Friday, March 10, 2023

13.03pm

I needed alone time to feel and release
But obligations call me
Again, 
What hurts most is having to put up a strong front
Oh Allah, help me go through today.
I put my heart in your hands, the hands that will never hurt or let me doubt for a second
Protect me.

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16.03pm

When god already made it easier on the heart, why still fight to feel?
Be present.
In the present everything is okay.
Im happy,
I just brought yayan to the playground for the first time and he fell asleep right when we got home
Im waiting for spicy nuggets which is done cause the airfryer just dinged
Im drinking iced green tea and even though I have zero data it's still so fast for the first time ever
In the present, everything is okay
Ultimately, all is well