22.43pm

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah

Blessings after blessings, I'm most thankful

Never thought i'd fall in love again so quickly but my nephew came into this world while I was in KL with bestoe and family

I miss him right after getting home from seeing him

Grow strong and healthy, baby boy

Your many many aunties, uncles, grandmas, grandpas, great grandmas and great grandpas are all here to love and nurture you forevermore

I love you and already cannot wait to see you again!

Also Alfie called me aunty unpromptedly a few times today

Why u grow so big baby!!!! Now you abang already 

Makes me miss Fahri so much too

So much to blog about but for now, just know ive had a really fun and blessed week 

02.34am

Im in KL

My baby nephew is born

So much things to digest but i should sleep

Gotta get on the road by 730am 

02.12am

Happy 32nd birthday Along!! ♡

Still cant believe I have facebook posts wishing his birthday of him aged YOUNGER than me NOW social media is so weird

I have to leave home in about 4 hours so I dont know how.. I can fall asleep 

Best case scenario I fall asleep shortly after posting this

If not we'll see ahaha hopefully the scene goes well and easy and comfortable

Bismillah

00.50am

Left home for work at 9.15pm and got back via production cab and now am back and washed 

Dream life or what lol 

Alhamdulillah for all opportunities

Tonight someone said I "have the air stewardess look"

First of all HAHAHA kelakar

Second of all does that mean I have customer service face cause eww not interested just cause I lazy entertain humans (great at it, but lazy)

My gangster branding overrules them all

My contacts have been so dry the whole night so im relieved to finally give my eyes a break

01.58am

Kinda relieved that tomorrow my work is nighttime

I feel unstoppable right now

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10.11am

So funny I never have zoom meetings but today I have two!

One down, one to go but in the evening so time to resume rest 

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14.58pm

Me: does things that people can consider crazy 

Me to me: why u do that

Me to me: what is life without yolo policy 

Me to me: ok true go on 

00.53am

Hate the stupid media industry for perpetuating the stupid ideal beauty standard

Cue Singapore production houses;

1) I just saw a post casting for CHILDREN- and their criteria, even BEFORE the age, was "Good looking". WHAT IN THE TOYOL what the heck ??????? How is it even REMOTELY okay to judge kids by the way they look in accordance to your BACKWARDS beauty standards???

2) Payment for caucasians/chinese/korean/japanese are almost always significantly more than others- this another utter bullshit. If everyone is feeding what the big boy hollywood would want, we will NEVER grow as an artistic society

Eh Singapore, you are blessed with a multicultural society- lead the world into a better place instead of being losers

So annoying especially the children part

I hate it with my entire being, everyone deserves to feel beautiful

It hurts my heart whenever anyone around me speaks less of themselves

Kinda annoying also actually

Like who in the heck says you need to compare yourself with anyone????

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01.23am

I was so emotional so many times at the convocation today

I think cause I was literally among dream chasers

Most of them wouldnt have been crazy enough to get arts education in Singapore if they didnt believe in dreams coming true

05.47am

Two things

Firstly, had an annoying-people filled morning but had a literal there's always light in the darkest of time moment I will share later and it changed my whole day and my day went well

Secondly, just finished rewatching the Thai cave rescue for the 2nd time and I cried more than the first time lol really well done netflix if you could do more this and less of the korean shows maybe i'd check you out more

May Allah ease all our affairs and protect us with his grace

Insyaallah amin

05.15am

Here i was at 430am thinking wow I am so well rested I slept so well only woke up once at 230am 

Then I realised I didnt fall asleep at 9 or even 10pm

I slept barely 3 hours hello body 

Thankfully my morning shift got pushed to noon 

23.49pm

Was dreading work but once I got there it was fine but now im home I dread it again for tomorrow

At least I know it'll be all good when it comes down to it

I miss having back to back shoots already!!!

22.43pm

We are safely home!

Alhamdulillah for the trip

My heart is very full 

I only bought two things- a cute cute cute cup with lid and a RM1 floral headband hehe

Also got a massage with mama just cause we got tired of walking around while waiting for elephant wona to finish doing her hair

(ksl why u no have malay warungs for us to sit down drink kopi)

Journey back was smooth alhamdulillah

Jam was bad to enter JB custom we were stuck in the car for (almost?) an hour? 

But the actual clearance and link bridge and SG custom were all smooth and empty 

K brb let me get unready

02.15am

I should be sleeping

Currently in Johor, after more than 3 years :')

So grateful and excited and happy

Alhamdulillah

In the same apartment complex as the last time I was here with Hmx 

So much has changed since then- we're all working adults now which I believe is a bluek

I am not gonna be emo

Im excited for the class tomorrow

Im thankful for family 

I should rest wei I have to be out by 830am but thankfully dont need to makeup to go out heheh

Not that I ever HAVE to but 

Ok, I accidentally got a 5 mins nap and now I dont know how im gonna convince my body to rest 

06.28am

Oh wow body clock you are silly

Must be just nice rem cycle phased out

11.41am

Yesterday I had work at 11, and sis struggled to get up at 9am even though I slept at like 2am

This morning I slept much later and what did my body do on the day I dont have work?

Wake up at 9am so fresh and ready to begin the day

I swear it's just rebelling against work

Which yes I know why am I still doing things I dont like

It's short term for sure

05.39am

Got up to document my dreams but the worst part bout that is the amount of typos cus my brain works faster than my just awakened and not ready to function body

Like right now

I have 3 more hours to sleep why am I awake

Merry October (06.06am)

I havent blogged in so long I forgot my format (tried to type the date in the title lol)

I worked 9am-7pm just now and basically crashed like 10pm-6am lolol 

Just now's shoot location was so cold and then it also rained outside which made the room more chilly

Even when we're done and I was walking to the bus stop the air was freeeezing

Had a last minute shoot (literally called the night before) but thankful for that

The lead actress bought everyone mr coconut shake bless her heart 

Woke up with a dead phone and of course the one day I sleep early I get so many messages at night

When I cant sleep noone messages me please