Sunday, March 20, 2022

05.21am

A second of breather. 
A moment of shut eye.
A very hustly 13 days straight is over for now.
As happy as my body is to finally get some rest, im sad that the hustling is paused for now
I am astounded how despite all the challenges (and there are challenges i will share when im recharged I have documented all of them somewhere) i'd still rather in a heartbeat do it all over again than spend a day in the office
Have been sleeping at grandma's house the past 2 nights, and tonight too 
Also my lower back is hurting after the long, bumpy van ride (are we in a van or a boat)
We literally wrapped the shoot around 11 but we just got home and settled down now
The exhaustion is real
Mama is going for massage later and it sounds so necessary for me too but i'd probably hibernate (if even possible- this household is lively in the morning sleep is for the weak)
Ok, my eyes are so heavy
My instagram is still down despite uninstalling, installing for 7 times, restarting my phone and whatever else

Also oh my gosh,
Entered a theatre arena and had this surge of feeling at home and at ease in my entire being
And then I walked on stage and it felt so beautiful
I felt so at home
It felt so right

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10.38am

Can u believe my body woke me up after 4 hours and I dreamt I was on set
Hahah k sleepz
Still cant decide on massage or no massage

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18.48pm

One of my scenes last night reminds me of learning to throw punches in SPW which is suprisingly the hardest thing to do hahaha