicely! Helena did get better and more likable after that and i even liked how she proposed her own idea of medusa during the underwater mermaid shoot. But mostly she's all bark but not enough action to match her energy. (or is it all talk no bark haha i forgot xD) I love her spirit though, and that she tries really hard to be her best. I loved her perfume advertisement challenge thing and think she did deserve to win that challenge :) She won't stop modelling, that's for sure.
so i just saw the advertisement for the next episode of asia's ntm.
sophia looked gorgeous as usual.
I love Jessica and congrats for being best photo 3 times in a row!
stephanie is just so sweet.
ashta is awesome but she's shyyyy. come out of that shell sister!
and kate hahah i love her she's like a very UNtypical model material. Playful and bubbly.winks.
okay it's 2.31am here.
i hope noone is offended by my post!
if i do,i truly apologize.
But i assure you about the annoying girl thing, i see really few people doing that so it's a good thing
ROYAL RUMBLE THE 26TH IS TOMORROW, EXCITED.
as much as i hate cocky ole punk, i sure dont wanna see him lose his title just cause of the shield (whom i still think is a waste of space time and effort pft)
so the most electrifying man in sports entertainment is gonna have a title shot after a decade (plus plus).
well okay.
adeu.^^
if you smell, what the rock is cooking
so i'm happy.
why?
i just watched smackdown :D
hell yeah it was awesome!
cant wait to see royal rumble!
LET'S GET READY TO RUMBLEEEEE!
okay so im doing a rant for the week day.
like i keep track of things that happened during the week that was annoying slash bugging the crap out of human civilization.
okay leggo!
1) Annoying girls
(applicable to ALL other races too but usually i see this in those young, chinese, girls. You know those girls who are with their boyfriends/guy friends and their voice starts to get all high cause they think it's cute and they start to be annoying by doing things i cant even bear to write. like bitch please can i slap you? I know some people my race who does that too so it's NOT me being racist, just that i usually see chinese girls doing this in public. Never really seen an indian girl do that though. Anyway no, i dont hate them at all. Its just that perhaps it gets annoying when it's too much and in public. I love my girls xo
2) Alberto Del Rio
First of all WHY must WWE make him a face?! Now I can't hate him as much as I used to. First thing that crossed my mind when he came out to "save" team hell no from rhodes scholar and the big show was "Frickin' handsome bugger." and how "The heavyweight title looks unnatural on you. But you look good in black scarf/towel it's annoying" DOESNT HELP that he has dimples and a sense of humour! (when he winked and blow kisses to big show) asdfghjkl. BUT NO i will not like you. Hate you less, yes. But it won't turn to a like. You know why? Because you injured loverboy bad. Hate you for that :(
3) Asia's next top model's Helena
Most girls would have to agree with me on this one, helena's attitude sucks. I don't know if it was a gimmick or truth, but I was happy when nadya called her out on it once. She even did it nicely! Helena did get better and more likable after that and i even liked how she proposed her own idea of medusa during the underwater mermaid shoot. But mostly she's all bark but not enough action to match her energy. (or is it all talk no bark haha i forgot xD) I love her spirit though, and that she tries really hard to be her best. I loved her perfume advertisement challenge thing and think she did deserve to win that challenge :) She won't stop modelling, that's for sure.
so i just saw the advertisement for the next episode of asia's ntm.
sophia looked gorgeous as usual.
I love Jessica and congrats for being best photo 3 times in a row!
stephanie is just so sweet.
ashta is awesome but she's shyyyy. come out of that shell sister!
and kate hahah i love her she's like a very UNtypical model material. Playful and bubbly.
okay it's 2.31am here.
i hope noone is offended by my post!
if i do,i truly apologize.
But i assure you about the annoying girl thing, i see really few people doing that so it's a good thing
ROYAL RUMBLE THE 26TH IS TOMORROW, EXCITED.
as much as i hate cocky ole punk, i sure dont wanna see him lose his title just cause of the shield (whom i still think is a waste of space time and effort pft)
so the most electrifying man in sports entertainment is gonna have a title shot after a decade (plus plus).
well okay.
adeu.^^
if you smell, what the rock is cooking
Saturday, January 26, 2013
post plus Questionnaire 3
hello!
it's saturday morning, 2am.
HAHA okay so it's untechnically friday night.
went to jurong point to walk around around 5pm.
the weather was amazing
thank you god! :D
so here goes.
my 3rd part of zhe 200 questions questionnaire :p
stopping at number 170 cause onwards, questions are categorised so i'll put them together.
178) my mom: is awesome beautiful helpful kind funny loving bubbly friendly; perfect.
177) last 3 songs downloaded: Not over you by Gavin, Galau by Siti nurhaliza and We could happen by AJ Rafael!
176) last youtube video watched: I strongly think it's prince's videoshhh.
175) how many cousins: a lot can fit into antartica hahaha kidding. i have 6 very very close cousins.
174) any siblings: 2 elder brothers, 2 younger sisters :D middle child ftw!
172) are you taller than your mum: definately not i dont wish to outgrow my mum lolol unless im wearing heels!
171) do you play an instrument: i play a bit of the piano,drum and guitar. i still dream of playing the triangle one day :')
170) what did you do yesterday: had a night walksercise with mum and chiqa and played the playground, quite a fun night xD
so dassit! anyway i took an almost 2 hour bus ride alone without musicand sleeping!
no really i let my thoughts occupy me
and there was a pinoy family sitting near me and i was reminded of prince
ps isnt it EXTREMELY awkward weird and weird when someone asks if you have a boyfriend/girlfriend yet?
and you smile cause of how ridiculous the question sounds,
but they think that smiling while saying no is a sign of denial and lie.
yes i agree hahaha
and my uncle thinks i've turned into an emotionless robot.
hahaha okay!
adeu ^^
it's saturday morning, 2am.
HAHA okay so it's untechnically friday night.
went to jurong point to walk around around 5pm.
the weather was amazing
thank you god! :D
so here goes.
my 3rd part of zhe 200 questions questionnaire :p
stopping at number 170 cause onwards, questions are categorised so i'll put them together.
178) my mom: is awesome beautiful helpful kind funny loving bubbly friendly; perfect.
177) last 3 songs downloaded: Not over you by Gavin, Galau by Siti nurhaliza and We could happen by AJ Rafael!
176) last youtube video watched: I strongly think it's prince's video
175) how many cousins: a lot can fit into antartica hahaha kidding. i have 6 very very close cousins.
174) any siblings: 2 elder brothers, 2 younger sisters :D middle child ftw!
172) are you taller than your mum: definately not i dont wish to outgrow my mum lolol unless im wearing heels!
171) do you play an instrument: i play a bit of the piano,drum and guitar. i still dream of playing the triangle one day :')
170) what did you do yesterday: had a night walksercise with mum and chiqa and played the playground, quite a fun night xD
so dassit! anyway i took an almost 2 hour bus ride alone without music
no really i let my thoughts occupy me
and there was a pinoy family sitting near me and i was reminded of prince
ps isnt it EXTREMELY awkward weird and weird when someone asks if you have a boyfriend/girlfriend yet?
and you smile cause of how ridiculous the question sounds,
but they think that smiling while saying no is a sign of denial and lie.
yes i agree hahaha
and my uncle thinks i've turned into an emotionless robot.
hahaha okay!
adeu ^^
Thursday, January 24, 2013
Questionnaire 2
hello!
im backkk on mobile wee.
which means it's part 2 of the 200 questions questionnaire! xD
188) My bed is: Gonna be changed soon i dislike it. Most of the time messed up with clothes and books HAgirl's world :')
187) My pet: is non existant. i used to keep all kinds of pets (cats kittens rabbits hamsters fish) but stopped for now.
186) My best friend: is 3 people and they're crazy but smart and random but entertaining ;)
185) My favourite shampoo: I like a lot of them! pantene, feathers, sunsilk, herbal essence. And.more!
184) X box or PS3: I stopped playing games after playstation and gameboy so i have no idea.
183) Piggy banks are: cool! like suddenly you have money inside, yay to saving!
182) In my pockets: are nothing, i hate putting things in my pocket! my phone would be in my bag (cause i always use a side bag)
181) On my calendar: marks everyone i know's birthday (pardon my language), event dates, and for now, the day eatgo will start school so that i can wish her goodluck and stuff!
180) Marriage is: sacred. it's honest and pure. it's something i look forward to, honestly. it's the start of something new. it's a commitment which should be kept for life without force. it's amazing, wonderful, beautiful. we shan't mess this up okay future husband? :D
179) Spongebob can: be anything he wants hahaha i love spongebob and can not get tired of it
so there we have it!
10 questions!
god has been endlessly supplying us with his mercy and blessings
alhamdulillah
Anyway!
to all my muslim brothers and sisters, Salam maulidur rasul
may we stay on the path of righteousness and not let negativity get to us
amin
okay guys i found prince on instagramcan i cry now
So frigging Excited for nothing! xD
Okay guys
adeu ^^
sometimes we lose faith, and doubt ourselves. it's not easy to convince yourself that you're good enough. However, whatever you do,don't stay down.
im backkk on mobile wee.
which means it's part 2 of the 200 questions questionnaire! xD
188) My bed is: Gonna be changed soon i dislike it. Most of the time messed up with clothes and books HA
187) My pet: is non existant. i used to keep all kinds of pets (cats kittens rabbits hamsters fish) but stopped for now.
186) My best friend: is 3 people and they're crazy but smart and random but entertaining ;)
185) My favourite shampoo: I like a lot of them! pantene, feathers, sunsilk, herbal essence. And.more!
184) X box or PS3: I stopped playing games after playstation and gameboy so i have no idea.
183) Piggy banks are: cool! like suddenly you have money inside, yay to saving!
182) In my pockets: are nothing, i hate putting things in my pocket! my phone would be in my bag (cause i always use a side bag)
181) On my calendar: marks everyone i know's birthday (pardon my language), event dates, and for now, the day eatgo will start school so that i can wish her goodluck and stuff!
180) Marriage is: sacred. it's honest and pure. it's something i look forward to, honestly. it's the start of something new. it's a commitment which should be kept for life without force. it's amazing, wonderful, beautiful. we shan't mess this up okay future husband? :D
179) Spongebob can: be anything he wants hahaha i love spongebob and can not get tired of it
so there we have it!
10 questions!
god has been endlessly supplying us with his mercy and blessings
alhamdulillah
Anyway!
to all my muslim brothers and sisters, Salam maulidur rasul
may we stay on the path of righteousness and not let negativity get to us
amin
okay guys i found prince on instagram
So frigging Excited for nothing! xD
Okay guys
adeu ^^
sometimes we lose faith, and doubt ourselves. it's not easy to convince yourself that you're good enough. However, whatever you do,don't stay down.
Monday, January 21, 2013
Teach us how to love
Hello!
Back from what i felt like a hiatus.
Oh im using the ipad, meaning no fancy stresses or underlines.
Hahaha.
Jpsae interview today.
I dont know what to bring asdfghjkl.
Testimonial not ready, even if it is, i dont have time to collect it.
Ughhhhh T.T
Woke up late (even though i woke up at 9.50)
Whatever im just gonna do what i can okay.
Watched american idol's auditions hahaha.
I like keith urban xD
And randy's like taking simon's place being the bad but blunt judge.
Er when was the last time i blogged?
Have i talked about the outing with my girls?
Let me check.
HA. HA. HA
Ok wow that was hiatus all right.
Hahaha.
so on saturday went out early to grab my stuff from mama's place.
It was raining most of the time, pfft.
bummer.
Went out to the bustop, and i realised that oh i went to the wrong bustop.
So i walked all the way to another bustop only to realise that the previous bustop was the correct one zxccvvbhnnvcx!
So nevermind took the bus, there was an obnoxious couple who was idk, annoying.
Reached oadang and walked to marina square gv to meet up with nelly, eatgo and yol.
Got the tickets, oh we watched Mama btw :)
And popcorn and whatever and didnt have to wait long.
Me and yol's were mixed while melly and eatgo's were sweet.
They dont like salted popcorn ehehehe.
But th salte popcorn tasted like.....styrofoam.
Yol said and i agree xD
But i still like it though.
So mama started xD
Quite a cool story, except that the ghost should be more vicious you know xD
Lily's a great character, like imagine she exists xD
I like the ending, and annabel for being the coolest fake mum.
victoria's ability to accept humanity after 5 years of being stranded at a young age, visually impaired, is amazing.
Laughed with yol for no particular reason.
After that bought mac takeaway, (courtesy of eatgo, her treat) and went to th esplanade rooftop to eat.
Then it was time *jeng jeng jeng*
Oh! bangau was about to start so we went down.
(the permentasan was melly's treat, bless her kk ehehe)
I didnt know persadaku seni was performing until i read the booklet and melly pointed.
Haha so the show started.
Unique, i like it.
They used all kinds of props.
It was a good show, overall.
I saw kak nurul and kak ila.
Yol said she saw "abg shamsul" HAHAHAHAH ok i laughed at this it's so stupid pls xD
After the show finished we stood outside the theater to find other new shows.
Laughed to ourselves as usual xD
So we then walked to city hall mrt and went homeeeeeee.
It's like our first real outing and it went well, really well :)
Thank allah for giving me (heh heh giving seh) great friends hope yall enjoy poly/jc life as much as i would like to enjoy mine.
Ooo and eatgo gave us permen karet (HAHAH what! Chewing gum) and sweet heh heh
Ergh gotta go some little kid is disturbing me.
Hahaha
Adeu ^^
Back from what i felt like a hiatus.
Oh im using the ipad, meaning no fancy stresses or underlines.
Hahaha.
Jpsae interview today.
I dont know what to bring asdfghjkl.
Testimonial not ready, even if it is, i dont have time to collect it.
Ughhhhh T.T
Woke up late (even though i woke up at 9.50)
Whatever im just gonna do what i can okay.
Watched american idol's auditions hahaha.
I like keith urban xD
And randy's like taking simon's place being the bad but blunt judge.
Er when was the last time i blogged?
Have i talked about the outing with my girls?
Let me check.
HA. HA. HA
Ok wow that was hiatus all right.
Hahaha.
so on saturday went out early to grab my stuff from mama's place.
It was raining most of the time, pfft.
bummer.
Went out to the bustop, and i realised that oh i went to the wrong bustop.
So i walked all the way to another bustop only to realise that the previous bustop was the correct one zxccvvbhnnvcx!
So nevermind took the bus, there was an obnoxious couple who was idk, annoying.
Reached oadang and walked to marina square gv to meet up with nelly, eatgo and yol.
Got the tickets, oh we watched Mama btw :)
And popcorn and whatever and didnt have to wait long.
Me and yol's were mixed while melly and eatgo's were sweet.
They dont like salted popcorn ehehehe.
But th salte popcorn tasted like.....styrofoam.
Yol said and i agree xD
But i still like it though.
So mama started xD
Quite a cool story, except that the ghost should be more vicious you know xD
Lily's a great character, like imagine she exists xD
I like the ending, and annabel for being the coolest fake mum.
victoria's ability to accept humanity after 5 years of being stranded at a young age, visually impaired, is amazing.
Laughed with yol for no particular reason.
After that bought mac takeaway, (courtesy of eatgo, her treat) and went to th esplanade rooftop to eat.
Then it was time *jeng jeng jeng*
Oh! bangau was about to start so we went down.
(the permentasan was melly's treat, bless her kk ehehe)
I didnt know persadaku seni was performing until i read the booklet and melly pointed.
Haha so the show started.
Unique, i like it.
They used all kinds of props.
It was a good show, overall.
I saw kak nurul and kak ila.
Yol said she saw "abg shamsul" HAHAHAHAH ok i laughed at this it's so stupid pls xD
After the show finished we stood outside the theater to find other new shows.
Laughed to ourselves as usual xD
So we then walked to city hall mrt and went homeeeeeee.
It's like our first real outing and it went well, really well :)
Thank allah for giving me (heh heh giving seh) great friends hope yall enjoy poly/jc life as much as i would like to enjoy mine.
Ooo and eatgo gave us permen karet (HAHAH what! Chewing gum) and sweet heh heh
Ergh gotta go some little kid is disturbing me.
Hahaha
Adeu ^^
Thursday, January 17, 2013
Questionnaire 1
hello guys!
so i have 200 questions with me now waiting to be answered!
imma do 10 (plus minus) each time I blog, so i'm brrreaking them up!
and here's Part 1
ps it goes backwards idky dont ask me
200)My crush's name is:
Aw no must I really say it here? Fine, his name is Jay. Jay.
199)I was born in:
KK hospital, 1996.
198)I am really:
crazy, annoying, loud, funny, random, and a perfect blend of all things good and bad.
197)My cellphone company is:
Company as in line or phone brand? okay... Starhub!
196)My eye colour is:
Like most asians i have brown eyes, but under normal lighting it's simply black.
195)My shoe size:
school shoe is 37, bowling shoes are size 4.
194)My ring size:
Lol I dont know! Normali guess xD
193)My height:
I believe it's over 155cm. Not sure, really.
192)I'm allergic to:
nothing. Thank god.
191)My first car was:
when I was a baby, prams are car right? I am underaged.
190)My first job was:
When I was young I helped my grandma run her stall, but that wasnt an official job. First official job is DHL :)
okay!
zazs zall ^^
adeu!
so i have 200 questions with me now waiting to be answered!
imma do 10 (plus minus) each time I blog, so i'm brrreaking them up!
and here's Part 1
ps it goes backwards idky dont ask me
200)My crush's name is:
Aw no must I really say it here? Fine, his name is Jay. Jay.
199)I was born in:
KK hospital, 1996.
198)I am really:
crazy, annoying, loud, funny, random, and a perfect blend of all things good and bad.
197)My cellphone company is:
Company as in line or phone brand? okay... Starhub!
196)My eye colour is:
Like most asians i have brown eyes, but under normal lighting it's simply black.
195)My shoe size:
school shoe is 37, bowling shoes are size 4.
194)My ring size:
Lol I dont know! Normal
193)My height:
I believe it's over 155cm. Not sure, really.
192)I'm allergic to:
nothing. Thank god.
191)My first car was:
190)My first job was:
When I was young I helped my grandma run her stall, but that wasnt an official job. First official job is DHL :)
okay!
zazs zall ^^
adeu!
Chlorinated Memoirs
hello!
and yes , i'm all about making meaningless titles xD Anyways i just returned from swimming with le mother, chiqa, mak yah (aunt), kak yati, abg wan and her three children.
had loads of fun!
The swimming complex was almost empty, meaning, no need for queues to take the slide!
*happydance*
after that went to eat at tt jurong, all the food was so.... delish.
Anyway yol had been sending me voice recordings of her doing accents and singing xD
now she can be called my bestie! xD lolol
one day eatgo shall be crazy and do that too
but nevermind, she's gila in her own, fatiny way
updated blogger app on phone and I absolutely love it!
it's wayyy better than the previous one!
thank you,whoever
spent the past two nights whatsapping nocturnal buddy aka raiyan.
lucky for him or else i'd be the only owl in town.
well, my town, atleast
so yeah, fun day.
Hopefully makes me tired enough to sleep tonight.
maybe going for DHL job interview tomorrow.
i wanna ask rainy and jw along, (i ditched them today to bring my nephew swimming and i truly apologize for that. promise i'll make it up to you both!)
but it's too far i think, especially for jw.
atleast my grandma lives near there, so travelling is the least problem.
ok la!
will try to sleep since i dont know if nocturnal buddy would be pulling an all nighter.
Adeu ^^
and yes , i'm all about making meaningless titles xD Anyways i just returned from swimming with le mother, chiqa, mak yah (aunt), kak yati, abg wan and her three children.
had loads of fun!
The swimming complex was almost empty, meaning, no need for queues to take the slide!
after that went to eat at tt jurong, all the food was so.... delish.
Anyway yol had been sending me voice recordings of her doing accents and singing xD
now she can be called my bestie! xD lolol
one day eatgo shall be crazy and do that too
but nevermind, she's gila in her own, fatiny way
updated blogger app on phone and I absolutely love it!
it's wayyy better than the previous one!
thank you,
spent the past two nights whatsapping nocturnal buddy aka raiyan.
lucky for him or else i'd be the only owl in town.
well, my town, atleast
so yeah, fun day.
Hopefully makes me tired enough to sleep tonight.
maybe going for DHL job interview tomorrow.
i wanna ask rainy and jw along, (i ditched them today to bring my nephew swimming and i truly apologize for that. promise i'll make it up to you both!)
but it's too far i think, especially for jw.
atleast my grandma lives near there, so travelling is the least problem.
ok la!
will try to sleep since i dont know if nocturnal buddy would be pulling an all nighter.
Adeu ^^
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
Weekday Nostalgia
Hello!
Just watched prince's videos.
Sigh infinity why no man like him exists live ah hahah.
Like he's legit awesome!
You can't not love him...
But nevermind hahah he's so dope la pls.
Chiqa has been keepong quiet throughout the period i was admiring my prince.
When i saw her....
Her face was covered with LIPSTICK
ahahah asdfghjkl
Okay im gonna go back to prince.
In the meanwhile,
Adeu ^^
Just watched prince's videos.
Sigh infinity why no man like him exists live ah hahah.
Like he's legit awesome!
You can't not love him...
But nevermind hahah he's so dope la pls.
Chiqa has been keepong quiet throughout the period i was admiring my prince.
When i saw her....
Her face was covered with LIPSTICK
ahahah asdfghjkl
Okay im gonna go back to prince.
In the meanwhile,
Adeu ^^
Monday, January 14, 2013
you're gonna get pitched slapped so hard
hello!
omg im really annoyed with my blogskin.
you know what imma just attempt to change it.
haha.
okay
adeu ^^
-your man boobs are gonna concave- Fat Amy
zhe best
omg im really annoyed with my blogskin.
you know what imma just attempt to change it.
haha.
okay
adeu ^^
-your man boobs are gonna concave- Fat Amy
zhe best
na o mei
hello!
watching na o mei.
lol i remember the times when me and syuh was obsessed with na o mei and me and eikah with jihan omg.
and the first two seasons of cinta fitri haha i stopped watching after that.
and mimpi manis, hikmah, anakku bukan anakku lol xD
i dont remember what happens in the end but i really like reza and o mei to be together!
anyway this chiqa actually did her business on the floor.
cause we didnt realise that she wasnt wearing pampers so she said she wanna do her business but we thought she was in her pampers so we told her to just do it.
had the shock of my life when we saw her hahahahahha okay.
had a good laugh though xD
next time whatever it is imma direct her to the toilet!
ehh my reza on screen now yay.
i love him la k bye
adeu ^^
watching na o mei.
lol i remember the times when me and syuh was obsessed with na o mei and me and eikah with jihan omg.
and the first two seasons of cinta fitri haha i stopped watching after that.
and mimpi manis, hikmah, anakku bukan anakku lol xD
i dont remember what happens in the end but i really like reza and o mei to be together!
anyway this chiqa actually did her business on the floor.
cause we didnt realise that she wasnt wearing pampers so she said she wanna do her business but we thought she was in her pampers so we told her to just do it.
had the shock of my life when we saw her hahahahahha okay.
had a good laugh though xD
next time whatever it is imma direct her to the toilet!
ehh my reza on screen now yay.
i love him la k bye
adeu ^^
next time
hello!
didnt go to the course counselling thing :/
idk why.
ugh.
going out later i hope i got mood to find a job at jp.
my tagboard is spammed with nonsense and i wanna remove it but it just looks good there.
maybe i should change to formspring?
but i dont even use my formspring.
hahaha.
whatevs im just gonna let it be.
let it beee let it beee let it beee~
anyway my phone is...beside me.
ahaha as you can see i have no mood to do anything really.
i've turned into a moodless human who would soon lose her value as a human for being so moodless.
sigh infinity.
i hope i get my spirit back soon.
tired of being bored and lifeless.
hahaha.
going to wild wild wet with melly and eatgo soon.
in the meanwhile i gotta go out and have some me time to pull myself together.
you know what.
i should go to my grandma's house today.
yeah pretty good idea.
maybe i should.
okay thanks blog.
you've been an unhealthy but good way to express my "feelings" (not so im moodless remember)
haha okay la.
adeu :) *that was a sincere smile btw
didnt go to the course counselling thing :/
idk why.
ugh.
going out later i hope i got mood to find a job at jp.
my tagboard is spammed with nonsense and i wanna remove it but it just looks good there.
maybe i should change to formspring?
but i dont even use my formspring.
hahaha.
whatevs im just gonna let it be.
let it beee let it beee let it beee~
anyway my phone is...beside me.
ahaha as you can see i have no mood to do anything really.
i've turned into a moodless human who would soon lose her value as a human for being so moodless.
sigh infinity.
i hope i get my spirit back soon.
tired of being bored and lifeless.
hahaha.
going to wild wild wet with melly and eatgo soon.
in the meanwhile i gotta go out and have some me time to pull myself together.
you know what.
i should go to my grandma's house today.
yeah pretty good idea.
maybe i should.
okay thanks blog.
you've been an unhealthy but good way to express my "feelings" (not so im moodless remember)
haha okay la.
adeu :) *that was a sincere smile btw
last resort
hello.
submitted my jae without thinking twice or thrice. or
wait.
what's the word for "the fourth time" anyway?
frice?
fries.
whatevs.
anyway no, it's not that i dont care about my future and is gonna throw it all away.
it's just that, im really lost and confused, so im letting go and letting god help me.
i know it's my responsibility.
but it's almost my last resort.
i know that wherever i get posted, im gonna just do my best and not let this down moment in my life repeat itself.
it was kinda exciting to fill in the JPSAE form!
but i didnt really thought of it.
just increasing my chances of getting into NP.
hopefully whatever i get would benefit me and interest me enough to keep me focused for the next 3 years.
i feel kinda bummed that i dont get to join tourism at nyp with eatgo.
but i did put that as one of my choices though.
i hope she has fun in that course :)
wella, i hope everyone gets the place of their dream.
as for me, i dont really want anything, but i for sure dont want nothing.
anything is something which is better than nothing.
hahaha homagod what.
anyway, happy 20th anniversary RAW :')
so proud of youuuuu.
though i miss th attitude era, i still like the pg era.
though it's less bloody and electrifying, im still entertained.
thanks wwe i love you xoxoxoxx
and rey mysterio has an instagram account omgomgomgomgomg *happy dance*
oklaaaaa.
adeu ^^
submitted my jae without thinking twice or thrice. or
wait.
what's the word for "the fourth time" anyway?
frice?
fries.
whatevs.
anyway no, it's not that i dont care about my future and is gonna throw it all away.
it's just that, im really lost and confused, so im letting go and letting god help me.
i know it's my responsibility.
but it's almost my last resort.
i know that wherever i get posted, im gonna just do my best and not let this down moment in my life repeat itself.
it was kinda exciting to fill in the JPSAE form!
but i didnt really thought of it.
just increasing my chances of getting into NP.
hopefully whatever i get would benefit me and interest me enough to keep me focused for the next 3 years.
i feel kinda bummed that i dont get to join tourism at nyp with eatgo.
but i did put that as one of my choices though.
i hope she has fun in that course :)
wella, i hope everyone gets the place of their dream.
as for me, i dont really want anything, but i for sure dont want nothing.
anything is something which is better than nothing.
hahaha homagod what.
anyway, happy 20th anniversary RAW :')
so proud of youuuuu.
though i miss th attitude era, i still like the pg era.
though it's less bloody and electrifying, im still entertained.
thanks wwe i love you xoxoxoxx
and rey mysterio has an instagram account omgomgomgomgomg *happy dance*
oklaaaaa.
adeu ^^
Sunday, January 13, 2013
yin and yang
hello!
so my laptop's charged.
means i can blog my goodbye 2012 and hello 2013 post.
but now i lost my usb cable.
Sigh infinity!
adeu ^^
so my laptop's charged.
means i can blog my goodbye 2012 and hello 2013 post.
but now i lost my usb cable.
Sigh infinity!
adeu ^^
tagged questions
#1. What's a nickname only your family calls you?
Dont really have a nickname that only my family calls.
#2. What's a weird habit of yours?
weird habit hm... cant think of any but i do like to talk to myself, which is not
weird at all!
#3. Do you have any weird phobias?
No not really haha
#4. What's a song you secretly love to blast & belt out when you're alone?
SOLOOOO and HOLD UP by demi lovato! i just love those song but the chorus is
straining! like howda hell does demi sing the song so many times!
#5. What's one of your biggest pet peeves?
i got plenty but i cant think of any right now. maybe people who pushes others to
get into the bus first? that's frigging annoying. somtimes i just shout at them lol.
#6. What's one of your nervous habits?
i...dance xD and talk a lot. haha i just cant stop moving!
#7. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
usually i change throughout the night but right, most of the time.
#8. What was your first stuffed animal & it's name?
it's a doll i got like when i was born, i still keep it now and it smells like a
doll still! Didnt make a name for it haha but idk, dolly? oh gosh xD
#9. What's the drink you always order at starbucks?
Caramel frappe ;)
#10. What's the beauty rule you preach, but never actually practice?
ALWAYS drink 8 glasses of water everyday! (i cant even drink one full glass)
#11. Which way do you face in the shower?
i dance in there so i face every direction xD
#12. Do you have any weird body 'skills?
im pretty flexible but i didnt train as a child, but i can still do some odd things
that i dont really show people haha.
#13. What's your favorite comfort food thats 'bad' but you love to eat it anyways?
twisties writing this i feel like eating twisties omg
#14. What's a phrase or exclamation you always say?
i say a lot of "catchphrases" and i keep changing them haha but the usuals,
whatevs, mofo, and more weird stuff.
#15. Time to sleep!! What are you actually wearing?
night dress lol sometimes my pokemon PJs which i threw away :( sometimes just home
clothes or when im dead tired i dont even bother or attempt to change.
lol dassit!
my brain is pretty unstable now due to the JAE thing.
i just cant choose any courses x(
now excuse me while i indulge in my sad sad life.
hahah kidding it's just circumstances.
okay and thank allah for my awesome family and good friends.
in sha allah i'll treasure them all and repay their kindness.
okay!
adeu ^^
Dont really have a nickname that only my family calls.
#2. What's a weird habit of yours?
weird habit hm... cant think of any but i do like to talk to myself, which is not
weird at all!
#3. Do you have any weird phobias?
No not really haha
#4. What's a song you secretly love to blast & belt out when you're alone?
SOLOOOO and HOLD UP by demi lovato! i just love those song but the chorus is
straining! like howda hell does demi sing the song so many times!
#5. What's one of your biggest pet peeves?
i got plenty but i cant think of any right now. maybe people who pushes others to
get into the bus first? that's frigging annoying. somtimes i just shout at them lol.
#6. What's one of your nervous habits?
i...dance xD and talk a lot. haha i just cant stop moving!
#7. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
usually i change throughout the night but right, most of the time.
#8. What was your first stuffed animal & it's name?
it's a doll i got like when i was born, i still keep it now and it smells like a
doll still! Didnt make a name for it haha but idk, dolly? oh gosh xD
#9. What's the drink you always order at starbucks?
Caramel frappe ;)
#10. What's the beauty rule you preach, but never actually practice?
ALWAYS drink 8 glasses of water everyday! (i cant even drink one full glass)
#11. Which way do you face in the shower?
i dance in there so i face every direction xD
#12. Do you have any weird body 'skills?
im pretty flexible but i didnt train as a child, but i can still do some odd things
that i dont really show people haha.
#13. What's your favorite comfort food thats 'bad' but you love to eat it anyways?
twisties writing this i feel like eating twisties omg
#14. What's a phrase or exclamation you always say?
i say a lot of "catchphrases" and i keep changing them haha but the usuals,
whatevs, mofo, and more weird stuff.
#15. Time to sleep!! What are you actually wearing?
night dress lol sometimes my pokemon PJs which i threw away :( sometimes just home
clothes or when im dead tired i dont even bother or attempt to change.
lol dassit!
my brain is pretty unstable now due to the JAE thing.
i just cant choose any courses x(
now excuse me while i indulge in my sad sad life.
hahah kidding it's just circumstances.
okay and thank allah for my awesome family and good friends.
in sha allah i'll treasure them all and repay their kindness.
okay!
adeu ^^
Friday, January 11, 2013
Outstanding persona
Hello :)
Sleepless As usual :/
Im sleepy but i cant sleep ha ha ha.
I just realised that the mi open house is today.
When i dont feel like going anywhere today.
It has to be today.
Curses xD
Anyway yeah the sun is out :)
Beautiful friday morning eh.
Thank god it's friday!
Hehahah i sound weird...
It's always like this after i go bloghopping, i will start to sound weird.
So annoying hahha.
anyway i just realised i'd watched all of prince's videos *insert crazy face*
3 more days for us to make decisions that will carve out our future.
4 days...to decide your future.
4 days...that's too short.
Hahah whatevs.
Anyway i wanna try to sleep but i need like have to go to mi open house.
Screwed up body clock.
Dayuum.
Wokey la,
Adeu ^^
Sleepless As usual :/
Im sleepy but i cant sleep ha ha ha.
I just realised that the mi open house is today.
When i dont feel like going anywhere today.
It has to be today.
Curses xD
Anyway yeah the sun is out :)
Beautiful friday morning eh.
Thank god it's friday!
Hehahah i sound weird...
It's always like this after i go bloghopping, i will start to sound weird.
So annoying hahha.
anyway i just realised i'd watched all of prince's videos *insert crazy face*
3 more days for us to make decisions that will carve out our future.
4 days...to decide your future.
4 days...that's too short.
Hahah whatevs.
Anyway i wanna try to sleep but i need like have to go to mi open house.
Screwed up body clock.
Dayuum.
Wokey la,
Adeu ^^
let it all sink in
it hurtsssss
it burnsssss
i admit it, my results officially SUCK.
and im halfway dying
so dont talk to me
im going through a recovery phase
haha.
i was okay until i saw people talking about their results.
you know what, forget it.
i can only afford to disappoint myself that much.
it burnsssss
i admit it, my results officially SUCK.
and im halfway dying
so dont talk to me
im going through a recovery phase
haha.
i was okay until i saw people talking about their results.
you know what, forget it.
i can only afford to disappoint myself that much.
written in the stars
hello, i reached my 300th post :)
so i got back my results.
meaning...
rant time!
ehehehe.
so firstly mr chai tried to trick me into believing that i got an E8 for maths and C6 for science.
im guessing he and me issac did that to make us panic and then "boo you actually passed."
(i only realised this after seeing raiyini cry beside me and suddenly stood to beat mr issac. i swear i thought she was frust so she did that hahaha i panicked for awhile i swear)
but i kinda gave the wrong reaction omg haha thinking back i must've been so weird xD
i was like, "eh, ok. still pass"
but when i took the result slip like my heart sank.
my results was unexpected, in a bad way.
i first lookout for the grades.
Bs, Cs.
so i was like "okayy.. this is horrible"
and the ever so nice mr chai tried to make things better by showing my science result and saying that there's nothing horrible about that.
it was then that i realised that dayum, i passed my fricking maths.
and combined humans i passed combined humanities.
and then before i could feel happy my eyes landed on my english, literature and higher malay.
okay this broke my heart hahaha.
no, it broke me.
i then stood and left the table.
i mean i did expect to not get an A for lit but i didnt expect it to be that bad.
i disappointed myself.
and mr issac was rubbing it in my face by shouting "richard you're the only A1 for lit leh!" walao i can cry tears of blood sia haha.
i didnt even get my A1 for higher malay.
yeah yeah A2 is good enough but you know i know my capabilities ugh.
english walao.
then when people asking my results they were like "what happen to your lit"
and every time i hear that question i feel like a) crying b) beating them
hahahha ok kidding but really it's frustrating.
i didnt finish all.
i didnt even complete one essay.
all i do halfway and had to conclude.
some even had only the intro paragraph.
why because i fell asleep.
ya for both the paper.
no use regretting lo, it was like what, 2 months ago?
hahaha.
and people tried to make me feel better by telling me that "EH you pass your maths!"
and i am here like, i really dont care.
no, honestly.
im really very very very thankful that i passed maths but it's not what i care about.
it's not why i travelled to school for.
it's just not.
whatever it is thank allah for the results, may you open our hearts and guide us to the right path in the future allah. amin.
and idk if it's just me or my brain or just coincidence.
every single time i pass maths in an exam, my stronger subjects will drop.
yup it's me.
haha.
next step is hardest.
idk where to go.
i planned to just swim all the way to san diego and marry zac efron.
idk why san diego but nevermind.
haha most probably im appealing for m.i.
i cant go to poly because idk what course to take ughh.
anyways congrats to my best buddies for their results, im legit proud of them.
i wished i couldve gotten good results so we can celebrate together but i cant.
and thanks yollie for the cakepops hehaha.
needless to say i didnt achieve my targets for all my subjects, but i passed all which is a blessing.
and shoutout to my choir juniors for being so lovely and supportive.
thank you to elika, ponggu, maisha, annabel, atiqah and more you girls are just too sweet to exist i love you girls so much xo
and this results thingy brought me to reconcile with lost contacts, alhamdulillah.
my cousins managed to go to poly too, congrats for that.
and i really wanna thank (and apologize) to mr chai and mr issac most for guiding us for the past 2 years.
Mr chai is sucha believer, it's so comforting to know that he believes in all of us.
Mr issac helped me get above C for lit and english and he's just so awesome words cant describe. like i cant imagine having another lit teacher, ever.
They really like deserve the best in life so whoever is gonna marry them in the future better be nice and awesome if not you know they got a crew of 41 here to hunt you down. *wink
also important to thank are my favourite lady teachers ms seah and ms chan
they, like mr chai, is a believer and is constantly motivating.
they're just so nice and loving, always there for us and they're not tired of talking to us and advising us.
Ms seah surprises me though, she came across as very independant and strict but a simple word from her changed my whole view on her. im most lucky to have choir which helped us bond.
also gotta thank mr sng and ms chong and mrs rajakumar for not giving up on me though i constantly dont do work and dont pay attention in class.
the world wouldnt be the way it is now if people like you guys dont exist.
to my friends hee nelly eatgo and yol thanks for being my maths tutor i owe it to you guys man and also for other subjects too.
lungless thanks for teaching me chem i love you but you're still lungless and like mr chai says "born to annoy people"
most importantly (and basic) i wanna thank allah and my family. no words can say how thankful i am so just know that im happy ehehe.
overall i got only one comment, if only i can mix prelims results with this hahaha i'll be like, 2A1s, 2A2s, 1B4 and 2C6s.
ok whatevs lengthy post heh.
adeu ^^
ps: giving up on ones self is the most disrespectful thing you can do.
so i got back my results.
meaning...
rant time!
ehehehe.
so firstly mr chai tried to trick me into believing that i got an E8 for maths and C6 for science.
im guessing he and me issac did that to make us panic and then "boo you actually passed."
(i only realised this after seeing raiyini cry beside me and suddenly stood to beat mr issac. i swear i thought she was frust so she did that hahaha i panicked for awhile i swear)
but i kinda gave the wrong reaction omg haha thinking back i must've been so weird xD
i was like, "eh, ok. still pass"
but when i took the result slip like my heart sank.
my results was unexpected, in a bad way.
i first lookout for the grades.
Bs, Cs.
so i was like "okayy.. this is horrible"
and the ever so nice mr chai tried to make things better by showing my science result and saying that there's nothing horrible about that.
it was then that i realised that dayum, i passed my fricking maths.
and combined humans i passed combined humanities.
and then before i could feel happy my eyes landed on my english, literature and higher malay.
okay this broke my heart hahaha.
no, it broke me.
i then stood and left the table.
i mean i did expect to not get an A for lit but i didnt expect it to be that bad.
i disappointed myself.
and mr issac was rubbing it in my face by shouting "richard you're the only A1 for lit leh!" walao i can cry tears of blood sia haha.
i didnt even get my A1 for higher malay.
yeah yeah A2 is good enough but you know i know my capabilities ugh.
english walao.
then when people asking my results they were like "what happen to your lit"
and every time i hear that question i feel like a) crying b) beating them
hahahha ok kidding but really it's frustrating.
i didnt finish all.
i didnt even complete one essay.
all i do halfway and had to conclude.
some even had only the intro paragraph.
why because i fell asleep.
ya for both the paper.
no use regretting lo, it was like what, 2 months ago?
hahaha.
and people tried to make me feel better by telling me that "EH you pass your maths!"
and i am here like, i really dont care.
no, honestly.
im really very very very thankful that i passed maths but it's not what i care about.
it's not why i travelled to school for.
it's just not.
whatever it is thank allah for the results, may you open our hearts and guide us to the right path in the future allah. amin.
and idk if it's just me or my brain or just coincidence.
every single time i pass maths in an exam, my stronger subjects will drop.
yup it's me.
haha.
next step is hardest.
idk where to go.
i planned to just swim all the way to san diego and marry zac efron.
idk why san diego but nevermind.
haha most probably im appealing for m.i.
i cant go to poly because idk what course to take ughh.
anyways congrats to my best buddies for their results, im legit proud of them.
i wished i couldve gotten good results so we can celebrate together but i cant.
and thanks yollie for the cakepops hehaha.
needless to say i didnt achieve my targets for all my subjects, but i passed all which is a blessing.
and shoutout to my choir juniors for being so lovely and supportive.
thank you to elika, ponggu, maisha, annabel, atiqah and more you girls are just too sweet to exist i love you girls so much xo
and this results thingy brought me to reconcile with lost contacts, alhamdulillah.
my cousins managed to go to poly too, congrats for that.
and i really wanna thank (and apologize) to mr chai and mr issac most for guiding us for the past 2 years.
Mr chai is sucha believer, it's so comforting to know that he believes in all of us.
Mr issac helped me get above C for lit and english and he's just so awesome words cant describe. like i cant imagine having another lit teacher, ever.
They really like deserve the best in life so whoever is gonna marry them in the future better be nice and awesome if not you know they got a crew of 41 here to hunt you down. *wink
also important to thank are my favourite lady teachers ms seah and ms chan
they, like mr chai, is a believer and is constantly motivating.
they're just so nice and loving, always there for us and they're not tired of talking to us and advising us.
Ms seah surprises me though, she came across as very independant and strict but a simple word from her changed my whole view on her. im most lucky to have choir which helped us bond.
also gotta thank mr sng and ms chong and mrs rajakumar for not giving up on me though i constantly dont do work and dont pay attention in class.
the world wouldnt be the way it is now if people like you guys dont exist.
to my friends hee nelly eatgo and yol thanks for being my maths tutor i owe it to you guys man and also for other subjects too.
lungless thanks for teaching me chem i love you but you're still lungless and like mr chai says "born to annoy people"
most importantly (and basic) i wanna thank allah and my family. no words can say how thankful i am so just know that im happy ehehe.
overall i got only one comment, if only i can mix prelims results with this hahaha i'll be like, 2A1s, 2A2s, 1B4 and 2C6s.
ok whatevs lengthy post heh.
adeu ^^
ps: giving up on ones self is the most disrespectful thing you can do.
Wednesday, January 09, 2013
Feed your soul
Hello.
Omg it's 11.11
Haha i wanted to type good morning but decided to check the time first in case i misjudged the time (?)
Okay whatevs hahaha.
So wait i forgot my last update.
Nevermind.
Went to poly open houses witn eatgo and khali on monday.
Met eatgo at paya lebar mrt and she was smiling sheepishly because she was wearing an ensemble of pink.... XD
Nevermind.
Then breakfasted at mac tampinese and took bus to temasek poly.
Made origami, played japanese games and tried on hanboks at their cultural centre which was the newest building in the campus.
Had a good time walking around and somehow the things they put in the magazine was...not present.
On MC maybe. Hahahahahha.
Then trained to dover to SP and met khali there.
Khali said a dance group performed hasta la vista omg i missed that hahahah.
Was talking to a senior about tourism la la.
took the business tour and saw kak hajar.
Anyways there is very cool like you stand one corner and a senior or a 'teacher' will just come to you and assist you.
I like (y)
Hahahaha the school spirit quite strong and the seniors are friendly and very initiated. (what?) i mean self driven? Idk hahaha
Then we bused to ngee ann.
Honestly i never thought of it as a choice but after this open house it's like, my favourite among the three polys i went to.
The campus is fun, the spirit can be felt like wow.
The seniors are friendly as hell (i hope they stay that way lol) and the school facilities are complete.
And i couldnt stop talking about the stage in the convention centre like really okay eatgo and khali, it is huge.
Hahah it's annoying it's so cool.
The campus is like, it suits student's needs.
But the only problem is idk whst course i want.
It's like hospitality and tourism, psychology and that's pretty much it.
Also maybe perfumery and cosmetics but idk if i really wanna study that or im merely interested.
Ahahah okay whatevs.
Results tomorrow, that's all i know.
Yol better bring the cake pops if not...
Nevermind.
Haha anyways im so lazy to travel to woodlands but i miss my school.
Lolol.
I wanted to say something but i totally forgot what.
Ughhhhh hahah xD
Okay la!
Adeu ^^
Ps spring breakers coming out weeee my vanannehudgs!
Pps i wanna watch les miserables!
Pps i wanna go bowling soon hahah
Omg it's 11.11
Haha i wanted to type good morning but decided to check the time first in case i misjudged the time (?)
Okay whatevs hahaha.
So wait i forgot my last update.
Nevermind.
Went to poly open houses witn eatgo and khali on monday.
Met eatgo at paya lebar mrt and she was smiling sheepishly because she was wearing an ensemble of pink.... XD
Nevermind.
Then breakfasted at mac tampinese and took bus to temasek poly.
Made origami, played japanese games and tried on hanboks at their cultural centre which was the newest building in the campus.
Had a good time walking around and somehow the things they put in the magazine was...not present.
On MC maybe. Hahahahahha.
Then trained to dover to SP and met khali there.
Khali said a dance group performed hasta la vista omg i missed that hahahah.
Was talking to a senior about tourism la la.
took the business tour and saw kak hajar.
Anyways there is very cool like you stand one corner and a senior or a 'teacher' will just come to you and assist you.
I like (y)
Hahahaha the school spirit quite strong and the seniors are friendly and very initiated. (what?) i mean self driven? Idk hahaha
Then we bused to ngee ann.
Honestly i never thought of it as a choice but after this open house it's like, my favourite among the three polys i went to.
The campus is fun, the spirit can be felt like wow.
The seniors are friendly as hell (i hope they stay that way lol) and the school facilities are complete.
And i couldnt stop talking about the stage in the convention centre like really okay eatgo and khali, it is huge.
Hahah it's annoying it's so cool.
The campus is like, it suits student's needs.
But the only problem is idk whst course i want.
It's like hospitality and tourism, psychology and that's pretty much it.
Also maybe perfumery and cosmetics but idk if i really wanna study that or im merely interested.
Ahahah okay whatevs.
Results tomorrow, that's all i know.
Yol better bring the cake pops if not...
Nevermind.
Haha anyways im so lazy to travel to woodlands but i miss my school.
Lolol.
I wanted to say something but i totally forgot what.
Ughhhhh hahah xD
Okay la!
Adeu ^^
Ps spring breakers coming out weeee my vanannehudgs!
Pps i wanna watch les miserables!
Pps i wanna go bowling soon hahah
Monday, January 07, 2013
it's not impossible
hello!
so life as a sec 4 student taught me how to say no.
lol xD
nevermind.
i want to sleep but im feeling so uncomfortable.
my hand stopped aching but my right leg is....bad.
like i cant even stand or sit, i think i pulled a muscle or something.
whatevs.
in sha allah i'll get well soon so i can start bouncing around for a job!
anyway yeah im here to say that the first step is usually the hardest.
(i wanted to say always but to decide to buy an icecream is a first step and it ain't hard at all haha)
that being said, it means that if we do take the leap (or the step as i said it), the rest will pretty much come as ease :)
get rid of whatever's stopping you and go chase whatever it is you want.
(make sure it's something worth it and beneficial okay)
take extra measures if you have to.
(and no, stealing, lying, cheating, cursing and disturbing others are not measures)
hahaha idky i feel like saying wiki wiki.....
or waka waka..
must be my overreactive brain.
okay i should shut down but i cant so i'll just try.
watched padayappan (or whatevs the title is) and i love the movie flow omg hahah (i think it's a tamil movie)
it's so cool and the moral (i typer morale wth) is: Good will ALWAYS triumph over evil.
good intentions will find their way through hard times.
and that love should never be forced.
marriage is sacred and children are to be protected with your life.
i know society nowadays are-
ok wait it's funny we keep blaming society but who is the society?
arent we part of it?
and if most of us complain about society, who is left?
nevermind, i get the drift, just trynna be weird.
hahahhaha ok what.
have a good week ahead, may allah protect us and open our hearts to doing good, and bless us with his rahmat. amin :)
adeu!
ps Hope yall dont have monday blues! it's stressing enough for mondays to start the week so dont blame monday being monday for your foul mood!
pps i like mondays, they represent anew start, freshness and chances, opportunities and ofcourse, god's blessings.
so life as a sec 4 student taught me how to say no.
lol xD
nevermind.
i want to sleep but im feeling so uncomfortable.
my hand stopped aching but my right leg is....bad.
like i cant even stand or sit, i think i pulled a muscle or something.
whatevs.
in sha allah i'll get well soon so i can start bouncing around for a job!
anyway yeah im here to say that the first step is usually the hardest.
(i wanted to say always but to decide to buy an icecream is a first step and it ain't hard at all haha)
that being said, it means that if we do take the leap (or the step as i said it), the rest will pretty much come as ease :)
get rid of whatever's stopping you and go chase whatever it is you want.
(make sure it's something worth it and beneficial okay)
take extra measures if you have to.
(and no, stealing, lying, cheating, cursing and disturbing others are not measures)
hahaha idky i feel like saying wiki wiki.....
or waka waka..
must be my overreactive brain.
okay i should shut down but i cant so i'll just try.
watched padayappan (or whatevs the title is) and i love the movie flow omg hahah (i think it's a tamil movie)
it's so cool and the moral (i typer morale wth) is: Good will ALWAYS triumph over evil.
good intentions will find their way through hard times.
and that love should never be forced.
marriage is sacred and children are to be protected with your life.
i know society nowadays are-
ok wait it's funny we keep blaming society but who is the society?
arent we part of it?
and if most of us complain about society, who is left?
nevermind, i get the drift, just trynna be weird.
hahahhaha ok what.
have a good week ahead, may allah protect us and open our hearts to doing good, and bless us with his rahmat. amin :)
adeu!
ps Hope yall dont have monday blues! it's stressing enough for mondays to start the week so dont blame monday being monday for your foul mood!
pps i like mondays, they represent anew start, freshness and chances, opportunities and ofcourse, god's blessings.
Sunday, January 06, 2013
great times
hello!
yesterday was filled with joy, and today i feel the aftermath (eww math)
hahahaha.
okay so yesterday started with mama waking us up at 4.30 in the morning.
so since i was not sleeping, i technically woke up first hahahah xD
we siaped (got ready) and trained to promenade.
there were a lot of humans there for the BMT graduation parade at the floating platform!
so we sat and watched the NS men (army) graduate and march and sing and they cheered hahaha omg.
the view there in the morning is seriously...idk, stunning.
so after they threw their hats (?) we were supposed/allowed to go down to meet them.
since people were flooding the staircase we (and some other people) climbed down the seats lol but NOW my leg hurts like hell (no, really.)
why? because i was wearing wedges (which i removed after a few steps) but ughhh.
after that we went to eat at grammy's weee.
went to grandma's house and i wanted to sleep for awhile before going to marine parade for the charity performance, but mr bean was on the tv.
it was one of my fav episods, the one with the baby at the funfair (or carnival whatevs)
haha so then around 1.25pm i left and bused to eunos and walked to another bustop.
idk how but the walk felt so awesome!
maybe because the wind was just nice and the weather was perfect, sunny but not too hot.
thank allah!
and the bus came like thirty seconds after i reached the bustop so it was a joy :p
when i alighted i walked at a super slow pace to the community centre.
and after like 5 minutes of walking and waiting the rest reached.
the performance went really fun, we were the third (or second) item and yeah it was fun.
it was not a crowd at all, like it's very intimate kinda concert.
some artistes who were there was Suzairhe, Suhailla, Era, mastura, maiya, khairul anwar, nuradee, zaibaktian, mahani, art fazil (is that even th name haha) Hatta, marina, haryani, (lol dee's boss xD) and some newer faces i dont recognise (one of them is a guy from am3 and one is i forgot his name ugh what. shah dawson? ah idk)
i really should keep up with local media industry haha.
oh wait i remember it's erwin shah ahhh yes.
the audience was noisy hahah funny la.
show ended ard 7pm and we got to the reception where we took pictures with the artistes.
i didnt get one with maiya ughh saddd x(
she's like one of my favourite female singapore singer i swear!
so then shasha and her parents picked me up to go to BBQ at east coast (which was technically beside the cc hahha not really whatevs)
and inside their van there were two aunties.
i didnt know if they were malay so i didnt salam (greet) them until i heard them speak.
so yes they were malay hahahah so i salamed them and said that "i thought you were pinoys" lol
so we dropped them off somewhere and immediately me and shasha lay down and laughed for no reason.
we talked and sang b.e.p which was on the radio.
and she said "i was wondering why u never salam the aunties"
and i said "honestly i thought the auntie in white was ika (her sister)"
okay im too tired to blog actually.
had fun at the bbq, sang with some people and tried to do pitch perfects's jtwya and jad remix hahah.
cut the cake and did nonsense and then went homeee.
when i woke up my left hand was so painful idky.
now it hurts less but my legs are hell.
and the zumba yesterday worsened it hahahah.
but nvm i'll get well soon i hope i have to go to poly open houses omg
talking bout that idk where my phone is.
hahahahahahha im in the room and i hear the tv, someone said, "im not your grandma, im a ghost"
what the hell.
okay adeu
yesterday was filled with joy, and today i feel the aftermath (eww math)
hahahaha.
okay so yesterday started with mama waking us up at 4.30 in the morning.
so since i was not sleeping, i technically woke up first hahahah xD
we siaped (got ready) and trained to promenade.
there were a lot of humans there for the BMT graduation parade at the floating platform!
so we sat and watched the NS men (army) graduate and march and sing and they cheered hahaha omg.
the view there in the morning is seriously...idk, stunning.
so after they threw their hats (?) we were supposed/allowed to go down to meet them.
since people were flooding the staircase we (and some other people) climbed down the seats lol but NOW my leg hurts like hell (no, really.)
why? because i was wearing wedges (which i removed after a few steps) but ughhh.
after that we went to eat at grammy's weee.
went to grandma's house and i wanted to sleep for awhile before going to marine parade for the charity performance, but mr bean was on the tv.
it was one of my fav episods, the one with the baby at the funfair (or carnival whatevs)
haha so then around 1.25pm i left and bused to eunos and walked to another bustop.
idk how but the walk felt so awesome!
maybe because the wind was just nice and the weather was perfect, sunny but not too hot.
thank allah!
and the bus came like thirty seconds after i reached the bustop so it was a joy :p
when i alighted i walked at a super slow pace to the community centre.
and after like 5 minutes of walking and waiting the rest reached.
the performance went really fun, we were the third (or second) item and yeah it was fun.
it was not a crowd at all, like it's very intimate kinda concert.
some artistes who were there was Suzairhe, Suhailla, Era, mastura, maiya, khairul anwar, nuradee, zaibaktian, mahani, art fazil (is that even th name haha) Hatta, marina, haryani, (lol dee's boss xD) and some newer faces i dont recognise (one of them is a guy from am3 and one is i forgot his name ugh what. shah dawson? ah idk)
i really should keep up with local media industry haha.
oh wait i remember it's erwin shah ahhh yes.
the audience was noisy hahah funny la.
show ended ard 7pm and we got to the reception where we took pictures with the artistes.
i didnt get one with maiya ughh saddd x(
she's like one of my favourite female singapore singer i swear!
so then shasha and her parents picked me up to go to BBQ at east coast (which was technically beside the cc hahha not really whatevs)
and inside their van there were two aunties.
i didnt know if they were malay so i didnt salam (greet) them until i heard them speak.
so yes they were malay hahahah so i salamed them and said that "i thought you were pinoys" lol
so we dropped them off somewhere and immediately me and shasha lay down and laughed for no reason.
we talked and sang b.e.p which was on the radio.
and she said "i was wondering why u never salam the aunties"
and i said "honestly i thought the auntie in white was ika (her sister)"
okay im too tired to blog actually.
had fun at the bbq, sang with some people and tried to do pitch perfects's jtwya and jad remix hahah.
cut the cake and did nonsense and then went homeee.
when i woke up my left hand was so painful idky.
now it hurts less but my legs are hell.
and the zumba yesterday worsened it hahahah.
but nvm i'll get well soon i hope i have to go to poly open houses omg
talking bout that idk where my phone is.
hahahahahahha im in the room and i hear the tv, someone said, "im not your grandma, im a ghost"
what the hell.
okay adeu
Friday, January 04, 2013
Sad truth
Hello!
OMG guys, after 3 years of being crushless, im officially crushin'!
Hahahaha okay more like fan warrioring but i dont really care.
This guys is freaking attractive.
He's so sweet to his younger sister (that's a plus)
Aaand okay you're the first to know okay, his name starts with a letter J.
But since it's not in the feels if i use his name, im gonna just make a nickname.
Lesse,
*magic in progress*
Let's just call him Prince.
You wanna know why?
Because his smile is charming as hell.
So like charming, prince charming, you know what i mean?
Hahahaha ok im going.
Adeu ^^
"Before you came into my life I missed you so bad"
Okay carly, i get you. Finally.
OMG guys, after 3 years of being crushless, im officially crushin'!
Hahahaha okay more like fan warrioring but i dont really care.
This guys is freaking attractive.
He's so sweet to his younger sister (that's a plus)
Aaand okay you're the first to know okay, his name starts with a letter J.
But since it's not in the feels if i use his name, im gonna just make a nickname.
Lesse,
*magic in progress*
Let's just call him Prince.
You wanna know why?
Because his smile is charming as hell.
So like charming, prince charming, you know what i mean?
Hahahaha ok im going.
Adeu ^^
"Before you came into my life I missed you so bad"
Okay carly, i get you. Finally.
Dance and love
Hello, it's me again.
Duh it's my blog ahahaha okay what.
Was watching michelle phan's video for the first time lol.
I loveee the metallic knight look asdfghjkl.
Confirm trying tonight!
Anyway i somehow sense that my laptop charger is somewhere near me but i cant find it!
So annoying, anyone pls help me find....
Im desperate to put pictures in this empty, BEAR, blog.
Oh yeah i said bear instead of bare.
Sigh infinity.
Anyway i just found latoya forever on youtube.
Omg i like her!
Not in a...
Nevermind.
Lesbihonest, (lol this joke is annoying but i cant help myself) she's awesome as hell!
It's annoying how most "cool" people are vulgar.
Zzzzzzz..........
Whatevs.
Ehehe.
So after maghrib i'll go try the knight thing?
WOO leggo!
adeu ^^
Ps find me on insta @unsteriorey
Pps i've been rreading my posts, tons of grammar and spelling and vocab and whatever mistakes hahahha but nevermind what's life without mistakes :') okay who am i lying to i dont proofread (i seriously hate this term i swear) ok forgive me bye
Duh it's my blog ahahaha okay what.
Was watching michelle phan's video for the first time lol.
I loveee the metallic knight look asdfghjkl.
Confirm trying tonight!
Anyway i somehow sense that my laptop charger is somewhere near me but i cant find it!
So annoying, anyone pls help me find....
Im desperate to put pictures in this empty, BEAR, blog.
Oh yeah i said bear instead of bare.
Sigh infinity.
Anyway i just found latoya forever on youtube.
Omg i like her!
Not in a...
Nevermind.
Lesbihonest, (lol this joke is annoying but i cant help myself) she's awesome as hell!
It's annoying how most "cool" people are vulgar.
Zzzzzzz..........
Whatevs.
Ehehe.
So after maghrib i'll go try the knight thing?
WOO leggo!
adeu ^^
Ps find me on insta @unsteriorey
Pps i've been rreading my posts, tons of grammar and spelling and vocab and whatever mistakes hahahha but nevermind what's life without mistakes :') okay who am i lying to i dont proofread (i seriously hate this term i swear) ok forgive me bye
Questionaire
Hello!
So, pushing back all my awesome plans of goodbye 2012 and 2013 resolutions to later in the month, i decide to blend into the new year first by answering questions.
And then i'll do one at the end of the year to see how things have changed (in sha allah only good change will come, amin)
Time check: 5.38am
Status: im not sleepy at all, it's unhealthy i swear ughhh :/
Okay lezz ztartz!
1) Current crush: I just developed this crush like three mi utes ago, it's a guy from youtube. Very awesome personality! But i kinda...don't remember the name. Oh well!
2) Addiction: I'm addicted to ice. No not ice drugs ice ice like ice from fridge. Okay, bad pun. Hahaha addicted to demi lovato, WWE and Zanessa. (sorry) as usual.
3) How tall i am: Very tall. Haha. Last time i checked i was atleast 2cm. Wait, that's not tall!
4) Relationship status: Single. But, emotionally attached to a tv character hah ha ha ha kidding.
5) Girls I trust: i'm an easy truster, it's not hard for me to trust anyone so technically if i know you and you havent done anything to tell me that "Hey, you cant trust me", then i do trust you.
6) Guys I trust: Same as above, ^^
7) Current mood: Not sleepy. im supposed to be!
8) Favourite colour: No doubt, purple. Since born, (though babies are technically visually uninclined during the first few months of their birth)
9) Random confession: i used to like eating powder. (ergh what) No not like those weird addictions i just enjoy it hahahah but like i said, used to!
10) Who I miss: Noone in particular really. Oo i do miss RS enterprise crew ehehe
11) Who I last hugged: dont remember, i think it was... Either my mum or nelly and firzanah (that was for a picture haha)
12) Who understands me: i think im quite an easy person to understand, like i put myself out there often and i try not to make things complicated (for myself and for others) so yeah ahaha
13) Someone's who's always there: family, ofcourse. eatgo and yol :) bless them.
14) Last text: Kk from eatgo hahah standard!
15) What pissed me off lately: shallow minded, inhumane, annoying, attention seeking, selfish people. Aish they piss everyone all the time!
16) What makes me laugh the most: i'm a laugher (word does not exist) and i laugh just about anything like you can just show me a bread with peanut butter and i'll laugh. (no im not a psychopath i just have a kickass sense of humour muahahah)
17) Who do I do the craziest stuff with: definately my cousins. Other people are either too self conscious or too scared, booo! Stylo ftw! :D
18) Who makes me smile: random things, like just as i said i am a laugher, im also a smiler (this sounds like miley cyrus fan base omg haha) so i think it's quitenice if i say that who makes me smile is myself :)
19) What am I listening to: i cant really state, but it's mostly demi lovato, ballads, beyonce, leona lewis, kelly clarkson, taylor swift and bands with nice sappy emotional songs cause it's unique hahah ok who am i kidding i listen to high school musical. Ya.
20) Turn ons: hm. People (or in this case guys?) who reads, have a side swept hair like zac efron's old hair (omg i love) can sing or dance, is full out honest about themselves, down to earth (not buried, no), funny as hell, prefers to talk their way out of an argument but is willing to beat the crap out of the other party if they're just. That. Dumb. it's just more special you know :p
21) Turn offs: Attention seekers, those guys who act like "ooh i'm more gangsta than you, come fight me", arrogant bus-thirds, players, shy people (ayoooooo bad bad)
22) Bestfriends: i believe the word bestfriend shouldnt come with an s because best means the very top, the elite of the elites, but whatever, im being a hypocrite myself because i do have more than one 'best'friends. Eatgo yol and melly :)
23) Another random confession: i wished people have more eyes so i could try on a million eyeshadow styles on them! I know it's weird but i suddenly thought of this today :D
24) What I hate: I only hate 4 things in life, Pink, Math, Kpop and twitter.
25) Who is annoying: Hhahahahah everyone knows the answer to this right sigh infinity.
So there goes!
25 questions to fill my (and yours) time.
It's 6.11am, i took so long to answer them hahaha.
Wana is getting ready to go to school.
She does her hair pretty slow for someone with almost non existant hair o.O
Hehahohu.
Tomorrow, charity event at marine parade.
Dancing Shakira's Loca (haha this song reminds me of dee)
Zumba dance, very simple dance.
But it really takes bodily techniques for perfect execution (which is not impossible if you practice)
Because, like mr liew says......... PRACTICE MAKES PERMANENT!
okay lengthy post here!
Adeu ^^
So, pushing back all my awesome plans of goodbye 2012 and 2013 resolutions to later in the month, i decide to blend into the new year first by answering questions.
And then i'll do one at the end of the year to see how things have changed (in sha allah only good change will come, amin)
Time check: 5.38am
Status: im not sleepy at all, it's unhealthy i swear ughhh :/
Okay lezz ztartz!
1) Current crush: I just developed this crush like three mi utes ago, it's a guy from youtube. Very awesome personality! But i kinda...don't remember the name. Oh well!
2) Addiction: I'm addicted to ice. No not ice drugs ice ice like ice from fridge. Okay, bad pun. Hahaha addicted to demi lovato, WWE and Zanessa. (sorry) as usual.
3) How tall i am: Very tall. Haha. Last time i checked i was atleast 2cm. Wait, that's not tall!
4) Relationship status: Single. But, emotionally attached to a tv character hah ha ha ha kidding.
5) Girls I trust: i'm an easy truster, it's not hard for me to trust anyone so technically if i know you and you havent done anything to tell me that "Hey, you cant trust me", then i do trust you.
6) Guys I trust: Same as above, ^^
7) Current mood: Not sleepy. im supposed to be!
8) Favourite colour: No doubt, purple. Since born, (though babies are technically visually uninclined during the first few months of their birth)
9) Random confession: i used to like eating powder. (ergh what) No not like those weird addictions i just enjoy it hahahah but like i said, used to!
10) Who I miss: Noone in particular really. Oo i do miss RS enterprise crew ehehe
11) Who I last hugged: dont remember, i think it was... Either my mum or nelly and firzanah (that was for a picture haha)
12) Who understands me: i think im quite an easy person to understand, like i put myself out there often and i try not to make things complicated (for myself and for others) so yeah ahaha
13) Someone's who's always there: family, ofcourse. eatgo and yol :) bless them.
14) Last text: Kk from eatgo hahah standard!
15) What pissed me off lately: shallow minded, inhumane, annoying, attention seeking, selfish people. Aish they piss everyone all the time!
16) What makes me laugh the most: i'm a laugher (word does not exist) and i laugh just about anything like you can just show me a bread with peanut butter and i'll laugh. (no im not a psychopath i just have a kickass sense of humour muahahah)
17) Who do I do the craziest stuff with: definately my cousins. Other people are either too self conscious or too scared, booo! Stylo ftw! :D
18) Who makes me smile: random things, like just as i said i am a laugher, im also a smiler (this sounds like miley cyrus fan base omg haha) so i think it's quitenice if i say that who makes me smile is myself :)
19) What am I listening to: i cant really state, but it's mostly demi lovato, ballads, beyonce, leona lewis, kelly clarkson, taylor swift and bands with nice sappy emotional songs cause it's unique hahah ok who am i kidding i listen to high school musical. Ya.
20) Turn ons: hm. People (or in this case guys?) who reads, have a side swept hair like zac efron's old hair (omg i love) can sing or dance, is full out honest about themselves, down to earth (not buried, no), funny as hell, prefers to talk their way out of an argument but is willing to beat the crap out of the other party if they're just. That. Dumb. it's just more special you know :p
21) Turn offs: Attention seekers, those guys who act like "ooh i'm more gangsta than you, come fight me", arrogant bus-thirds, players, shy people (ayoooooo bad bad)
22) Bestfriends: i believe the word bestfriend shouldnt come with an s because best means the very top, the elite of the elites, but whatever, im being a hypocrite myself because i do have more than one 'best'friends. Eatgo yol and melly :)
23) Another random confession: i wished people have more eyes so i could try on a million eyeshadow styles on them! I know it's weird but i suddenly thought of this today :D
24) What I hate: I only hate 4 things in life, Pink, Math, Kpop and twitter.
25) Who is annoying: Hhahahahah everyone knows the answer to this right sigh infinity.
So there goes!
25 questions to fill my (and yours) time.
It's 6.11am, i took so long to answer them hahaha.
Wana is getting ready to go to school.
She does her hair pretty slow for someone with almost non existant hair o.O
Hehahohu.
Tomorrow, charity event at marine parade.
Dancing Shakira's Loca (haha this song reminds me of dee)
Zumba dance, very simple dance.
But it really takes bodily techniques for perfect execution (which is not impossible if you practice)
Because, like mr liew says......... PRACTICE MAKES PERMANENT!
okay lengthy post here!
Adeu ^^
Thursday, January 03, 2013
Not advancing
Hello!
And omg, it's only my 291th post asdfghjkl
But on the bright side, 9 more post to 300 which is...Almost half of 619.
Ha ha ha xD
Soo i couldnt find shops which sells my laptop charger.
Or probably it's just because... i hadn't left home at all hahahahah ok that was a bad attempt.
So i've never really realised the drive to work until now,
Im gonna go find a job while people starts relaxing.
Yay.
So i read all the poly's newsletters.
It's like they get me all so excited reading it and when i re-read to get, idk, more serious, all of the stuff just bored me to death.
Not really, but you get the drift.
That's what worries me most, that i'll get bored halfway.
Hahahah but i wouldnt count on it though, poly life seems fun.
And if graduating from sec school was hell, poly's gonna be harder, i think?
Aish i'll still miss classoom life with 4e3 ahaha.
No more chai quotes and issac's beatings.
Olay kidding nope no violence in class.
No violence indeed.
Haha.
And how we get tired together and someone says something and we all get hyped again.
They're honestly the third family for me hahaha.
Oh and our pe lessons and lit lessons are the best part of thursdays.
I love thursdays.
Second is unarguably, choir. ;)
It does feel good though, to wake up in the morning and not think about "ugh bus, ugh mrt, ugh 901, ugh assembly, ugh maths, ugh homeworks" (though homeworks became my friend in the middle of sec 3) and not having to be like, "where's my skirt, where's my physucs workbook, im late! Thermometre! and no need to iron uniform everytime again!"
Anyway nice songs are on the radio right now, 94.2fm, warna.
I wanna sleep but cant ahaha.
I'll go try now.
Adeu ^^
And omg, it's only my 291th post asdfghjkl
But on the bright side, 9 more post to 300 which is...Almost half of 619.
Ha ha ha xD
Soo i couldnt find shops which sells my laptop charger.
Or probably it's just because... i hadn't left home at all hahahahah ok that was a bad attempt.
So i've never really realised the drive to work until now,
Im gonna go find a job while people starts relaxing.
Yay.
So i read all the poly's newsletters.
It's like they get me all so excited reading it and when i re-read to get, idk, more serious, all of the stuff just bored me to death.
Not really, but you get the drift.
That's what worries me most, that i'll get bored halfway.
Hahahah but i wouldnt count on it though, poly life seems fun.
And if graduating from sec school was hell, poly's gonna be harder, i think?
Aish i'll still miss classoom life with 4e3 ahaha.
No more chai quotes and issac's beatings.
Olay kidding nope no violence in class.
No violence indeed.
Haha.
And how we get tired together and someone says something and we all get hyped again.
They're honestly the third family for me hahaha.
Oh and our pe lessons and lit lessons are the best part of thursdays.
I love thursdays.
Second is unarguably, choir. ;)
It does feel good though, to wake up in the morning and not think about "ugh bus, ugh mrt, ugh 901, ugh assembly, ugh maths, ugh homeworks" (though homeworks became my friend in the middle of sec 3) and not having to be like, "where's my skirt, where's my physucs workbook, im late! Thermometre! and no need to iron uniform everytime again!"
Anyway nice songs are on the radio right now, 94.2fm, warna.
I wanna sleep but cant ahaha.
I'll go try now.
Adeu ^^
Wednesday, January 02, 2013
Happy New Year
hello 2013!
hahaha okay a fun fact: 2013 will be the first year after 1987 to not have a repeating number!
weehaa and so though we got no 13/13/13 we got 11/12/13 14:15:16
haha ok what am i doing.
O levels results (i think) in 8 days time.
walao my excitement for it died down since holidays started and it's not alive yet so i hope i continue feeling nonchalent about it because if not i'll not know what i'd do xD
anyway i kinda miss the feeling of not being able to sleep due to excitement for school next day.
but i miss the feeling of entering a new school more.
yay to new people!
if there's one thing i could bring from christ church to new school is 4E3 and chaissac.
can ah?
hahahahaha
omg my mum just came home with a giant (and i mean giant) pile of newsletters from polys.
hahaha k fun.
so to celebrate the new year, im sharing 3 facts about me.
1) Since young, I had been choosing books over dolls. (not toys, im not abnormal lol)
2) I've been active in dance performances since i was nursery, so this year marks my almost 13 years of dancing (y)
3) I've never liked choir when i was in primary school. I thought they looked stupid with their costumes and standing still for like 3 songs. But now? I love it, I love it, I really do love it.
new years resolutions?
i'll post it up after my goodbye 2012.
happy schooling people!
enjoy christ church because i sure did! ^^
adeu
hahaha okay a fun fact: 2013 will be the first year after 1987 to not have a repeating number!
weehaa and so though we got no 13/13/13 we got 11/12/13 14:15:16
haha ok what am i doing.
O levels results (i think) in 8 days time.
walao my excitement for it died down since holidays started and it's not alive yet so i hope i continue feeling nonchalent about it because if not i'll not know what i'd do xD
anyway i kinda miss the feeling of not being able to sleep due to excitement for school next day.
but i miss the feeling of entering a new school more.
yay to new people!
if there's one thing i could bring from christ church to new school is 4E3 and chaissac.
can ah?
hahahahaha
omg my mum just came home with a giant (and i mean giant) pile of newsletters from polys.
hahaha k fun.
so to celebrate the new year, im sharing 3 facts about me.
1) Since young, I had been choosing books over dolls. (not toys, im not abnormal lol)
2) I've been active in dance performances since i was nursery, so this year marks my almost 13 years of dancing (y)
3) I've never liked choir when i was in primary school. I thought they looked stupid with their costumes and standing still for like 3 songs. But now? I love it, I love it, I really do love it.
new years resolutions?
i'll post it up after my goodbye 2012.
happy schooling people!
enjoy christ church because i sure did! ^^
adeu
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