Monday, December 19, 2016

Emotional aTTACK

I just...
Ugh I was innocently scrolling through my newsfeed on Fb when a rUDE interruption occurred; an article with the title "The undertaker's retirement date revealed"
(or something, idk, I dont want to remember sad things okay)
And the post's caption hURTS MY HEART
Im really sure i've blogged about this before but seeing that article I literally "NoOooOoOooo"ed (im surprised noone came to check on me hahahahaha jk)
Wah I cant even I am definitely not okay probs wont ever be
Ok I shall not think about it now or else i'll end up emoing
For now here's to hoping and wishing (11.11, wishing well, shooting star, you name it) that his retirement match will be against john cena (or Kane because mAn the emotional impact it will leave millions of us- ok probably will be too much to handle but if they can make shawn vs ric flair they can make taker vs kane too)
But best case scenario is he dont even have a retirement match wei he's immortal ok

He totalllllly totally deserves to retire and enjoy life because he has been in the ring for decades and decades man that is insane and I respect his existance I will always be him he will always be me we are one and the same
Ok that was creepy hahahahahah aiseh I rarely get emotional (really? I dont think so) (shut up conscience) (fine) but this is defo something worth wallowing in pity about

Anyway, if your eyes somehow land on this, please spare a prayer for the world.
It is painful to know that somewhere out there people are actually suffering and we cannot even relate one bit because we have been so blessed and sheltered.
It is horrendous that real people out there are actually presently experiencing war, when all we know about war is that it's history.
It sucks to know that there are people out there who have no access to basic necessities- we dont even need to look far, our own neighbours might be one of those people.
It hurts to know that we can only do so much to help easen someone's burden.
But insyaallah if we keep trying and do this together, we can make a difference even if it's just one person.
Pray for the world, please.

On a lighter note, it is christmas week which means a lot of reunions and joy (hopefully!)
Take good care of yourselves and beware of idiots and insensitive people who have nothing for you but negativity.