Tuesday, November 13, 2018

No big deal (00.08am)

Just 2 presentations, one Group dance assessment, 3 million emails and 4 essays to complete and I have not one of them ready hahahah
What is new though it's ok i'm quite a professional procrastinator
I spent today spamming Queen videos which felt weird cause like I said, with things due later today that is probably not the thing I should be doing
I think humans hate me- literally when im free as a bird nobody and I MEAN NOBODY wants to disturb me with tasks or nonsense or even stupid questions
But when i'm building the pyramids and the great walls of china suddenly everyone from eVERYWHERE decided it is a great time to text and email and call and pm and dm me and I. DO. NOT. CONDONE. THIS. BEHAVIOUR
It also shows how different I treat humans nowadays- I used to be the fastest responder on planet earth see efficiency is mine but now hahahahahah you'd be lucky if I replied within 3 (working) days
I'll probably revert to my old style because I like being there for people no matter the nonsense
Also the feeling of having to reply to so many messages in a row is not cool
Ok I have things to do but we'll take it one step at a time, survive these 2 weeks and celebrate with a staycation with north pole before resuming my harmonix duties
Here's to a legendary month ahead

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02.22am

Go on, keep finding and recreating and redefining your happy place
Still havent gotten anything done (ok fine maybe academically- I was Harmonixing which is importanter)
Ehh.
I've done it once i'll do it again

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04.12am

Should I sleep idk im not sleepy but I also don't feel like doing work (aka oh no I might have primed myself to do my best most efficient work while im lying down in bed on my phone)
(Not complaining but it means my day attempts at doing work has a 60-40 chance of working)
All will be well hahha

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22.00pm

I survived today well, alhamdulillah!
Being fully honest made things easier- sometimes i'm too lazy to explain stuff so today I straight up told my prof "I have nothing" for my 3rd presentation of the day.
Ended well cause he helped me think through my final essay.
This class deserved more of me honestly, they were willing to listen and were so eager and earnest to actually learn each other's viewpoints.
Ehh we learn from mistakes haha.
Also people should realise that other people have different timelines.
This shiz may take you 3 weeks but it will take me 3 hours and vice versa.
Just respect each other they know themselves best man.
(But also provide support just BE A DECENT HUMAN OK)

Also with the little pockets of time I have between events, what did I choose to do?
Fill in more events!
Hahahah it's ok I can lepak on Sunday
My agendaer self would be happy she has things to cross off
Ok now I have 2 essays due tomorrow at 1.30pm (thankfully just 2.5k words in total), and have to zoom to punggol in the morning to mak yah's house before going for afternoon class.
And then a family dinnerrrr

Now Thursday is a whole different story aka me accidentally scheduling people at the same time and day hahahahaha..haha..
I need a PA but I trust myself best ok fine
Here's to a beautiful day ahead, Insyaallah!