Hi yes im unhappy enough to request for a ballinger family vlog pls upload soon i miss having something to smile about
Also im so down in the dumps right now but I do know there will be a time I get tired of this and actually decide to choose happiness I know it's up to me and all but meh may that day come soon
It's all fun and dandy in the day but when nighttime and loneliness visits it reminds me of pain and I always feel like crying but I hate crying so I dont do it and the result is just heavy hearted for days until something new makes me happy
This is such a terrible way to live thanks but right now i'd rather wallow in self pity
(Also, cue me laughing at myself for writing this post when the sunshine hits cause I think im just lacking vitamin d)
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07.26am
Sis just wants to wake up without defrosting lolol the cold weather is making me a morning bird but not in a good way cause it also makes me unable to sleep so ive been getting short hours of rest during a busy period in my life aish
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19.39pm
Hi radio, im having a good day pls stop playing heartbreaking songs thks im trying to ignore the lyrics
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23.35pm
Generally a lovely day alhamdulillah
After a tough night of annoying emotions, eatgo texted me at 7am asking if I could go over
Watched movies as usual and besides that I was feeling overwhelmed by the support shown to my group because WE MADE IT TO TOP 18 of Anugerah 2021!
It's pretty cool, we have indeed been going to a few events organized by them but had to keep it a secret until today
Bismillah for the journey ahead!