For the first time in awhile I actually told myself I dont want to sleep tonight
At least not so early
No particular reason,
Just very inspired
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04.06am
Sometimes when people aren't entirely honest with you, you wonder what is it that's stopping them
Perhaps it's lack of trust?
I don't know but I can't mope around feeling shut out
I can't feel left out if I just appreciate what I have been told and am in the loop about
There's a reason for everything,
Not always good reasons,
But still.
If your trust for me reaches a certain limit then so be it, i'll appreciate the much you allow me to peer into your soul
It's just a waste because I have so much to give
Not everyone gets that and it's okay
I'd say their loss and move on
There's no use being upset!