Thursday, August 02, 2012

hey, a girl can dream

hello, the week's almost over and nah it's not the best week.
i let tired get in my way, or did i? haha i can't even differenciate!
so some people have been constantly motivating me and i appreciate that x
two teachers in particular, humans and pe.
they may not say it directly but somehow i feel so excited to work.
got back my correction for ss test which surprisingly i put in quite a lot of effort in.
but my results were a big, giant disappointment,
which is why i hate putting in effort.
but when mr sng said that it was good that i tried, i think it won't hurt to try again.
(even though i'd lose my confidence by then but who's counting.)
hahaha mr chua forever nice, taught me and eliza some basketball tricks and wallah we became pros.
jesslyn's not bad at all!
she can make high shots which was unexpected judging by her gentle (HAHA) character.
played extended pe with some people, namely ysm,lsm,jon,hy,rachel,sheena,yt,nelly,vik,valent,faris,fiona and jesslyn.
see i remembered hhah what.
math teacher wasn't present which was a good thing on my side cause i was sick and tired of math, and i'm afraid one more lesson would just make me lose interest.
so i just saw a post on fb about three of my friends being appointed as valedictorian for graduation day.
i think i approve except for maybe one of them, sorry just saying, people appeal thingy.
but they'll do great.
oh they're zachary,isabelle and ellysa!
i will never be able to make a speech about graduating because i watched too much high school musical and perhaps i will cry (i rarely cry okay)
and worse, publically.
eeee would hate to think that.
another side of me though, regrets not putting in effort last year.
which brings me to a lot of trouble this year.
but what's done is done and we can only work right?
heh.
had a class discussion about understudies by jeffery lim from telltale, and makes me feel like so conformed.
but that's the only way to keep this corrupted world in order.
as in not corrupted world, the world's not corrupted.
it's the inhabitants.
but we can't change anything now so blame whoever you were in your previous life!
not that i believe in previous lives and next lives.
just saying!
so i think it'd be cool if i had an overnight burning the midnight oil study session with my best buddies or anyone in the world. (not really anyone if you're a 2 year old you'll just disturb me)
hahah not like i have anything against kids man i love them but i'm no nanny mcphee.
So my phone memo, memo number 7/66 says that to burn the midnight oil:
1) Play music
2) Prepare snacks (apples are good)
3) Have dance breaks
4) Do weird exercises
and more to come.
how? i should try but i can't dance on my sisters can i?
hahahaha oh hell i sound rideeculus.
so er i broke my no wwe streak cause it's been a month, and i was dying of boredom.
i confined myself to twenty minutes out of three hours worth, and i caught this cute quote by jerry lawler: Two weeks ago, engagement ring. Tonight, wedding ring. You know what's next? Suffering!
and it was wrong of me to laugh but i did.
i'm felling pretty bummed right now but after ranting here i feel better, like wayyy better.
hopefully tumblr loads fast cause that is my second prescription.
i should start revising history i swear. started on other subjects except history.....
okay then, adeu!