Wednesday, January 15, 2020

01.25am

Sometimes when you feel hurt, it could be that you're hurting others in another part of your life.
I have to take a step back and accept that awareness is not enough.
I cannot just know that i'm hurting someone, I should at least try and avoid doing that again.
I should take care of people's fragile souls and hope the universe takes care of mine in return.
Tank the pain, let it go, see it dissipate and get replaced with peace, and then be at one with it again.
Easy enough.
The hardest part comes between, before and after tank the pain, let it go.
But i'll always succeed.

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07.56am

You can bet I woke up at 5 again hahah
Honestly intrigued at this random season I have to revisit my blog to check if this has happened for this long before
Also surprisingly my current sleep schedule has given me quite interesting action packed dreams
Just not that vivid
I wonder why and how
It's so cool

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08.07am

Woke up to the news of Vanannehudgs-Austin split (after 9 years. WHAT EVEN) and being sad for her because zanessa rumours will begin (yes major OTP but like give the girl a break)
And right after that saw that Demdems will be performing for grammy this year
Crazy!!!!!

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08.35am

In hindsight, the cruelest ripping of the bandage was the fastest kinds of pain to get over
So I just ask for you to speed up the hurt or just not at all I have no time for this
Also coffee in the morning (or anytime) is too great for the soul
And do you think the fact that im eating breakfast lunch dinner at the correct timing helping my sleep schedule or are they interdependent pretty sure I read about this before