This weekend was beautiful in weird ways
Today I felt extra lonely amidst the crowd so I dragged myself somewhere else, and just like in the movies, a little girl suddenly came up to me and shook her stuffed animal in front of my face
I thanked Allah in that moment for sending me not only company, but the purest form of company, children.
That little girl and her brother befriended me for that 15 minutes, making me forget all about the negative feelings
She introduced me to her stuffed rabbit Jason who wanted to eat candy cane but has no mouth (she still has a lollipop in her mouth thats why she had to hold her candy cane instead of eat it)
My kids club side immediately came out hahah
They cheered me up part 1
And then another being found me and cheered me up part 2
And then reunited with some old hmx who I missed disturbing, cheered me up part 3
Ate together which made me happy again
And then rehearsearl which always makes me happy
Went home and suddenly had a tummyache- I think it was the super sour sourplum drink I made myself finish despite it being so sour hahaha
Thankful for the people around me
I hope all our affairs are eased, we are blessed with health, wealth, and happiness
May all our good intentions be eased and our dreams and responsibilities be fulfilled to the best of our abilities!
Insyaallah.
Alhamdulillah for this weekend, may it have had recharged me for the upcoming work week (also anga's wedding week!!!!)
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17.28pm
I just cannot with the universe giving me chances but also testing my will hahaha
Aka my workplace just persuaded me to continue working there by offering not only latecoming but 2 days wfh a week which of course eases half the burden
But i'll still hate the travelling and jobscope and the entertaining people
I just agreed but my heart is upset now that I agreed
But you know what, i'll give myself 3 months
If I still hate it in february, i'll not stay a year (most probably not sis is ready to move on to freelancing life)
But thank you company for finding a middle ground and leeway
Aka the things you get when you are just plain honest
Me: i just cant do mornings
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19.15pm
How does instagram manage to be WORSE every single update.
Wtheck i hate the whole reels thing it's all so messy anf inconvenient and UGLY
Also i havent eaten lunch wew
