Just the chillest ever (02.26am)

Currently by the sea with some hmx
One pier to another that's my night
Also where i'd probably be most nights if I actually drove

Protective bubble of ignorance

That's where a lot of us live in
It's a privilege,
It blinds
But is it really our fault?

But we know we're in it, shouldn't we do something to at least breakthrough?
Do we have to?

It'd probably be supererogatory.
Afterall, selfishness stems from protecting the self.

But in here is somewhere we shouldn't be too comfortable living in.
Let's go do something, materinos.

Can we believe (06.43am)

Slept right after getting home from work
Forced myself to switch the wifi off and just shut my eyes and it didnt work the first time of course so I woke up, replied to some messages and got tired of it so I switched off my wifi again and idk what time I slept I even skipped dinner
Was awoken a few hours earlier but I refused to open my eyes and now I did it's 6am.
If I had given in I wouldve been awake for no reason.
I cant tell whether im well rested or just at the beginning of hibernation
Either way, recess week is here!
Though as usual it's busier than normal school weeks, at least I have no classes hahaa (the non-philo ones are usually a drag)

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13.34pm

Today is the day I feel like I can truly rest and do whatever I want hahaha
I love this, no looming deadlines, no obligations (ok even if I have any today is NOT the day)
So here's to a great day ahead!
(also I just consumed rotiboy- if it isnt the best thing in life what is)

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16.55pm

I cant believe me buying a new crossword puzzle book was JUST A DREAM D;
Now I have to resort to online puzzles cause there's no books around me.
Psht

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22.44pm

Currently at vivo, ended up having a sisters' dinner with rashposh cause mama was lateee
Also wow my weekend is free im so happy to be planless hahah but then again it's like the calm before the chaos which is next week
Meh I dont mind either way.
Also is there a 24 hour bookstore (other then mustafa) I really need a crossword puzzle book

Was so sure i'd crash (02.35am)

Or at least I planned to crash
But I feel awake now
This is sparta
I should sleep though hahaha got called to work earlier than scheduled
Also yes my day turned out random, headed to NUH after class to visit a newborn babyyyyyy (litrally born on 26th sept 8pm so he was not even 24 hours old) he is too precious
Went for supper afterwards and I was sleepyish im like "Ill immediately sleep once we're home" but eh self awareness not that high evidently
Ok I should still attempt to sleep
Perhaps wake up earlier than necessary so as to not misinform my body that it's hibernation season.
Here's to a lovely day ahead!

ps woke up an hour before the test was due but phew did it managed to bull something out lol

A changing mindset (02.14am)

I had a real lovely day!
Saved like three times time-wise.
First was I usually like to catch my shuttle bus on time cause I don't like to wait, but today I reached early and the bus left 15 mins early :')
Morning class ended more than an hour early, which was imPosSible cause the prof was a talker.
It meant more time for me to get lunch AND rest
Malay music I was too sleepy to function ah thankfully I made a new friend and we played kompang
Then I found a place, played bohemian rhapsody and somehow fell asleep?
Woke up to the room being empty and daya entering it hahaha.
Hmx was fun as usual, but we did kinda new things
Daya and I skipped running to dance and then may, larrie and wai hong joined us hahahah it was a workout indeed.
Did christmas carolling and then had a short rehearsal with the botols.
Also chloe's sister dropped us off to catch our last bus much thanks :')

I have an online test due in 10 hours
Gotta find out what it's even about la hahahaha
Ok I shall rest then go find out, do my test then sleep.

I had a good idealish morning today actually, even drank watermelon juice in place of coffee hahaha
Also woke up fresh
Thursdays used to be as fun as wednesdays cause RVN rehearsals but now no there's nothing but 1 lesson which I dont even enjoy D:
Whatever, HERE'S TO A GRAND DAY AHEAD

Finalmente (06.57am)

Actually woke up with my alarm today
Hahahahaha alhamdulillah
Though it was random is it cause I slept before 3am or was it cause accidental sleep calculatoring
Idk but really looking forward
Here's to a lovely day ahead!

ps should i run with or away from hmx heheh still contemplating

We're literally all in this together (01.17am)

Had a real pleasant day which ended lolrandom.
Work went smoothly, and then dinnered with the fams before deciding to visit mustafa centre at 10pm
Ended up spending 2 hours in there con mis hermanas.
Oh ya, went there to buy sports shoes but realised I won't use it often (you could say i'll use it a grand total of 3 times)
So went back with different unnecessary things instead hahaha

I have a solo dance assessment in 9 hours time, and I havent learnt the last 3 steps.
There's at least 16 counts of freestyle and I am heavily contemplating (ok let's be real it's the only thing in my brain) using HSM moves.
Also was telling myself "I'll sleep before 1am" and that was 10 mins ago
Should head to the studio early since I have to learn the first 3 steps.
No idea how the assessment will work but eh if I dont care much noone can make me care much.
Aka indulging in the carefree mood of hiphopping.
Hahaha hope to catch up cause the next 3 moves looks cool
Shall do my own research and hopefully sleep before 3am

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03.47am

Inserts blank eyed smileymoticon.
Honestly wonder how functional i'd be if I lived on the other side of the planet.
Or would my internal rebel still work against the normal time.
Eh.

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23.44pm

Sleepy is a feeling I rarely feel, so to feel it is quite mehish
On my way home from rehearsal, my eye is getting worse after showing signs of recovery D;
(Not gonna mention anything about tomorrow's classes cause the more I say I must go, I don't go)
(And I can't reverse psychology myself cause I know my own intentions hahahaha)
K I can already foresee my night- sleepy till I get home and instant freshness then i sleep at 6am (better not happen tonight cause 930 class ayy)
Hahehaheha
K I am lowkey exhaust and my eye is killin me I gotta break free

Why (03.16am)

Had a chill, not so productive day
Was trying to do the online mod but it got so nonsensical I stopped myself
Like all these etiquette stuff sure some level it's necessary but WHEN IT COMES TO THE DIFFERENCES OF CUTLERIES POSITIONS BETWEEN WESTERN AND ORIENTAL DINING
I am so done
It is unnecessary and noone can convince us otherwise.
Here we witness one of the ways millennials themselves has chosen to focus on the important things and ignore other stuff
(No link but got link)

Working in 8 hours- thankfully I asked for 11am.

Some time since (03.46am)

Back home after a longmonix day
Giving papparich another chance was worth it, the roti canai was soooo nice?? (Texture seems instantish but taste wise was exquisite)
Also the ayam penyet at val's 21st was delish too.
Too bad I couldnt eat the cake BUT IT LOOKED SO BEAUTIFUL (jem's sisters made it and it looked amazing im sure it tasted amazing too judging by the reactions hahahah)
Ok finally a stay home day.
Should get a headstart on things I can headstart on so I don't have a busy week before recess week.
(No idea whats the point or link but for my own happiness I shall, hahahaha)

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04.09am

Just scrolling through fb memories and found old photos from my MI days
I guess I was never afraid of getting in trouble cause some of the trouble came from plain... I dont even have a word besides illogical.
There was once I got in trouble because I came to school to perform for my production when I skipped school (it was a Wednesday afternoon) because of eye infection (which gave me like 10 days of mc) and one of the humans was like "If you can come for your production why can't you attend lessons" and I literally took a deep breath and sighed in front of him cause like did you hear what you just said because that is really really really dumb. (Is because it still holds true now)
I can't believe I didnt roll my eyes bruh 19 year old me was so tolerant to bullcrap
Ignoring game strong
But yes,
I've never found respect for that human cause throughout the three years (too long) the person has been consistently horrible.
Hope you're more humane now wherever you are.
Loser.

Mixed feelings are normal (15.49pm)

Currently in Papparich with the hmx music comm, and it's so cold
Also the last time I ate here the food was disappointing but i'm giving it another chance
Im freezing anyway my hands are gonna turn to ice

Sometimes I forget (04.23am)

That humans are still capable of disappointing.
I've avoided them for some time, and had moments where I give them chances but
Humans are just-
Plain disappointing at times.
And it's for really dumb reasons that stretches deep reflecting your personhood.

Also I have spent so long in dormant that I also forget that I have emotions
Jk

More importantly
I forgot to sleep
Hello full day of potential boredom today man-
Work from 9-6 and then scurry to school for a meeting
ALONE some more dont have my hmx with me D;
Cries in french

But here's to a smooth day ahead heheh insyaallah

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22.51pm

Ve been feeling more exhausted often than usual the past two weeks
Oh well.

Hello duckness my old friend (00.00am)

No idea why im walking
Unnecessary torture but eh im hearing demonix being melodious as usual behind me so I dont mind this serenade.
Also why am I bringing a handbag my hand tired

What even happened (01.36am)

The past two three days have been a blur (not really) and idk why im physically exhausted.
My eyes have not healed bro come on.
Also I have a presentation later and a solo dance assessment.
Major shiz.
What even.
I just need to take an MC and just not push myself but then again im a trooper
Not even kidding I have no energy to play with kids at work just now thankfully I got mostly arts and craft jobs.
This is the kind of pre-period exhaustion and I usually feel better after realising the cause but now I realise it's the period itself that gets rid of this pre-menstrual exhaustion.
Which is lameee.
Cause now im aware but I cant do anything about it.

I have a million messages and emails to respond to, about 3400 meetings and 1829 deadlines this week.
Gotta hustle man what would John cena say if he saw me this weak bluek
Will read my article and then sleep probably.
May it all go smoothly, Insyaallah.

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09.57am

Feeling a lot better this morning than the past two days combined
Even had the mood to cook hahaha
Skipping hiphop though, really need to get my eyes checked it's been quite some time already I cant function properly haiz.
Let me finish my breakfast and then do my presentation and get MC.
All before 2.30pm

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12.45pm

Wow my body just went on sleep mode while I was doing my presentation
Forced unconscious nap
Oh well I still feel okay
But that was weird hahahaha
Onwards.

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16.08pm

Internally im at peace but within society I feel so ???? like i really cant even can

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17.37pm

See this is where life gets confusing but I appreciate and embrace every inch of it
I wanted to do more for the presentation but with the time and procrastination crunch I could not even if I tried (I finished it as class started la hahahaha and I was at home)
But like a few people including the prof said it was a good presentation
Personally I dont know bro I dont even know what we were supposed to do in the presentation I didnt read the syllabus or whatever was important (I guess)
But I had fun reading the article
Ok im thankful I survived today so far it has been like I said great internally but meh externally
Looking for my fellow harmonix now hopefully they'll make the external great too ehehe.

ps the post title is valid for both the original post and latest edit hahahaha

What do I feel (03.06am)

Just reached the karaoke place
My throat hurt but who cares not like im in a singing club or anything
Idk what today was
Im just happy
And it is surreal
Im gonna just bask in this moment

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06.12am

I cant tell if im tired hahaha
Definitely not tired enough to crash and sleep
Ah ive been sleeping every two nights these days hahah which im cool with I guess
Committee meeting in less than 12 hours
Also still contemplating whether to go for dance training
At this rate of my no sleep..... probably not
But like I have time to spare you know
We'll see if im still fresh in 6 hours

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11.16am

Think I slept a bit before 8 and woke up 1.5 hours later but I feel well rested
Hopefully it doesnt crash me tonight haha
This weekend has/will be a good break to being productive.
Hmx concert viewing party, Interactive introverts (both im still not over) and a celebratory dinner session with last year's main committee.
Schedule for next week looks quite heavy but eh we'll do it slow and steadily.

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23.43pm

At this point im intrigued about myself
How is it possible that I havent slept for nights and be tired but still manage to NOT want/be able to fall asleep
Working later D:
Why do I do this

Had a lovely day

Idealistic good (02.15am)

I know I blog about this a lot but it honestly is interesting thinking about humans.
Like what makes a person good, why we'd give some people benefit of the doubt, why we accept and reject kindness on a seemingly non-existent basis.
One skill most humans fail to have is the ability to cover up for another person in good; so as to say, helping to secure a person's pride in their absence (or presence, either way it sucks that it is not a natural born gift)
Sure it's not an obligation and definitely not a mark of goodness (cause you might very well have an ulterior motive of wanting your pride to be honoured in return) but it feels like it could be a basic human skills.
Im not saying getting into unnecessary trouble, it's just that sometimes thinking and putting others before yourself might elevate the total number of happiness > pain (totally not a utilitarian) and could thus be a worthy inconvenience.

Also crap some people are too lucky in their love life it makes me want to rewatch all the movies and dramas ever
Like how can one person like someone and have things happen what the actual heck (yes im looking at you, blue-tainted coat person)
This crazy
Im happy for happiness.

You can't get upset over prayers coming true.

Not even (04.45am)

Um.. kinda shouldve been sleeping since hours ago
Oh well.
Why did I volunteer a 10am shift.
If I could get a power nap by 6am that'd be cool
Goodluck hermana

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21.12pm

Currently in school facing 3 million spring chickens
It's concert watching session and a picnic one too
Currently intermission and im feeling the usual tired that I feel in the evening everytime I don't sleep a few nights in a row
Ironically past midnight im wide awake again
Also WHAT THE ACTUAL HECK INTERACTIVE INTROVERTS IS TOMORROW
Felt like forever since we first heard the announcement and bought our tickets
Then suddenly it's tomorrow
Im not prepared
Im not even over our concert how am I supposed to experience one more
Emotions dont deserve to be sorted out and entertained sometimes lol
Ok when is intermission ending
My contact lens are dying

ps best of luck to yol the molotov abraham for her competition tomorrow, bummer i gotta miss it 2 years in a row but eh our support transcends physical presence

pps i am NOT comprehending that im seeing dnp LIVE TOMORROW shit im smiling to myself just thinking about it

ppps what would make it better?!?! going with not 1, not 2, bUT 3 HARMONIX ♡

Sense of time man (02.37am)

Yes I have been on my phone but I havent blogged
Thanks to my overly attached hmx
Who texts like 24/7 (ongoing now hahahahha)

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20.46pm

I have a few things to blog about, mostly about life but not my life specifically but still life.

Had a full day of being alone at home which was weird cause I was ready for school but while eating lunch I was thinking why I should go hahahahah

So I didn't 

Settled a few pending things but it also made me realise there's even more awaiting

I'm cool with it I guess

Counterbalanced with hmx's werewolf tendencies im all good hahahah

Ok first of all hashtag just shower thoughts (talking about shower thoughts I hate it when ideas or important thoughts pop up at the most inconvenient time when I cannot type or write them down- aka in the shower)

I was thinking that humans like to complicate things in the most unnecessary ways

We are not snakes, we don't need to shed and change our skins every (insert whatever amount of time) 

We are not turtles who have to carry our homes on our backs

We are given an easy body- but we still somehow manage to look past that and not appreciate it.

Yall lame mortals.

Also I feel like the most important ideal qualities as mankind are Rationality and Compassion.

With compassion stems respect- for others, for yourself. 

It brings kindness and thoughtfulness- for others, for yourself.

It eliminates unjust- for others and yourself.

Compassion might be the root of a lot, if not all, the good.

With rationality, idk thinking is just important la.

Doesn't matter self-reflection or outwards thinking, there's a reason we're the species with the (debatable but meh) most refined capacity to think rationally.

Idk, probably i'll read this again and disagree with myself.

But for now I cannot think of any values more sufficient than these.

(oh wow im already debating with myself internally good going)

Also i've been quite lagging in my studies thus far

Gotta catch up and philosophize my life moving forward cause that's the way to go

I might be going back to dancing, perhaps for one performance.

I'm too lazy to move for now.

Working tomorrow before a mass concert viewing (also dubbed as mass crying session)

But I doubt i'll cry cause i'm still in denial

Most of us are

HAH

Ok here's to a fantabulous Friday ahead!

ps so annoyed cause i cant upload photos on the new blogger mobile psht step up your game 

We are wild (03.20am)

Just got done playing cards against humanity with somemonix and I somehow won hahahahahaa
Work went smoothly, met mama for dupper afterwards and started werewolfing right away
Have a talk to attend in 7 hours
And then chinese philosophy class
Feels weird to have no rehearsal or anything harmonix related
Also i'll miss our first rehearsal with the new kidz
this is so sed
Bleagh

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04.11am

Actually dreading class cause the prof is forcing us to speak up plus I havent done readings plus it's too small a class for me to not pay attention
Meh goodluck to me

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08.52am

WHATS THE POINT OF FORMAL EVENTS LIKE SPEECH DAY AND INVESTITURES IF WE ALLLLLL KNOW THEY ARE BORING AND UNNECESSARY AND DRAGGY AND EXTRA
I'll never hear a valid reason for this
Also why am I the innocent villager dragged to attend it
Excuse u!!!
Also in the bus trying to catch my shuttle bus
So crowds ew

^ lol reminds me of orientation where I flashed "Noo there's humans on it" on screen and asked them to guess who said it and they unisonly said my name
Why

Ehh (00.42am)

Woke up from a nap lol idk what time I fell asleep but I woke up halfway and kept my eyes shut and somehow fell asleep again
Now i'm up though
Working later, thankfully past me had the foresight that a 9.30 shift would be fatal so she didnt hahahaha
Good sista
Also I should be less aggressive playing Werewolf I cant help it with all the meme stickers are encouraging these brutal tendencies
Another thing is I realise the presentation I have "tomorrow" is actually next week so that's a definite plus.
May the week ahead be smooth, fun and fulfilling, Insyaallah!

A day to work (03.31am)

Ironically my day off is the day I set aside to do more work
But who's counting
Orientation went well I guess idk I was gone the second half
Ok it went well cause krispy kreme and new friends
Went for dinner afterwards where I found a new coliation
Watched the nun afterwards for a midnight movie (not until we got ice cream!!!! but it tasted not as nice as usual is it just jem's macs)
I have things to say la man hahahah but now is not the time
K gotta rest well, hopefully a productive day ahead!

Oh boy (01.46am)

Gonna be in school in about 8 hours time
Again, only hmx
Will be our first time meeting our incoming batch
Always bittersweet but I hope it grows the same way it did last year- aka annoyingly foreign juniors now turned into people I love as much as the seniors
It's crazy but it happened.

Work went quite well, it was busyyyy crowded idk why but managed to close on time ayy
Also I havent had dinner I cooked rice but I went to do work but ended up playing werewolf (we are addicted hahahaha i love it) and now I moved from my laptop to my phone and I forgot to eat
Will probably go eat, do a bit more work (by work I mean preparing game for tomorrow HAHAHA)
(Also loads of admin bull whats new embrace it ew- poetry by me)
But im too lazy to consume things
Ah we'll see
Buenas noches!
Here's to a great day ahead

Feels nice (02.22am)

I feel accomplished today, and perhaps a lot of this feeling will come visit.
Which is a good thing, celebrate every little milestone.
Aka official auditions are oVeR :')
Just one mini round left and we are good to sail
We all congregated and played Werewolf on telegram HAHAH the crazy antics I cannot so precious

These days i've been feeling sleepy between 11pm-2am, and then the feeling just goes away lol what new
Working laterrrr I should rest
My eyes are so tired idk why but my brain is awake and wanting to do stuff
It was weird not saying "See you tomorrow" to my hmx hahahaa but eh we're meeting again on Saturday
With freshies
It's always a mixed feelinged experience having newbies join
One thing's for sure our club culture is strong enough to be obvious- the truer you are to yourself the more belonged you'll feel.
I guess that's why somehow along the way we lost a few people too.
When you find a group of humans who accepts and embraces you for who you are, what's there left to search for?

ps i actually GOT mcnuggets :') thx keichi for being at the right place at the right time

Here's to us (00.55am)

Walking home and my eyes are heavy but I have a presentation later I am not prepared for
Thank god for my groupmates
Also, last official day of auditions later
Hehe
It has been fun (also a good divergent from schoolwork)

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03.06am

Couldve (sHOULDVE) been spending the past two hours either sleeping or starting on my presentation stuff but noOoooO Harmonix just finished playing werewolf on telegram
Hate it btw hahaha it's cheap thrill but there aint no thrills until we play it in real life
Now idk what to do- sleep or presentation.
Loser la
But may it all go smoothly insyaallah

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14.57pm

Surprisingly ready for the presentation, but I owe it all to my groupmates (especially Lemuel cause wtheck boi was so helpful im so thankful)

I am also as usual zoning out in this class.

Philosophizing while being philosophied cause why am I here when i'm so uninspired and bored aahahahhaaha 

Only cause of presentation honestly but i'm glad it's this week cause I can get it over with (though I embrace the process)

Also I have another (solo) presentation next wednesday for Chinese philosophy.

That one would be easier cause I have no humans to account to hahaha.

I'm peckish but idk what's the perfect dessert to be consumed

Why is there no ice-cream near me

This is rude
ALSO I just got birthday presents delivered ahh so thankful I cant express.
Danke Gracias Xie xie Terima kasih Nandri

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16.26pm

It a miracle!!
i'm paying attention
I know it seems not like it cause i'm blogging but it just pridening
(wow pridening is a word- wait now it's not what even make up your mind red squiggly line)
Kk we playing a mini game and one of the instructions are

"Team up with a partner. You cannot talk, but your partner can. Stand up and quietly point to someone in the classroom. Check if your neighbor knows who you’re pointing to. Keep pointing, without talking, until your neighbor figures out who you’re pointing at."

And my group is all about pointing to an empty table saying "Yall don't see her?"

hAHAHA loser I like it

Also im not hungry but mama sent a photo of her cooking and I want it but I specifically want the food from home but even though my mum is a panda she is not foodpanda thus she cannot deliver it to me I also cannot go home yet so moral of the story Dont make your kids jealous about the food at home because she might will want to (hahahaha artistic phrase right here) HEAD HOME AND IGNORE ALL RESPONSIBILITIES

Now that I got that out of my system, what should I eat for dinner.......

I wouldnt mind mcnuggets but macs is disgustingly out of my way

Why am I talking about food

Oh well, anything to keep my brain stimulated

I I

Why are you like this (01.53am)

Idk what's wrong with blogger haha
Had a really nice day, though I missed both classes today.
Worth it though cause watched Insidious 3 with ele and chiqa
And I REALISED I HAVENT ACTUALLY WATCHED IT
All these while I thought I watched and didnt like it thats why I dont think about it but im like IVE NEVER SEEN THESE SCENES
And it was good!!
Made me almost miss my shuttle bus but worth it hahaha
Auditions went super well, alhamdulillah!
Very thankful for my hmx family.
Also because we were extra nonsensical jamming old songs and changing tempos it was nice though.... hahaha
Ended the night with a movie reviewing session in the bus
(More of horror movies)
Which I quickly regretted cause I was doubting all the humans around me as I walked home hahah ok kidding

PLEASE SELF, CATCH THE MORNING CLASS TOMORROW
I have been wanting to go since the start but I havent
I could totally stay up and take a nap after my afternoon class hmmm we'll see

ps the title is because idk why blogger on this mobile doesnt work well u lame

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04.20am

Just hope I dont decide to fall asleep after 6.30am k

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13.45pm

Missed both classes AGAIN
Hopefully this gets better after auditions season ends
It will get better la
I took a nap between 7-7.30am and then woke up thinking like "Why do humans even" (ok not that extreme but hahaha)
Then decided to just stay in.
Maybe another ghost movie while lunching before heading to school
Move on and make it better from here insyaallah

Not now (01.41am)

Had a long day, still taking things one step at a time.
Physically in pain though was it cause lack of rest or cause the audition rooms were too cold I cant tell
Surprisingly I was physically tired but wasnt sleepy the whole day
Weirdness
Gotta make it on time for hiphop later man im always like 15 mins late lol goodluck me
A long tedious week ahead but insyaallah we'll do well

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11.51am

I think I only forced myself to sleep at like 4.30am but somehow woke up 2 hours later cause I was experiencing that weird physical pain lol
Ended up sleeping again and waking up at 11- totally missed hiphop and I felt baddd.
And 2 mins ago checked my email and found out class today was cancelled :')
AH the help I needed but didnt know I needed.
Alhamdulillah, I get a bit more rest and will hopefully be able to experience Chinese philo class better later.
Here's to a smooth day ahead ♡

Haaha apt (00.08am)

My previous post hahhaha proud of it but still emo
Had a lovely relaxing Sunday, 2nd chalet of the weekend
Also got told that our concert last week was amazing I bask in that compliment cause TRUE
Surrounded with family and food also had enough patience and interest to watch a bit of tv all while doing work and actually being quite productive
Must be the beachy pooly environment
I have no class on monday but mate why do I have to be in school (I mean besides hmx's auditions it is a crime)

Also during the previous chalet 2 days ago I found out that my nephews were asking my aunt why we were all crying on stage
So precious la hahaha and my aunt gave a succint answer that it is tears of joy that our hardwork all these while paid off
(also got tears of emo cause we are whales and water creatures)
Ok la the day ahead will be even more productive!
Engine has been warmed up and slowly but surely, this will be the best semester yet.

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00.51am

Was just gonna say that I just got done replying to messages since my birthday but I realised I just cleared whatsapp
Hahahaha
Ok good progress I have truly neglected it now im on track again yay

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13.00pm

On my way to school and late
Suddenly missing demdems
Hope she's doing well

Boo (13.05pm)

Dreamt about the concert :(

Happy September! (22.48pm)

August has been beyond amazing, even though I am officially 22 and I cant care less about numbers anymore gross
I had a lovely week ignoring and denying and pushing away the fact that concert is over and I dont plan to dig that up anytime soon im out of tears hahahah

Had a lovely weekend thus far, work went smoothly though I felt foreign after so long (and by so long I mean 2 weeks lolll it really did feel long)
After work went for the impromptu chalet and ended up staying up to listen to adult talk about their old times hahaha it was nice.
Went in at 3am and I think 4am I somehow managed to fall asleep lol
Woke up bright and early to the sound of kids screaming and playing with izzul and izzah woke me up enough- but when coffee came and was consumed (very not weird sentence right there hahahah) it gave an extra boost of energy woohoo
Went for brunch and followed mak yah back home for a nap and then we went back out for errands and dinner.
It was nice to spend time with my firstborn nephew ughh I cant believe he has existed for a decade
Dont grow so fast farrieal aiyo
At least you maintain your cool and weird I love it
Now im home, tired, and ridden with a long list of to-dos but im keeping the spirit up.
Rest today, hustle tomorrow!
Let's do it