Tuesday, May 03, 2022

Salam lebaran, Singapura (00.01am)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!
I dont know what im feeling im both too tired and not tired at all
Some years this timing we'd either still be spring cleaning or at bazaar enjoying the vibes, going to bed late and feeling exhausted for no reason hahahah but it's very very fun
Listening to the takbir and my feet is blistered AGAIN haish it barely healed the last time
I guess got hikmah I didnt find cute heels this year
Just stood at the bus stop for one hour listening to two makciks talk
Everytime I think about sitting down I think they'll be done soon but in the end it was. one. hour.
So yes I guess it does explain me being both tired and not cause I am physically used but not meaningfully 
I miss you already Ramadan, thank you Allah for bringing us through it 
I have no energy to remove my makeup
I hope my blisters heal overnight cause how is sis going to Jalan raya glamorously later
Hehe anyway, im sure this raya is extra meaningful especially cause of the ease of restrictions
And to those hurting tonight, May Allah ease the pain and burdens you're feeling. May he grant you peace and light in this blessed month insyaallah
May we all have a safe and happy first day of Syawal!!!!
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23.00pm

Homed, settled, early (cus tomorrow people work/school BOO where is the fairness)
But anyway
Words cannot explain how happy I feel today
Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah
Thank you for the sweetness of this syawal Ya allah
I feel so... happy 
That's all I can say
Gathering with the big family after 2 years feels surreal!
♡♡♡
Now this is usually the time I go on to like everyone's insta and fb posts of their family photos and (usually pretentious but you do you go feel pretty lol i cannot relate whatsoever) OOTDs
K bye
SeLAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!
I can SCREAM seeing all the families in their matching outfits IT IS TOO BEAUTIFUL and I kept screaming Selamat hari raya to all the families I see hehehe I think we feel the collective joy