Thursday, March 01, 2018

Priorities man (03.29am)

So I thought i'd review the lecture slides for the test later but I ended up binge watching pentatonix ugh why (and now my brain is too creatively stimulated to care about some formulas lameee)
Test in exactly 5 hours time talk to my hand man
Had a really nice day despite being unable to function in the day- cabbed to school only to find out the test has started.
Thankfully he set it to end at 4pm instead of 3.30pm (I reached a bit before 3.15pm)
Alhamdulillah
Couldnt pay attention for the rest of class I was just excited to rehearse hahahaha
I'm rekindling the excitement in working on a song- it has felt like so long since.
According to my sleep calculator I should sleep at 4am if I want to wake up at 5.45am
According to me I should sleep soon
Buenas noches

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05.27am
Wth blogger recently has this tendency of not saving whatever I typed this is unacceptable you loser
Whatever
I cant sleep so i'd probably leave class right after the test to rest my brain
(Ask me again later cause I might feel bad again and not leave again)

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09.50am
Man that was a bad test but hearing that Anna too didnt know what she was doing gave me comfort ahahaha
I escaped class but I feel bad but i'd feel worse if I was in class but not paying attention.
At least here I can jam hahah
Ok I know I said I was gonna nap but like I said my brain is in the state of music making
Had a troublesome morning but here's to a better journey ahead
(i realise school seems so dull without any rehearsals to look forward to ahaha especially since i'd been having rehearsals everyday this week)

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15.05pm

Currently eating my lunchinner in class, when I had a revelation
Maybe my diet is encouraging my nocturnal tendencies
Cause I usually don't have time to eat, so I end up having my meals at supper time past midnight
And then I fall asleep like 3-6 hours later 
So does my body assume it's dinner or is dinner a social construct hahahahahhaah
k bye

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16.38pm

Here I was having an Okay day but I feel so personally attacked seeing news of Big show's contract ending
I can't focus in class anymore la forget it these tears are real
Let me go emo for 7 years

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16.44pm

Crappp reading the comments section on that facebook post of Big show is making me feel worse NOO STOP PLEASE people are using phrases like "The Show is over" NO dont be disgusting you are making me cry more u losers

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17.41pm

No I said goodbye to my prof but he reminds me of big show it made me sad agaIN