"if you lost i beat you ten times every score you lose"

Hello, we're at syafiq's place~
Wait wait wait gonna take picture

-21 people rocks

 

 

Hey i'm back.

haha i can never resist the temptation to blog when i'm holding a laptop.

just figured out that i should be more sociable with the people closest to me.

doesn't make sense now, but i'm pretty certain it'd bring about a good change ^^

alright,

adeu ^^

 

p.s: white tigers are gorgeous oo i made it my new timeline cover

p.p.s: still hate timeline though

First impression matters, but they still change

Congrats tiffany for KJ
Yeah Tawni hart from sonny with a chance gave birth!
I like her, but after the twitter incident involving her, her husband and zac efron i kinda heh.
But still love tawni hart

"Where's my coco moco coco"

196th post

I'm progressing so slowly!


Question: What do you do when your parents keep saying you don't love them when you actually do?

(nothing personal ok)

The game is not over

Hello
Just heard about triple h leaving wwe
Soooooooooo sad
I swear.
But couldn't find a proper article that talks about it so i can't post anything proper.
My first reaction was "WHAT NO"
Then i reread.
Then i was like "WHAT NO"
Then i re re read.
Then i was like "WHAT NO"
what a horrible news to celebrate the end of my first prelim paper :(
I'm so affected wth.
I know he'll return but the thought of the WWE losing him is just....wrong.
I believe people generally would agree that he is one of the top two most greatest wrestlers, besides The Undertaker.
And if any of them had to leave i'll bawl my eyes out.
I just can't.
Oh god, the perks of growing up with something.
It was hard enough seeing high-5 casts change its members.
This should be harder, and it is.
Omg i believe i'm not overreacting.
I'm just that affected.
Ugh...............
Now let me go pray that he doesn't leave.
Haha kidding i wont pray that but i'll wish upon a non existant star :(
I just want him back, by hook or crook.



On the (not so) plus side, finished malay prelim.
Paper was quite easy but i shan't talk much, scared results disappointing.
Weather in woodlands is horrible!
Haze in the morning, but thankfully it rained, kinda washed away the haze.
Thank god ^^
I think 2 hours is too much for a language paper, but it's okay more sleeping time (don't really like sleeping though)
Tomorrow is english exam, hopefully the passage ain't too long.
(ain't is not really a word, right?)
Haha i should type proper english.
I used to love english until the format was Comprehension only.
Lol plus vocab, which is part of compre.
And summary.
I liked the one with synthesis and transformation, fill in the blanks, hahahaha ok i sound so primary schoolish.
Okay then, i should rest.
Did chemistry earlier on.
Currently at cik lin's house.
Rainy, jun wei and i'm not sure who else bought me a chicken soup book for inspirational teens.
So far it's been really inspiring, i wish to share it with everyone! ^^
It's almost miracle how normal people can succeed.
Let me share something, "Remember that the most successful people started normal"
So, you too can be successful!
Just gotta (let me cliche here) Dream hard and Work hard!
Okay, adeu ^^

p/s: still sad about triple h

P.p/s: sad about something else too :/ i hate being blamed for something i never done, and i hate older people judging me, especially my own family member! I feel so........... Unappreciated.

But it's ok i'll live (after i try to fix things) (hopefully they'll understand)

R.I.P Neil Armstrong

hello
yesterday turned out not so bad afterall.
i mean there were some disappointments but the people around me managed to turn things around.
ended the day with a movie with wana fat.
watched the apparition, quite scary!
i love-hate those kind of hanging endings but still like it overall.
keep imagining myself in their shoes then i realised i'd rather stay the way i am!
after that neoprinted, had loads of fun.
but the machine enlarged our eyes to make that kawaii (japanese for cute) effect which is weird and unneeded but it's ok it was fun!
then we went to pizza hut and became the second last to leave.
we got free beef lasagne hahahaahaha birthday present from the place xD
then took train and bus home, and we both forgot to bring key.
luckily the old man came home three minutes after we found out we had no key.
yay us!
anyway, staying at home today.
prelims is tomorrow (biology paper first, so i start on tuesday's malay paper)
whole family going out hopefully so i can concentrate xD
(not that i usually don't but just saying)
okay then, i should have lunch and start studying english, followed by social studies, maths, malay, and chemistry.
history and physics i'd study after dinner cause i need a lot of time ~_~
okay okay,
adeu ^^

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seventeen hundred

just found out why jericho left
he lost to dolph and i think the rules were if he lost, his contract gets terminated.
not fair

so far it's not so good
but yay it's getting worst by the second.
what is life uhhuhhhh

count your blessings

it's me again xD
so two things,
1) the weather is horrible bleargh.
2). i saw from tumblr that mysterio suffered a concussion :(
get well soon!
anyway, i feel desperate to read some malay books but i cant find any good ones yet.
i'm gonna have to settle with newspaper articles!
going out later,
adeu!

Sandman

hello!
quite unhappy about some things but plus side, i should smile more.
okay, adeu!

question: How do you show your bestfriend that you appreciate them?

Wow.

Hello!
It's my first blog post as a sixteen year old human
Hahahah ok stop it.
Thanks for the wishes, i'm really smiling to myself.
Mummy baked me a purple heart shaped cake!
S cute!
She said she wanted to make a WWE cake but decided to make that for me next year, insyaallah.
Omg can i express how much i love siti nurhaliza x.x
Since born i've loved her and her music awh ok why am i saying this now
Okay then, a birthday bye from a birthday future WWE star,
Adeu xo

Sixteen!

Hello!
A few more minutes till i turn sixteen x.x
That's way old but whatever i'll enjoy it.
Yay i'm on instagram!
@unsteriorey
I didn't want to make an account cause insta's closely linked to twitter, which i'm still against.
Yeah, twitter hater! XD
But it's also somehow tumblrish, which i love.
So i made one cause priya's got awesome news from there and i'm stoked to join :p
Okay okay so i never thought about what i wanted for my birthday this year.
One thing for sure, i'm alone at home now.
That's not cool :(
But it's ok i guess.
Not so, but still ok. :)
Ooo nelly bought a new phone!
Haha and Fatin gave me my birthday present just now!
A cute bracelet ahahaha so sweeeet and nice x
Hm, priya nivetha dee and ellysa are advanced wishers, (plus that guy from tagged whom i dont know)
Did physics and chem, followed by history.
Now doing malay hahahahahahhahahaahahahahahahahahahahaahahah ok weird
I've never done malay work before so it's quite a celebration which is why i chose it as my first insta photo :D
Okay, shall indulge in the inner countdown.
Omg i should like do everything i can in half hour and say to myself, "it's my last time eating as a fifteen year old, my last time breathing as a fift-" and so on xD
Okay i should go!
ByeBye!

Question: what's your favourite cake flavour?

P/s: changed my tumblr skin so the ask button is more visible! It's right beside the follow button on top!

Start with the person in the mirror

Hello!
Today was quite a productive day except for the fact that (i never mentioned my school before did i?) my vice principal needs anger management lesson.
And jessie j and hannah montana has to scream in her ears the lyrics to "Nobody's perfect"
You know i used to think she's a cool woman until i saw how she treated students just now.
She seems kinda sexist, judging by the way she treats boys better!
Or maybe her reasoning is she wants to mould girls to be like her.
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH what a.... Joke.
Tsh, annoying bugger la. You don't wanna lose respect like that.
Lucky for us we got an amazing principal.
I've decided to go to Gala dinner and thankfully, my lit classmates supported by joining along.
Thank you!
Cause i wanted to go, but was thinking about how if noone else went i'd be like so bored there.
Luckily eliza, ju, dee, ellysa, hongyang, richard, syafiq, andre and i'm not sure who else joined too!
Anyway forget about that, floated at causeway after school with ju, all cause i told her i was tired of studying for the day.
Just walked around talking about life after Os.
She wanted to study but lol i'm so evil i deprived her of it, and yes i should not do that to anyone again.
Omgomgomg cannot believe prelim is next week!
Not ready for physics and humans.
Hopefully i'd have managed to finish reading memorizing and writing the notes (which i still doubt its effectiveness)
Maths? I dont know hahaha no comment at all.
It's like i dont know what to do except wait for the paper, which is wrong but bleah.
(random comment: i like the way indonesians speak english hahaha nice!)
Malay deproving, got to pick up my momentum and score another Distinction hopefully.
Anyway, went to the library to look for pride and prejudice (mr chai recommended and i've always wanted to read but never found it) and it was on loan pft
Rainy asked if i wanted to lunch with her and jun wei tomorrow after maths remedial.
Ofcourse i agreed! It's been a really long time since we talked actually.
Hopefully mr chai won't extend the lesson too long!
Anyway, tomorrow would be the eve of my birthday and people are already wishing on tagged!
However random i appreciate the heads up :D
(another random comment: i thought my purple contacts were more obvious than my green ones from afar, but i stand corrected a few times)
Anyway P.E was fun!
Played netball.
By the third game i was half dead, and i couldn't even catch the ball xD
No la actually i was bored of the game already.
Haha the perks of being a not-so-sporty person?
Okokok i should, shall and will go now.
Adeu!

Question: What's your favourite lesson in school? Message me on tumblr! Http://www.coffingummies.tumblr.com

Best in the world, still.

Hello, just got horrible news :(
Chris jericho is leaving WWE.
Ah i know :(
This sucks why is he leaving ughhhhh
I hate him but this is like edge all over again
He's like a legend he shouldn't leave :(
Now excuse me while i try not to be too emotional.

//BUT WHYYYYYY :(

//this coming from a hater means it's really sad to see him leave.

//whatmore for his fans :(

//thankyouchris

Moonlight sonata

Hello!
It's 1.29am and i'm thinking of pizza.
Thanks to sonny with a chance.
Weird la xD
Anyway rotted At home today.
Wanted to go out right?
But wana was so annoying, my tolerance level is negative seventy nine thousand
I wish to not spend any second with her because she is so annoying
Ugh
I never done weird things before but can i walk to mac now?
Can't sleep anyways :/
I should find a solution.
Bye :@
Adeu

Vanannehudgs

Hello!
I've loved vanessa since high school musical started, aand i didn't know her favourite colour is purple! And she has a cute white tiger backpack.
Ok random.
Going out, supposed to find shoes but jalan raya instead.
Lol actually truthfully supposed to be in school xD
Dont know la must eat a gallon of sleeping pills.
Yeah :( still having sleeping problems.
It's annoying sometimes!
Okay, should siap now,
Adeu! ^^



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i almost forgot

question for today: What's your favourite way to celebrate your birthday?/ Who is your favourite artiste?

thank you for the responses the last question. love you xo

A plus and minus makes a plus

hello, summerslam results were quite disappointing :/
here:

Pre-Show: United States Championship Match
Antonio Cesaro def. Santino Marella to become the new United States Champion

i've always fancied santino as united states, so this is a minus.

Chris Jericho def. Dolph Ziggler

this is definately a plus. Legend over newbie, anyday. oh i wonder if vickie helped?

Daniel Bryan def. Kane

minus, kane is supposed to be a big red machine! he cannot lose to d bryan, just not right.

Intercontinental Championship Match
The Miz def. Rey Mysterio

definately a minus. i wonder how rey can lose to the miz?

World Heavyweight Championship Match
Sheamus def. Alberto Del Rio

plus! i hate del rio, and sheamus is just too good for him.

Tag Team Championship Match
R-Truth & Kofi Kingston def. The Prime Time Players

plus ofcourse! the team of kofi and truth is a blast! they never fail to amaze.

Triple Threat WWE Championship Match
CM Punk def. John Cena vs. Big Show

i believe it's a plus, punk is good. but i love cena's spirit too. big show? maybe not so much of a champ material? sorry i like him though.

The "Perfect Storm"
Brock Lesnar def. Triple H

this. i cannot say. both are great wrestlers, strong and have devastating moves. however i was on triple H's favour. i wanted him to win. Nobody walks into monday night raw after leaving for a long time and demand the show to be renamed after him. Loser brock! i used to like him years back

http://www.wwe.com

so it's 2nd day of raya!
:D
not sure if going out, but maybe people coming instead.
hm, plus side!
Happy 20th birthday Dementria Devonne Lovato.
i just cant express how frustrating it is to love someone who doesn't even know you exist xD
but it's ok la, i still love her.
not in a les kind of way please x(
she's like really inspiring.
i wasn't one of those self mutilators who indirectly got help from her.
i was inspired by her voice, her talent basically.
and how people used to say her voice is not universal.
i think she's so versatile.
her voice is strong, and is getting stronger.
her unbroken album is my favourite, ever.
it shows off her vocal, and place her way up there.
happy birthday.
please make more music for us LOVATICS x

anyway, 5 days to my birthday! :D

Looks good?

You'll need to handle matters of the heart very carefully on Monday. But romantic help's on the way -- maybe in an unexpected form -- on Tuesday, Wednesday or Thursday. And people are all about being in your company right now. Maybe it's because you're doing, reading and thinking interesting things, and you're ready, willing and eager to share! Everything won't go perfectly on Friday, but perfect is the enemy of good (and sometimes funny). Later, on Saturday and Sunday, you'll be flaming hot -- doesn't it feel great?

Horoscope looks good, hahaha k, last house!

Wasted, but there's not much we can do

Hari raya, forgiving. :)
But if we can't forgive and forget, then we give the friendship up.

the biggest party of the summer

oh, i forgot to mention.
Nineteen August, SUMMERSLAM!

match line up:

Pre show match: Santino Marella vs. Antonio Cesario (Singles match for the WWE United States Championship)
Triple H vs. Brock Lesnar (with Paul Heyman)
CM Punk vs. Big Show vs John Cena (Triple Threat match for the WWE Championship)
Kane vs Daniel Bryan
Dolph Ziggler vs. Chris Jericho
The Miz vs. Rey Mysterio (Singles match for the WWE Intercontinental Championship)
R-Truth and Kofi Kingston vs The Primetime Players (Tag team match for the WWE Tag Team Championship)
Sheamus vs Alberto Del Rio (Singles match for the WWE World Heavyweight Championship

excited, but can't watch.
oh well.
wait till 8November ^^
until then, hardcore studying!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!

omg it's finally here!
it's like an insane time to be excited but who cares?!
today i'd get to eat too much food, and meet too many people (cousins! uncle aunties grandma grandpa!) and get $$ haaha kidding dont really care bout that part.
the important thing is cousins! xD
yayyy
this year i'd be adorning (CEH KIDDING) a purple baju kurung.
oooo green contacts (cause green contacts make me look alien and i like it?)
black wedge. (i usually wear stilettos for raya but bringing it up a notch this year)
okay i'm so excited my vocab words are not here with me, pardon my nonsensical vocabulary and spelling ^^
Red bag (red is soooooo striking and dare i say it, sexayyyy xP)
hearing the takbir right now.
some might feel sad.
for me it's mixed feeling.
my uncle who passed away last october's birthday is today :/
al-fatihah to him, may he be placed among your loved ones O allah.
my mum and her siblings must find it hard.
he's always been one of the life of the parties.
we'll try to keep their minds off it by asking for food again and again!
anyway just now at 6am, i woke up and was like "dangg, i didn't wake up for predawn!" until i saw my grandma ironing my bro's raya costume.
then i peacefully slept back
my bros and dad at the mosque, performing the raya prayers!
chiqa helping grandma bake... yes at this timing!
hahahaha ok so usually in my family, while waiting for the lads to return from the mosque, we girls prepare fooooood!
we'll all wear a random raya costume for morning.
then we'll all lepak infront of tv till about noon, and then we'll change to out "first day costume" as we know it.
cause first day is usually for closest relative, which is parent's parents.
all aunties cousins eill meet there.
sometimes other siblings would tKe charge, and grandma and grandpa will meet there.
so it's really exciting as it's bonding and just in malay term, "mengeratkan silaturahim".
i must start working on my malay after almost 7 months not using is properly.
okay! i think i should experimant with hairstyles while waiting!
anyway i'm starting this question for today thing since i'm receiving asks on tumblr, which is sooo exciting too! :D

Question for today: What's your favourite festive hairstyle? Message me on tumblr!

What dreams are made of

Hello!
Wowww the views :O
Morning met syuh at bustop hahah.
Assembly was crap.
So bored with life at school
Kidding, results for O levels mother tongue was out.
Those who got distinctions were the usuals.
So proud of Atikah, nelly :')
Also sheena,nivetha, rainy jun wei, qian wei, yu ting, rachel, jesslyn, and all those who managed to score As.
The rest did awesome too!
I was the excited one xD
English oral awh i didn't do too well but i didn't think it was too bad either.
Such an easy topic i couldn't talk.
Wasted :(
Ok, let bygones be bygones.
Hahaha inappropriate use of idioms.
Now it's an inappropriate choice of word.
Lol whatever.
I dont feel too good, so i should go cheer myself up
Adeu ^^

Bona fied

Hello!
Missed school for the zillionth time :/
I should go often.
Nothing much happened today, except after cleaning the house made me feel excited for raya!
Tomorrow is my Os oral, i didn't even know until the past week!
Now i regret not paying attention in mrs rajakumar's class (suddenly i forgot if she's a mrs mdm or ms) :O
This is so important!
Oral's like the easiest way to score for english!
And since i'm getting worse in one of my favourite subject, it's like a redemption in the future.
(oh i believe she's a mrs, yes she is right?)
Haha i feel so evil.
Hmph.
Okay, shall school tomorrow.
Thursday's timetable is sooo....
maths, sciences
But on the many many plus side, three periods of lit and also PE!
Tomorrow HEMS thingy.
Excited for oral yet unprepared @-@
Shall do some random picture conversation with Ain who sat/is sitting for her PSLE english yesterday and malay tomorrow when she comes back from geylang with the mums and dads.
Okay,
Adeu ^^

Foster

Hello :)
My mind is not sorted!
I dont even know what to think or do
This sucks i feel so disconnected from myself.
Any tips? :(
Message me on tumblr http://www.coffingummies.tumblr.com
Lol
I am annoyed with myself hahah how could this be.
But in all honesty i don't feel good about myself right now, and it's wrong and i'm desperate to change it but i have no idea and motivation.
I shall just tumblr to find quotes and stuff.
You'd never know how powerful and impactful words can be! :)

Anyway, school was mm..
Lit was fun la as usual.
Cce was unique :)
Other subjects were fine.
Chemistry was fun too with haryati and ysm ^^
I'm physically wiped out.......
Huhhhh.
This is why i should sleep.
So adeu! ^^

We will never ever ever get back together

Hello!
A lot of things in my busy mind....
Nevermind about that what i can think about now is break fast!
Hahha 3 minutes time ^^
Since young, the hour before break fast is always the longest hour.
And the nearer it gets, the longer it feels.
Haha power of mindset!
Did maths paper 2 finally.
It was weird and weird.
Plus a little bit of weird.
Oh plua!
I heard taylor's new song, her voice is weird o.o
And miley cut her hair :(
Her gorgeous to-die-for locks she cut it off she chopped it off.
But she still looks pretty xx

Alter Ego

Hello!
Glad to be back in school ^^
was late, haha.
Night studies last session just now.
I'm quite sad hahahs though i don't pay attention and interact but it just feels so fun and natural.
Meaning i didn't make full use of it.
Haiseh.
Maths?
Losing interest, sucks :(
I want to just hold on to the last inch of motivation just until prelims.
Broke fast with eatgo and ju, bought ph and kfc~
I'm currently facing ss notes, trying to memorize.
Hopefully i can do it xD
Anyway wana and ain is so ugh, gay. (it's the wrong adjective, maybe obsessed would be better) over CJR.
I feel like tossing them into the washing machine and never let them out.
Lol!
Tomorrow, looking forward to two things.
1) Lit lesson
2) Math mock paper 2 (which i was supposed to do just now but didn't)
And i am not looking forward to
1) A math lesson
2) E math lesson
3) Chemistry lesson
4) English lesson
Hahahaha kidding.
Just worried cause i kinda left my books at jurong.
Anyway i was playing with my phone when i got a text from a friend.
It states that "Imagine a man with no hands (no offence please uhh) doing jumping jacks, they'll look like poch (ongs)" i spent a few minutes laughing and another few feeling bad.
See, alter ego xD
Hahaha talking about alter ego we had a fun night class.
Ellysa and Eliza forever entertaining xD
Anyway about the stupid jumping jacks thing, i wonder who thought of that xD
But it's cool though.
If there were nobody to spend their time thinking about crap, our lives would be pretty much mundane.
Hmm, speaking of mundane i should get back to reading my ss notes and maybe, just maybe, do my maths.
Adeu! ^^

Streamlining

Hello!
I bought my first day raya costume!
Purple purple purple :D
Hhahaha happy.
But didn't enjoy the full trip cause wana the giant was soooooo annoying.
Okay, school tomorrow.
Adeu ^^

reminiscent

hello!
my favourite raya song is on the radio xD
i rarely choose a favourite but i just like this song above the others....i think?
like i call this song my favourite cause if i hear it in a shop i'd make an effort to stay until it ends HAHA wth xD
it's weird cause the song is slow and is not relatable to me at all!
i woke up, i thought it was 3pm.
then i went to the living room i was thinking, "why isn't my dad waking us all up?" cause we were supposed to go geylang today.
then i slept for awhile more.
then i heard radio saying, "it's 12 august, and now is 2pm" or something like that.
then i woke up checked the time it was only 11am xD
dazed super dazed.
my siblings are still asleep.
my grandma is making her famous pineapple tart
it's so nice you will eat it even when you're sleepy, full, angry, moodleas, crazy and will find it hard to stop.
if only i can share the taste via internet xD
she never fails to make it every year i know cause 16 years ago until now, i always enjoyed the familiar taste.(16 years ago i wasn't even born o.o)
no it's not nice cause i'm used to the taste but it really is nice!
ok stop i can't convince anyone.
hahaha let's hope she finishes soon.
actually no difference eh i'd still be fasting.
hmm, ok then i'll layan (malay for entertain) myself with raya songs
plus i'm still in national day mode so let's see.
wished my cousins were here.
haiyaaa ok deh, i shall wait for one of my siblings to wake up and play with them.
adeu! ^^

Still loving you

Hello!
At grandma's place, snd yana is here!
Hahaha i love sharing lame jokes with her, it's like elika!
I miss elika :(

victorious

hello!
it's my 170th post.
just reached home after an insanely fun day.
iftared at jurong, saw a ....... hahahahaha ok kid.
the uztaz ceramah very cool.
hip uztaz lol what
but he did make me want to pray everyday!
haha inspiring
then grandlinked for 3 hours.
nearing the end time the whole place's karaoke system jaaaam.
then went to tt to supper + pre dawn.
had lots of laugh here, my bro's getting lamer and it's funny sia
dad bough chiqa a spongebob balloon and ipin balloon.
spongey got released into the air accidentaly
ipin was punctured by chiqa
it didn't last two hours hahahahah xD
it's 4.23am now, and i should be sleeping but i'm hyped.
tomorrow looking for raya costume yay
homeworks not touched i am prepared to die on monday
i left my math book in class.............
no comment again.
anyway anyway anyway saw kak aisyah at grandlink!
omgosh we were all screaming xD
mmm i heard the O levels mt results will be out on monday?
whatever it is, goodluck.
no use wishing now right hahah but still, i believe in miracles xD
hahaha so cheeeeesy.
hope tomorrow geylang not packed pft.
i dont mind but i rather not, hmm no sense
okay dehh, i should go.
adeu! ^^

happy birthday juan ^^

Drowned in you

Hello!
It's so annoying i can't sleep.
It is annoying At times where you, i mean i, feel so tired bleah (tho it's kinda good)
i need sleeping pills sia hahaha k tried it once and it didn't work
I need a personal classical music player.
Hahaha nonsense
K bye

Sixteen Wishes

Hello!
Currently watching 16 wishes but may be abandoning it soon as youtube is not loading
So annoying watch until 37 minutes plua then stuck.
Pfft cute movie anyways,am excited to see the ending.
But i think wuite expected.
But cute anyway.
Hahaha okay, pre dawning in an hour plus time
Adeu ^^

I am titanium

Hello!
Is titanium strong?
Lol hahahahahaha because "bulletproof"
Whaaaaaat am i talking.
Anyway today was fuun.
Was late to elly's house, heh.
Had to take a million takes for titanium.
And wallah atlast dee said the video no sound.
I think iphone got something against us eee i hate iphone ~.~
so evvvviiiiillll
Hahah nonsense.
Hm, tomorrow iftar, after that karaoke!
It's been a while.
Okay so after having such a great holiday, i should/will/must gear up and start mugging (i dont like the word mugging, is there another word?) for prelims.
Though i think the papers would be killers, i just work for it lah k.......
People around me already started gear 79 and i not yet shucks.
Where do they get they motivation from x(
Hahah okay i'll just anyhow motivate myself la.
Ish i sound so pathetic with a capital X (there's no X in there, btw)
Waduuh i'm getting lamer by the second so i better gogogogogoooooo
Adeu! ^^

It feels so right

Hello!
Happy cause it's been awhile since lepaked with family.
At east coast, the wind is powaar.
Blasting national day songs and hari raya songs xD
Abey happy sendiriiiii~
Gilaaaaaa.
Tomorrow jamming with dee and ellysa again~
Breaking fast with them arsu.
Ape aku merepek alamakk.
I feel hyper, i've been reapplying the lipgloss i just bought a billion times.
Hahahahahaha just kidding.
Maybe i did in my head.....i think.
Anyway i think i'm not the only one who thinks that National day feels/seems weird without mr s.r nathan.
Hahaha okay, before i start type-singing (raiyan introduced this term to me two years ago lol), i should go
Anyway, to all muslims,
Let's make full use of Lailatul qad'ar
:D
amin.
Adeu!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAYYYY (i dont want this day to end)

A feeling that binds us one and all

hello xD
so i'm missing the nadional day parade.
wasted, i know.
but i can't bring myself to go there.
i had fun with my friends though, every saturday since june holidays xD
put up the best show tonight okay!
maybe i'll dance along, lol
hmm i'm in both national day and raya mood
've been splurting random lyrics and tunes since morning.
hahaha fake
okay hopefully youtube loads at amazing speed today.
i want to blast some weird music.
okay then,
happy national day once again!
adeu ^^

Celebrate Singapore

I might have mentioned national day a lot but hahaha i just like national days.
I like to see singapore spirit, i like to shout mostly xD
I just watched angus thongs and perfect snogging for the gazillionth time.
Aaron johnson woo~
I like how the story revolves around the idea that everything is gonna be okay.
It's cute.
Haha.
Happy birthday to nur syahidah atiqah bte mohd hussein (alamak spell correct or not?)
Haha, she's 18 today.
The first time we met i was in K1, meaning it was about.... 11 years ago :O
Which makes it that she was in primary one?
Whatta hell i feel so old.
Talking bout old, i'm turning sixteen in like two weeks time, fatin's turning 16 four days after me, and rainy's gonna turn 16 too, five days after me.
Errrrr no comment.
Anyway let's talk about community songs xD
I like all ndp songs but the older ones are better as it more vastly incorporates the spore spirit.
Ahahah language merepek
One of my fondest memories were in K2, i was in PAP
That was year 2002 i think, yes 10 years ago.
My teacher, a female indian teacher put (lol put?) me on a table and what i remembered was i danced and my whole class followed what i was doing.
It was funny because i remember making up stupid steps and oh the joy of seeing people follow your stupid steps xD
The song was We will get there and since that point, the song had been my favourite national day song :D
As year pass, music becomes more advanced, so nday songs are made more unique.
Problem is, not everyone can appreciate the fine art of music itself, and it just wouldn't work because nday songs are supposed to be communityish.
Simple tunes like Stand up for singapore, count on me singapore or perhaps reach out for the skies can garner more listeners, (and memorizers) also sing alongers.
At this rate i promise i can get an A9 for english.
Ahaha i should go.
But i'm bored.
Fb is dead, tumblr...
Oh yeah tumblr.
But i've been tumblring since just now.
Wattpad, nah.
Youtube, bleah.
9gag, hmph.
Okay stoppit
I really should go, haha.
Adeu!

Memorandum of Understanding

Hello!
School national day celebration just now~
Concert was too short but the choir was awesome!
Sing along was fun but four songs is not enough for our appeasement.
Hahaha what.
In class did some fun stuffs with nelly.
So tomorrow singapore will turn 47!
That is so old yet so young.
Assembling at PA at 1.30pm urgh.
Too early.
I was supposed to have the day off, lol.
Ok i understand i am not making any sense for the past few sentences but it's ok i guess.
Broke fast with tears because my mum used a weird but super spicy chlli to cook.
It's my first time tasting that level of spicyness!
Even wasabi cannot compare xD
Everyone was eating with tears hahahah wth.
My brother then said, it's good to drink milk to remove the spicy taste.
And yes....
Hhahah.
Did a video for my friends with a song that suits so well somehow.
Oh i want to say thanks to the transportations today you were so quick i didn't have to wait a second!
Er, i dont make sense again.
I should go,
Adeu!

happy birthday singapore!

161th

lol my previous post was my 160th.
progressing so slowly!
my previous blog reached 619 in just a blink of an eye.
oh well, 458 more post till i open another blog!
didn't take mc, and tomorrow is national day celebration!
I love spore x ♥

fearless

hello lads.
currently at the library waiting for babybush/walrus.
chiqa's infront of me talking to the books........
i think she's like wana, she prefers dolls over books.
unless the book is interesting enough.
As for me, when i was a child, books were my life.
I chose books over dolls or toys.
unless the toys were interesting enough.

so for me the library is a magical place.
sounds so cheesy but it's true!
like there are endless possibilities to explore.
but some people cannot appreciate libraries.
they come here sometimes merely to lepak. (malay for hangout)
some come to do homeworks and atleast it served its purpose.
haha.
when i was a kid, (now too) i like the children's activities held in the libraries!
storytelling, games. it was fun and is a good child distractor when mums are trying to look for recipes.

wait why am i talking about libraries?
oh shucks, haha bubye!

Super bolt

Anyway about Usain bolt, he set an olympic record and won the gold medal ^^

Crossing the line in an Olympic record of 9.63sec, the 25-year-old became the first man to defend an Olympic sprint title since Carl Lewis in 1988. Legend? Job done. What did Bolt have to say to the doubters? "I have nothing to say," said the two-times Olympic champion. "I said it on the track. All they can do is talk. I said when it comes to the championships it's all about me." Did he ever doubt his own ability? "I was slightly worried about my start, so I sat in the blocks a bit, but I executed and that was the key. My coach said, 'Stop worrying about your start, your best race is at the end.'"

(www.guardian.co.uk)

You make me feel like a million bucks

Hello!
Missed school today x.x
Woke up with a feeveer and took pen-a-doll
Okay what's up with me.
Haha, anyway, happy birthday Ellysa aka ellyphant aka bik nab!
She must be the class' most merepek girl!
But we still love her~
Hm, want to travel to the clinic but i'm lifeless.
I dread the travelling.
Why? Oh yes because i used to live exactly beside woodlands polyclinic.
So i just had to jump down (i live at the 2nd floor so it's pretty safe) and roll for a few seconds and poof, i reach the registration counter.
Now? Must go down the lift, (8th floor sucks) walk to the bus stop, wait for the bus, board the bus, wait until i reach the destination, alight, and find that many people are already there.
Whoa. =__=
And this is why we should not take anything for granted!
ah i feel pretty bad, health sake and it's just 5 hours after i ate predawn meal.
Please please let me fast don't get in my way sickness.
Lol thinking about it i'm not actually sick right now, it's like on off.
I sport a high fever one second and it can be gone the other.
or i can be healthy and suddenly faint and spring up again like nothing happened.
Okay obviously that was exaggerated but...
I just wanted to share my thoughts on how i think that the human brain is really, really powerful.
Psych yourself in the wrong way, you become negative.
Use it to the best of your ability, la.
Don't take it for granted.
Learn new things, use up your brain space (About 4 terabytes?) which a lot and is there for a reason okay!
I am so out of line, which is why i will never be like xiaxue or theresa even xD
But i like it this way ^~^
anyway my title is from cimorelli's original, million bucks.
A catchy song with awesome harmns.
Okay, lemme end with a quote

Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world.

Harriet Tubman

Adeu

We can stop the world

Hello!
I might be late but i've just lately embasked in the glory of olympics 2012
And i regret not watching since day 1 but it's okay.
Just watched gymnastics, one of my favourite events ever.
I love love love the medal sash or whatever you call that thing, because it's purple!
And the whole arena is like fuschia which is gorgeous and i like~
I also like synchronized swimming.
Oh! Usain bolt running tonight is it?
I wonder if he could break his own record!
I bet that's what everyone else is wondering too!
Watched women's table tennis earlier, a bronze for singapore, congrats!
Watched a bit of swimming, diving (i love diving too!), relays and stuff.
So yesterday was ndp preview, quite fun except for the fact that things were super awkward with my own bestfriend. Lol.
Okayyyy so yesterday was my choir conductor's- ex choir conductor's birthday.
Happy birthday ^^
And hmm, mr chai posted selena gomez lyrics on fb.......
Which made me gasp because omg it's selena gomez! :O
So weird yet so normal.
Hahah.
I miss demi's music even though i listen to her like everyday.
School tomorrow, prelims in 22 days time.
I got serious work to do and i need new found discipline which i haven't found yet :/
Anyone selling?
Hahaha aku merepek
Okay what else...
Nothing!
So i guess that's all!
Goodbye, adeu ^^

"If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change the way you think about it"

Wind of change

Hello, so it's friday!
School was not so productive but i had fun, kind of.
Played ball after school for a tad with dee, nelly and julia.
A* programme was filled with would you rather questions with fatin.
Queer things like "would you rather eat a cup full of eraser dust or a full length snake?"
And we kinda coloured someone's newspaper.
Sorry, i still don't know whose xD
But they look better right....
Okay today was uneventful and hm hopefully tomorrow would be better.
It's raining also, dampens my already bottom rock mood.
Lol jk after eating mama's cooking i was shot in the face and woke up with a new mindset.
To those feeling down, read my tumblr! (Coffingummies.tumblr.com)
I specially reblog inspirational quotes to virtually help you get back up, alive and kicking!
Not really kicking but you get me.
Anyway special shoutout to my newest niece, maira aleesyha.
Get well soon, i know i haven't seen you yet and you haven't seen me yet but i can't wait to see you.
You have two awesome brothers who will protect you and fight for you,
Well um either that or they will bully you but either way you'll be loved and pampered by them.
Lika 3 years difference, it's gonna be so cool when they grow up!
Imagine *touchwood and more wooden materials* she gets her first heartbreak, her brothers would be like all out to kill the guy
Oh shucks i read too much chicken soup.
Sorry out of line.
But anywhoots i am excited to meet you.
You got one awesome aunt over here, and a baby aunt called chiqa. Also an elephant aunt called hornswoggle wana.
Lol never fail to make me laugh.
My nephews actually listened to me and calls wana "Auntie woggle" hahahahahah.
This weekend i gotta go all science.
And next week, i'll do humans.
Prelims timetable out. Starts with a bio paper the monday after my birthday.
For me, higher malay paper is first.
After so long of not doing malay i'm rusted.
Wait is there such a word....
Whatever xD
I wished i could skip humans paper, not ready ~.~
maths is anticipated, just because i want to see if putting in effort is really worth it.
On my part ofcourse i'm still torturing myself with more dosage each time.
Okay now i'm not really in good terms with myself, basically because my mind and body doesn't seem to connect.
Does yoga help?
Hahhahaha yoghurt sure does!
Okay before i start making up stories about a dinosaur buying chanel i'd better scurry off.
Adeu ^^

congratulary

heyy why is my blogviews increasing at this time
hahah thanks
so i dont want to sleep tonight.
if i sleep, tomorrow i'd faint of tiredness.
if i dont well i'd feel drunk and have an extra battery to supply me
hahaha okay bad description dont trust whateevr i said about myself.
so got news that undertaker and michelle mccool is expecting their first child :')
their child would be so cool!
"ooh my dad's mark callaway aka the undertaker, king of wrestlemania, and my mum's a former diva's champion! whaddya have to say to that?!"
other kids would-
okay why am i thinking so far i can't imagine taker being a daddy oh gohahaha
that would be weird yet cool but hahaha rip my son, he will say, laying his child's head on the bed shaped like a coffin, and a nightlight shaped like a tombstone.
okay brain floating too far come back come back.
byebye :D

congratulations undertaker and michelle!

hey, a girl can dream

hello, the week's almost over and nah it's not the best week.
i let tired get in my way, or did i? haha i can't even differenciate!
so some people have been constantly motivating me and i appreciate that x
two teachers in particular, humans and pe.
they may not say it directly but somehow i feel so excited to work.
got back my correction for ss test which surprisingly i put in quite a lot of effort in.
but my results were a big, giant disappointment,
which is why i hate putting in effort.
but when mr sng said that it was good that i tried, i think it won't hurt to try again.
(even though i'd lose my confidence by then but who's counting.)
hahaha mr chua forever nice, taught me and eliza some basketball tricks and wallah we became pros.
jesslyn's not bad at all!
she can make high shots which was unexpected judging by her gentle (HAHA) character.
played extended pe with some people, namely ysm,lsm,jon,hy,rachel,sheena,yt,nelly,vik,valent,faris,fiona and jesslyn.
see i remembered hhah what.
math teacher wasn't present which was a good thing on my side cause i was sick and tired of math, and i'm afraid one more lesson would just make me lose interest.
so i just saw a post on fb about three of my friends being appointed as valedictorian for graduation day.
i think i approve except for maybe one of them, sorry just saying, people appeal thingy.
but they'll do great.
oh they're zachary,isabelle and ellysa!
i will never be able to make a speech about graduating because i watched too much high school musical and perhaps i will cry (i rarely cry okay)
and worse, publically.
eeee would hate to think that.
another side of me though, regrets not putting in effort last year.
which brings me to a lot of trouble this year.
but what's done is done and we can only work right?
heh.
had a class discussion about understudies by jeffery lim from telltale, and makes me feel like so conformed.
but that's the only way to keep this corrupted world in order.
as in not corrupted world, the world's not corrupted.
it's the inhabitants.
but we can't change anything now so blame whoever you were in your previous life!
not that i believe in previous lives and next lives.
just saying!
so i think it'd be cool if i had an overnight burning the midnight oil study session with my best buddies or anyone in the world. (not really anyone if you're a 2 year old you'll just disturb me)
hahah not like i have anything against kids man i love them but i'm no nanny mcphee.
So my phone memo, memo number 7/66 says that to burn the midnight oil:
1) Play music
2) Prepare snacks (apples are good)
3) Have dance breaks
4) Do weird exercises
and more to come.
how? i should try but i can't dance on my sisters can i?
hahahaha oh hell i sound rideeculus.
so er i broke my no wwe streak cause it's been a month, and i was dying of boredom.
i confined myself to twenty minutes out of three hours worth, and i caught this cute quote by jerry lawler: Two weeks ago, engagement ring. Tonight, wedding ring. You know what's next? Suffering!
and it was wrong of me to laugh but i did.
i'm felling pretty bummed right now but after ranting here i feel better, like wayyy better.
hopefully tumblr loads fast cause that is my second prescription.
i should start revising history i swear. started on other subjects except history.....
okay then, adeu!