Wednesday, April 12, 2023

07.58am

Maybe God made us different so I can absorb pain on our behalf
Keep me steady, make me the bigger person who will always choose love over ego
If anything, i'll get more pain upfront but no regrets later
Remind myself you're hurting, somewhere, something, and you are unable to express it 
Remind myself that the cure to these strong feelings is love and light
Pain cannot cancel each other out
If I can choose how to react, so shall I

Had a mini raya shoot last night which meant I got to wear baju kurung and play bunga api
Had a lonely boring night but today is all up to me
I miss Vivo and Sentosa so I might do something about it
Let me check the weather forecast (pls be good) 
Have a wonderful day

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08.10am

Ok I just rewatched the bratz movie after so long and wow for a movie I can almost memorize, I felt new feelings
So... nostalgic, in a could've been way
I thought my life would turn out that way but sis we're so far off
Issok, all will be well