Tuesday, September 18, 2018

What even happened (01.36am)

The past two three days have been a blur (not really) and idk why im physically exhausted.
My eyes have not healed bro come on.
Also I have a presentation later and a solo dance assessment.
Major shiz.
What even.
I just need to take an MC and just not push myself but then again im a trooper
Not even kidding I have no energy to play with kids at work just now thankfully I got mostly arts and craft jobs.
This is the kind of pre-period exhaustion and I usually feel better after realising the cause but now I realise it's the period itself that gets rid of this pre-menstrual exhaustion.
Which is lameee.
Cause now im aware but I cant do anything about it.

I have a million messages and emails to respond to, about 3400 meetings and 1829 deadlines this week.
Gotta hustle man what would John cena say if he saw me this weak bluek
Will read my article and then sleep probably.
May it all go smoothly, Insyaallah.

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09.57am

Feeling a lot better this morning than the past two days combined
Even had the mood to cook hahaha
Skipping hiphop though, really need to get my eyes checked it's been quite some time already I cant function properly haiz.
Let me finish my breakfast and then do my presentation and get MC.
All before 2.30pm

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12.45pm

Wow my body just went on sleep mode while I was doing my presentation
Forced unconscious nap
Oh well I still feel okay
But that was weird hahahaha
Onwards.

+==edit==+
16.08pm

Internally im at peace but within society I feel so ???? like i really cant even can

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17.37pm

See this is where life gets confusing but I appreciate and embrace every inch of it
I wanted to do more for the presentation but with the time and procrastination crunch I could not even if I tried (I finished it as class started la hahahaha and I was at home)
But like a few people including the prof said it was a good presentation
Personally I dont know bro I dont even know what we were supposed to do in the presentation I didnt read the syllabus or whatever was important (I guess)
But I had fun reading the article
Ok im thankful I survived today so far it has been like I said great internally but meh externally
Looking for my fellow harmonix now hopefully they'll make the external great too ehehe.

ps the post title is valid for both the original post and latest edit hahahaha