I feel like it has been forever since I was at the beach in the morning like right before sunrise (i mean im not there now) but ya must make it happen more often
Happy Monday anyways!
My work will all be settled by wednesday and then I can go back to rehearsals muahaha
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05.12am
Lilly just retitled her vlogs so from "The time I" to going straight to the point and im honoured that her first titled vlog is Reacting to demdems' music video ehehe I mean, what else to do except share the love mates
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06.07am
I blog about this a lot but it's just intriguing thinking about how weird it is that everyone knows different versions of me like they all have different perceptions of me
Just last week I asked JM something out of the blue and she just looked so shocked and said "OMG thats the most alive ive seen you"
Hahahaha I cant even
In the same week lynn said I am "someone who doesnt talk to people" as if my life motto is "Do not speak unless spoken to"
And Yol was so shocked because ME??? DONT TALK??? Cant relate but so true at the same time
Also Jorene tagged me in a video about an alarm clock for people who cant wake up and yep you guessed it another shocked factor
Im a light sleeper bruh means I wake up quite easily- I dont even sleep for santa's sake :')
I mean do I really need to define myself because honestly it's up to me how I act but I also dont know what triggers what side of me
But the discrepencies and how much I say "REally?!" when people share their thoughts about me makes me feel like nobody truly knows who I am
Hahaha I think the branding people label me as somehow stuck to me like some people think im the person who does not bother about anything and anyone and then some people think im overly caring
Also some people (coughs harmonix and my uncles) think im expressionless and emotionless while others say im a drama queen
Probablemente a walking paradox but I wouldnt have it any other way
(i think my favourite version of myself is a mix of all buttttt the most fun side is definitely when im with STYLO hahah yall just bring out the kiddiest kid in me I absolutely love it)
Ok end of rant probably will get ready to go out soon hahhehaheh noone can stop me
Ok maybe mama will either 1) say im mad for wanting to go to the beach this early
2) ask me to wait for her to get ready