It happened

We did it!
Was kinda a flop on my part but we had fun hahahaha
My fav part was jamming to HSM in the dressing room
Me and sha were caught off guard by how equally tiring it was on the small stage compared to our larger training space hahahaha must be because we actually tried to put in effort this time round?
I was turning by myself and my fan dropped towards the end so needless to say the graceful butterfly has lost a wing BUT she regained it ah hahaha so ok boss can good job
Didnt get the post-show high and im very sure it's because too tired liao like I didnt even hear the audience's applause (or maybe I did but ignore because zzzz I need to sit somewhere)

Still, thank you to the seniors for making this a smooth journey, they have been such a great help (plus them cookies are LIT I need the recipe someone help)
(Lol what is whatsapp for literally can ask there but nah nevermind talk to my hand)
And thank you thank you thank you to my grablorry gang for making my comeback a lot more bearable and fun!
Im gonna miss complaining with yall, but I wont miss practices ah hahahaha but I will miss the choreo (aiya I will always end up dancing it somehow somewhere, always happens)
And thank you blog for being here to witness my complains ehehehe this is literally the only place I rant at so im definitely entitled lalala

Met elephant and chiqa (wHO ONLY LEFT HOME AFTER I FINISHED PERFORMING) and they stayed for the night performance while I grabbed home
I couldnt see myself sitting in the crowd once again nopitty nope nah thanks.
I made a mistake of taking a nap right as I reached home....
Now it's 1.46am and I need/want to sleep!
Planning to watch the ghost movies at school tomorrow with Alwani muehehe.
Maybe i'd even end up catching the spooky week video tonight.
Loved yesterday's one (did I mention this I forgot pretty sure I did)
Morning class on Ethics and then I think.... I think I have a presentation tomorrow HAHAHAH I mean I have the slides but no script so i'll do what I doa best; anyhow shoot je

Anyway shoutout to ms green tea aka eatgo aka my hardy sister for coming from your jemputan (although you missed both mine and INK's performance hahahah tkpe it's the thought that count)
Luhya soul sista

And that concludes my muara journey for this year!
Im probably giving rentak budaya a miss, Harmonix wait for me!
Have another upcoming performance in December before I give my dance career a break (again)

Have a great week ahead!

Showday!

Gooood morning!
It's finally showday hahahha after weeks of complaining and going home late
Calltime is super early pls, 8.30am!
Thankfully I live nearby ha ha if not imma reach at 3pm
(Exaggeration alert)
Managed a 3hr sleep and now I have to pack my things
Ok I should really scurry now, half hour before my "Have a smashing day" aka Get out alarm rings
Have a great Sunday yooo

ps today's spooky week video actually gave me jumpscares haahahah even outlast 2 didnt scare me ok but this wow great

Tuuuuuesday

Currently wasting time idky not like im early for school hahaha

Yesterday was a great start to the week; fun lessons, fun break! (selfie session)
Got to leave class early with cherms zae and alwani
We walked out waving to everyone else who were stuck in class looking confused that we left in the middle of class and the cute prof just waved excitedly back

Spent after school with icecream and alwani (ice cream is not a code name btw it's literally ice cream)
Mcdonald's disappointed us for the 2nd time now with their "no icecream" shizzles, walao step up yo game bro
Headed to "start on our assignment" (well, she did) and then ended up watching WWE hahhahha big show
Energy level felt amazing afterwards, no idea why, probably just me (or was it the lethal combination of icecream and wwe? we'll never know)
But I loved it!
(obvi in the middle of training im like zzzz) but once it ended I was back at it again
I actually love going home time with the grablorry and sha!
Reached home after midnight aiseh whats new

Muara this sunday and after that im freer!
And and our assignment due date has been extended.
Thank god, like I said I was expecting a busy week but this just made my week 490% less busier hahahah
Ok I should really get ready for school im late hahahhaha
Have an amazing day ahead

ps dear mcd, *refer to picture*

Hibernation

Aloha!
I've had a very, very lepak weekend.
Ended the week with Halloween horror nights and reached home at 7am.
It was really something; though would've been better if they let smaller groups in each time lol luckily for us, we somehow always ended up either first or last so no middle men syndrome (hahahaha no such syndrome)

I loved the Salem witch house's decors, so elaborate, I felt like I was in The Crucible (pretty sure that was john proctor and abigail williams we saw- No tituba though booo)
The clowns in the Bodyworks were amazing, that change of mood from haunted-house-scary to a carnival-scary was great!
Old changi hospital was interesting, I was shocked at the mortuary bit because unexpected ghost alert.
The chinese themed and hawker centre was also impressive!
Loved the mechanical bits and the very detailed decorations.
The circus performance was UGHHHwow because
1) The clown kept making puns I wanted him to get out
2) The dancers were amazing!

Was supposed to follow mama to a wedding today.
My weekends are now like rejuvenating times to make up for all the sleepless weeknights hahah.
Dont really like this system though, should probably get on top of my sleeping schedule, at least till the semester ends!

Anyway I should totally be at istana budaya now catching Mahaguru spontan.
I mean come on, Jozan, Dato siti, AND spontan?
The show was literally made for me!
If only they had included Jep (but then it'd probably be dangerous to the crowd they'll laugh their heads off)

I have two assignments due this upcoming week but as usual, as an experienced putter offer, doesnt matter how much free time I have, I will start only hours (even minutes if the work is chiongable) before due time.
But now that I have the rest of my Sunday free I plan to get a headstart on my work.
I anticipate a tiring but exciting week ahead so let's do this!

Thursday night

Life update: yup still havent done my essay but an exciting day ahead because
1) essay due date (which is weird because i havent done it but the thought of it being over after tomorrow is just yAy)
2) HHN6 with north pole (finally happening after literal years of wanting to)

And I realise how much I enjoy grocery shopping late at night because it's so peaceful and you know walking down the cold, cold aisle and listening to music while debating if you really need that thing is just a great feeling.

Went karaoke earlier on and had a mini cake-searching adventure with Shammy lopez heheh.
Cut the cake for Along and Chiqa's birthday and she was so excited to see her name on the tv!

Ok hopefully all of you have an amazing day ahead because I plan to have a good one.

Just a dilemma if I should sleep first and chiong my essay tomorrow morning or do it now and be able to wake up later tomorrow?
Meh the answer is right in front of my face *coughs* nocturnal creature but options are unlimited okay
Goodnight sweetdreams!

Me right now

Idk why it's so hard to do the assignment hahahaha
Actually planned to just do what I do best and bullshiz something but then I found out the person who will be presenting right before me has the EXACT. SAME. TOPIC

So now im in an unneeded dilemma between continuing what I had skeletonised weeks ago (........halloween? nope bad cover) OR to come up with a new topic altogether.
Ok la I dont mind the writing part (actually really enjoy it) but I mind the citation part a LOT like why waste my time like that you evil entity
Hahahahahaha
*cries*

ok you know what I have dance in 3 hours I should Nike and just do it right and then go to school and then submit the assignment and then forget about it forever and ever
But.... *REFER TO PHOTO ATTACHED*

Haiseh

Goldberg's return!

Something about listening to Goldberg's promo stirs this long-neutralised feelings in me.
I actually have neglected updates about WWE for quite some time, because I just hated everything; the wrestlers, the match bookings, the promos and storylines.
Nothing was attractive, nothing made an impact on me, nothing made me want to drop everything and run from my room to the television everytime I hear just one familiar voice.
Nothing made me want to watch PPVs, or have interest in the amazing women's revolution (I have always wanted to see it come true but now it has and im... not into it)
Nothing made me feel like I missed out on anything.
All I do is rewatch old videos (while trying not to be emo) and check for updates once in while.
But it has been some time since I actually sat in front of the screen and sit through a whole Raw or smackdown or even a PPV.

But hearing him cut that kickass promo reminds me that the good old days, could possibly still appear once in a while.
Good old days might come again and good old days, will happen even if it's once in a while.
And i'll give it a chance.

I wouldnt say i've grown out of it (like everyone else says)
I'll blame it on the things I stated above; the lack of charisma, anticipation and just high energy everything.
It's still a place I visit all the time because whatever happens, and how sucky it gets sometimes, WWE will always be a part of me.
Always.
Always.

And I anticipate days like today when someone comes, sprinkle his or her magic dusts and brings this hopeful person back alive and excited.

Zac efron's 29?!

To my 2nd husband,

Happy 29th birthday cutie.
Stay gold soul, and beautiful always.
So precious this one I cannot even handle.

"Im gonna fight to find myself, me and noone else."

Complainable

Critical writing is such a loser.
Maybe if I ignore it long enough it will swallow itself into the abyss and cease to exist and just go away because nO.
Not now not ever

Lol an app just advised me to "take a pretty selfie to brighten up your gloomy monday" hahahah nevermind my monday wasnt gloomy thankfully.
It's baby chiqa's 7th birthday! ♡
The universe conspired to give her a holiday which is great muehehe.

Have a good night

ps chiqa is the cutest thing ever eVER

Completion of this week's to-do list

11.37pm
Just submitted the Metaphysics test omg.
This test a bit scary because I have all these ideas which are quite hard to put in words.
Can exams progress to the point where we are put in brain scanners and you just think of the answer the the scanner picks it up and-
Ah humankind would need to advance further than this to make it happen hahaha.
But then again when humankind advances there's probably no need at all for exams.
Ok I plan to sleep decently tonight
Let's see

9.17am

Currently in the room alone.
Kids went swimming while the parents just left for the mall
IM A KID TOO but too lazy to move ah hahaha.
We'll see

ps truly wished we could stay longerrrr but work (dont care bout school hahaha self declared holiday always)

Emotional night + Dance photos!

Spent the night watching dil hai tumhara after bringing it up to Alwani just now, and I regret everything hahaha
1) The emotional roller coaster was too much, too much I tell you. I'll never get used to it even after watching it a thousand times.
2) Im boarding a ferry in 4 hours time and sleep hasnt visited yet

But now that I think about it I actually regret nothing, hais truly food for the soul.

Oh yes spent the day loitering with Alwani at esplanade and we took like 7 minutes to find each other hahahaha I would post a screenshot of our message but mobile blogger is always too messy.

And the performance went well, it was a friendly crowd!
The food afterwards was good too, but the company made it fun.
Here's some random photos!

Need to adjust my accent already,
BENG-BENG IM COMING FOR YOU MY BESTFRIENDS

ps why is mama waking everyone up now it's so earlyyyyy (not that im sleeping) but it's good because elephant will take FOREVER to get ready

Changes we dread

One of life's biggest irony is that we crave changes as much as we despise it.
We would do anything to remain stagnant no matter how much idealistic changes we want.
Familiarity is a beautiful thing but sometimes it gets addictive and dangerous.
It's just weird.

Subjective and unpopular opinion: Being judgemental

//At first this post was going to take a different approach.
It was going to be about how people should not lash out their negativities upon others, aka the joykills (oh no I teased John about this word for so long I forgot if it is joykill or killjoy)
But then I gave it a rest before typing it out and my brain apparently changed completely.//

I've learnt in Secondary school to not be a judgemental human being because of two important reasons
1) Seeing the people around me get judged mercilessly without people knowing what's really going on in their lives
2) I've been crazy misunderstood so many times because I was too lazy (cant be bothered, really) to explain things after people already established a judgement (because you know sometimes it's not worth the effort, especially over petty things and if the person themselves refuse to escape their world of narrow mindedness)

Just a few days ago I was ranting about someone to a group of friends and immediately I felt bad, and I liked that I did.
I have progressed to the point where even talking behind someone's back (unless I really know that person and their malice hahaha jk) makes me feel uneasy.

You have noooo idea how many weird things happened in my life and how many easy judgements are passed but I don't care really, I mean people's thoughts cannot touch the truth.
People may think you're an Elephant but innately as long as you know you're not, why bother to retaliate.

By not judging, it's way easier to deal with the bullcrap some people give us.
Just think of it as they're having a bad day or something, even if their bad days are permanent.
Like you know how if someone is angry, the best way to deal is to stay chill because eventually the episode will be over and they will look back and feel stupid for being so mad at something that is (usually) already over.
I have found that the best (although not the easiest) way to deal with these negative feelings is by giving ourselves time.
(not necessarily negative feelings, just that they are likely to lead us into doing things we would possibly regret)

There was once my friend was being so annoyingly provocative throughout a certain conversation and the icing on the cake came when she sent what seemed like a problem-inducing message.
All I wanted to do was to put it in her face how wrong she was this whole time and how much she was acting like a biatch but I decided to give myself a break (ayy demi reference)
Few hours later after not thinking about the issue at all, I reread her messages and realise that i'm reading it in a less-attacking tone.
It sounded more neutral in my head now that it did a few hours ago

Etc
Message: What's your problem?

How it sounded like a few hours ago: WHAT THE HECK IS YOUR PROBLEM

How it sounds now: What's your issue regarding it?

And I know she means the first interpretation but if I had given in to that, we would've been in a more precarious position so I decide to conveniently misread her text as a friendly one and what happened afterwards?
All was good.
No idea if she ever did figure out that she was acting over but it's solved and that's what matters.

It's important to always be kind because really, the bigger person will always feel less regret.

There's this girl I just met who seems to always be so grumpy and moody.
Yesterday she was extra fussy so I did what I could to not add on to her burdens.
I overheard her saying afterwards that she was in a bad mood.
Makes me wonder if a) she's doing fine and b) if I could have done something, anything at all to make her day a bit better.
But alas, sometimes ideal things are unreachable.
For now I can only pray and hope she's doing better than I last saw her.

And that goes to everyone out there too.
Be a nice human being please.
I have avoided drama the past 5 years of my life and the peace that comes with it is worth SO much more than the exciting feeling of being involved in a drama.

Sending positive vibes and smiles your way,
Me!

First performance upcoming!

Aloha hola mis amighosts!
I have a performance in a few hours time but im literally still lazing around whyyyy
But why not
Hahahha
Im supposed to leave home before 5pm so I can still laze for an hour more right...
(Not really but im gonna keep convincing myself otherwise ehehe)
Yes this will be my first tarian performance after 3 years of absence i'll update how it goes muehehe

And this weekend is filled with a plethora of assignments and tests (not really, just one essay and one open book test hahahahah drama)
As the semester comes to an end I find it harder and harder to do my readings hahahaha is this a common struggle or what?
And no way am I going to touch any work while im on a getaway so tomorrow will be homework-spam day yay! (Not)

I used the phrase not really twice what does this mean im a changed person
Hahahahah ok why am I extra dramatic today but it's good i'd need the extra energy after the weekly torture session yesterday.

Goodluck to Beztari for our first performance together and.... let's all try to be on time (message specifically directed to myself)

Have an amazing day ahead

Dilemma + Unnecessary opinions: STOP

Ok so I saw this article on facebook with a (clickbaitish title because who the heck writes 'John cena leaving WWE' and not include the words 'for a while' when it's obviously just a hiatus pffft)

In summary, for Wrestlemania 33: Either Cena faces Taker for his retirement match or Cena becomes 16 times champion

Boom

But if cena being in a title match means that taker will get another opponent for his retirement match then i'd rather cena NOT be champ. Just cannot for the life of me imagine anyone else ending taker's career

im really REALLY dreading taker's last match but he's literally grandfather age, he has worked his whole life and deserves to rest but im dreading it so much

Btw sometimes (all the time, really) I express an opinion for fun, so sometimes (all the time, really) dont share your unneeded opinions because sometimes, (all the time, really) you can listen to others without imposing your own judgements
Especially if it's just a simple lighthearted opinion which would not contribute nor cause harm to society

Etc.
(Totally real story)
Me: Omg... zac efron's hair is amazing.
Person: Lol.. ya but did you know he sacrificed his pet carrot for it?
Me: Haha yep heard about that.
Person: So?
Me: So what?
Person: Nothing just that you need to stop defending him.
Me: Ok im just saying I like his hair.
Person: I totally understand but he's like a terrible person so... no use liking anything about him really.

And also the infamous "I know more than you"

Me: Hah parrots are so weird their feathers can actually turn grey when they get depressed
Person: LOL u really think that???
Me: Uh I guess yeah, I read an article about it earlier on
Person: Lolllll thats so not true.. my dad's sister's husband's grandma's cousin's great-grandchild's neighbour's brother's uncle was a zookeeper... he said eagles stay the same colour their whole lives.
Me: Ok cool but does it apply to parrots too?
Person: Must be, duhh... both are birds.

Does this look appropriate to you because it shouldnt?????
Ok horrible examples but really you will be surprised how assertive AND out of point people can be when their head is so clouded by idk, their ego or lack of social awareness (probably both)
But it's ok because I end up laughing to myself.
But it's really not ok because they would still think their opinion is boss.
Oh bummer.

Of course I love reading other's views as well (hahahahha do I really? ok lah I do sometimes) but just... express them at your own spaces probably?
(WARNING: NOT TO BE CONFUSED WITH THE CONCEPT OF- WHAT THE MODERN WORLD CALL- SUBTWEETING)
Just, as a human being dont look for unnecessary trouble lah huh

Thank yourself for being an actively enthusiastic netizen who actually CAN control your boiling passion to just express your views for the sake of it.
Weirdly most of the people who do this (at least from my experiences) are adult men who idk what their issues are (superiority complex from a non-existant high position perhaps- excuse you sexism and ageism was so 13th century)
Know. The. Time. And. Place.

And oh yes dont have to be so rude about it????
Like literally you can insult my favourite things but if you put it in a non-rude (hahahah I forgot words today) way I will 100% respect your opinion because that's what that is; YOUR OPINION
Meanings/Inferences
1) Not my opinion
2) Not necessarily a fact
3) Nothing about another person having an opinion forces me to change my own opinion

Etc
Person: Demi lovato is a petty bish what the hell is her problem in life
Vs
Person: Wow what she did with the whole taylor swift drama was kinda unnecessary. I lost my respect for her.

I get that the first line is literally just a shorter way to express the second but just the tone okay the tone!
This is a visual message like people could easily misread your tone
Which could be happening right now, you reading this could totally misintepret this whole post just because you cant really hear how im saying it.
I mean bolds italics and capital letters can only do so much.

Ok this post sounds a bit rude hahahaha not my intention
Just to share some annoying habits of the interweb users
And the word Opinion just looks disturbing now

New life motto to adopt: If I can control my urges, you can too.

It is 3.46am what am I doing with my life

If it was too long and you cant be bothered to read; I can sum it up with a quote I read from Zizan's instagram
Menegur tak perlu pekik.
You dont have to scream out your comments and opinions.

Mondays are good

On my way to class now, two stops away and im late pfft.
Actually woke up before my alarm and left home early but I somehow decided to literally take the route less travelled.
Needless to say it didnt work well hahaha
Note to self: do that anytime but monday mornings
Hahah traffic was atrocious but at least everyone is travelling safe.
Have a splendid day ahead!

Sunday wind down

Me at 10pm: I think I can sleep early today, have a fresh bombastic Monday ahead and stuff!

Me at 11.30pm: Ok time for a relaxing cup of tea and a fun face mask and then off to bed!

Me at 1.38am: oh well!

Hahahhaa so cute when past me has a plan and DOESNT GET THROUGH but it's ok really since I have a whole afternoon in school to possibly take a nap (hahahaha cant even sleep at home whatmore outside, please lah) and catch up on readings before dance training.
Wait do we even have training tomorrow let me check.
Oh yes we do.
Anyway the performance for this item is gonna be this Thursday so ok let's conquer this well and then focus solely on the torture which is....... muara.

Im watching videos of Jim baking and it makes me want cake thanks a lot.
But idk whether I want to bake it myself or buy it from a shop or both or none- wait, none is not an option.

And I wrote a diss track of muhself in lieu of the roast yourself challenge and idk I love it but I made things hard for myself by writing a really fast rap which I have trouble enunciating.
Whatever, yolo right
What are subtitles for?
Hahahahaha.

My alarm is set for 6.38am so I shall see thou in the morning la madrugada buenas dias I dont know what I am talking about.
Have a good night's rest and to people on the other side of the world, have fun partying with dan and phil on their live tweet tatinof watching spree.
Hahahahah

ps dan is me in many occasions in life

I SURVIVED SATURDAY

I have like 2 assignments begging for my attention hahahah I mean who cares bout you both please get out of my system

Anyway I totally survived today, and not only that, I got this burst of energy right after training ended which was great but greatly mismatched everyone else who were all still groaning and on the verge of fainting.
Fair enough because during the dance (btw im totally against the words "from the top!") I was NOPEing all the way and everyone else seemed to survive fine (apparently not)
So yeah went home with more injuries and the two assignments asking to be done but nOpe im gonna embrace what's left of my saturday by doing nothing ehehe.

Oh yes the only bad part about learning what I like is that I really can't be bothered about grades because im just here like "omG I learnt this oh yes this is cool Wow greatness much knowledge knowledge fun fun"
And my classmates are like "lETS GO STUDY nOW. GRADES. ESSAYS. ASSIGNMENTS. TESTS. GRADEEEES"
Idk if it's a good or bad thing that they're asking me along to "study" because why but also why not (do u get me)
Ahh, I totally forgot about the GPA system which in my eyes is like such a... what-the-heck-art-thou-doing-here thing.
But whatever i'm going to do my best and ... not make a nest (?)
(Rapper alert)

In dire need of either ice cream or the sea to cleanse my soul and rejuvenate myself.
(Mrs darbus break: Proximity to the art is cleansing for the soul)
(Realllly hope I quoted that right.... inner HSM demon dont disappoint me)
I know right, what a range of items.
Hahahhaha.
Items.

ps i realise im a very self-entertainer like I dont need people to cheer me up because I have my brain thank u brain

pps my english this whole day has been amazing hahahahah imbeingsarcasticifyoucanttell

Ugh

Are you-
Are you kidding me right now
I typed a whole length of heartfelt emotions and they all disappeared?
There is no undo button I am so done
Goodbye blogger you betrayer

I answer questions in class... weirdly

Hello!
(Dang it, habits are hard to break)
I actually went to class without cabbing today
It's the first Tuesday since school started that I actually took the train/bus hahaha but good for me because the prof started class like 2 minutes once I settled in.

And ok but how do people answer questions in class so many times all the time.
Like I (weirdly and nerdly) answered thrice in class today and I already feel like im annoying (to myself of course I don't care what others think- probably relieved that they wont get called on? Hahahaha)
That's a lot of class participation considering that I usually don't answer unless called (even then when im too lazy to think i'll literally say "dunno sorry")
I better get my 10% hahahah but I don't even talk in the other classes only this one why hahhahaha I have no idea
Kinda dreading training because I am anticipating the tiredness but hey, I have 2 days to recuperate before another one..... hahahaha let's do it.
Still wished I could go to Harmonix more
But it's okeh, only a few more weeks to go ehehe.
Have a good night's sleep and may you dream of the best whale choir in the world (anything can happen in dreams)

ps saw this screenshot from an article about Hinduism; would be such a good troll if the translation was actually wrong

pps who am I and why am I using the word troll

ppps blame dan

Noone can know

It's weird, im always inspired after midnight.

Dost this mean that if I had lived on the other side of the planet, id be a productive successful human???
Who knows
Maybe I do exist there

Thus, no need for parallel universe, just look across the oceans.
Maybe

Oh recess week + breaking traditions

You were meant to be a break but that's the last thing I got, but I had fun so all is good!
Anyway if phan is rebranding then I am too.
No more compulsary "Hello!" and "Adeu" because sometimes it just doesnt flow right from the title and endings hahahahaha.

Currently in the bus on the way back from school.
Just finished Intro to philosophy class and I just want to say that I really love what i'm learning; like im actually proud to possess these knowledge.
Learning itself is not easy but this is probably what it should feel like- not memorizing for the sake of exams and definitely not calculating areas of a cylinder.
(For me at least! I respect that some people are just born Math- in which math is technically just a fiction we somehow made up to make life easier/calculatable)
(I mean what's up with the number 5 why is it 5 wHO SAID IT IS 5 and wHAT IS 5 NOONE KNOWS but yet everyone knows)
Btw just to clarify when I say I hate math I mean the whole calculation part (ew numbers and who has time for answers) I actually am interested in concepts (like how the heck did mr pythagoras find a theory that is true- possibly eternally- what was he doing squaring sides of a triangle)

Ok this post has been nice to make and possibly a nice read for myself in the future.
It feels nice being able to go back home early!
Have a splendid day ahead!

Weekends to calm down?

Hello!
Just got back from the beach, papa picked me up from dance muehehe.
About 12 hours since practice and now I can't even lay down right, like I keep finding a new source of pain hahahahaha.
Beaten, battered and bruised I still managed to survive a full afternoon and night socialising, playing crazy games and winning some lucky draws.
More importantly reuniting with stylo and played the 7 seconds challenge.

Today I turned so many of our conversations into songs and made amazing jokes so it proves that although lack of sleep affects me physically, it boosts my mental state.
(Hahahaha merepek but true ok)
Even wrestling classes didn't harm me this much hahahaha.
Was pushed to the limit ceh.
But I really like cikgu azmi's visionary.
I hope we can work together to make his visions a reality (though it be painful for us hahahahah really though)
I cannot recall a routine that has tired me out more than this one (or maybe it's just because of my 1 hour sleep yesterday/3 years absence from dancing/improper warmup)
Either way I was so glad to survive today ehehe.

The weather was great at the beach, I sat by the sea babysitting a random person's kid for a bit while enjoying the soothing breeze and the relaxing crashes of the waves.
And then joined in the group games and we won a lot ok hahahah team 1 you mean best team ever?! (Yes you do mean that)

My brain has been making this short(ish) story series and I have been writing them in my memo, but I can't seem to consciously continue them myself.
Like I would be doing something and then the thoughts come and I immediately type them out and as i'm typing, another chapter appears; it has been so for the past 3 days.
Reading back, it's weird how I got the idea because it's like something i've never thought about, and the last time I watched a drama was last year so like why suddenly but ok I like it so brain continue doing your thang even though i'm unaware of what's going on in you.

Ok found another painful spot and probably more bruises wow dance you are brutal and gangsta I like it.
(Do I really)

Had a fun day at vivo today with Mak yah and family!
Enjoyed the rooftop breeze while the kids played togethdr and then ended the day with icecream at dhoby ghaut.
I think for this whole week of craziness, I owe myself a decent rest tonight.
Adeu! ^^

En route

Hello!
Aw man, what a gloomy weather.
Would've matched my mood yesterday but today I was so ready to take on the world.
Kidding I fell asleep at 8am and am now forced to grab to school for training hahahahahhaha.....
But ok lah im on my way now (though i'll be very late) and all is good.
Have a great day ahead and hopefully the sun shines through and the gloomy sky clears up soon!
Adeu ^^

Welcome October

(Post from 1st Oct)

Hello!
Doctober second.
Hahahahah k SWAC reference.
Exactly how many times have I watched SWAC that I could quote any situation with appropriate quotes?
Noone shall know hahahaha.
Anyway, had a very very bland day as in emotionally spiritually physically bland and numb.
No idea why, October blues?
Hahahaha no link.
Or maybe it's the ghost in me awakened because it is woken up when september ends?
Ew I take that back hahahaha.
But i'm better now like right after the clock struck midnight I immediately felt better.
(Maybe im the ghost?)

So to usher in this new month of halloween and children's day, I'll make a random tag.
(Khali I wanted to tag you but I can't find the questions anywhere so forget it hahaha)

#1 Where were you 3 hours ago: Home, it's hibernation day today!

#2 Confession: Really lazy to go training tomorrow *cries*

#3 Bad habits: Cabbing hais

#4 Favourite colour: All colours are lovely (except you-know-what) but Purple is the primadonna of colours

#5 What colour is your toothbrush: Purple & White

#6 Can you drive a stick shift: I can actually, but no license yet hahaha

#7 Birthday: 25th August!

#8 Current Addiction: Phan

#9 3 pet peeves: People who litter, cant think of anymore right now

#10 Last person you hugged: Baby Izzul!

#11 Zodiac: Rat? I won the race guys

#12 Something you miss: Primary school

#13 Current song stuck in head: Touch, Troye

#14 Eye colour: Depends on your imagination, usually black.

#15 Where you live in the world: Southeast asia, right on the equator, Singapore.

#16 Favourite quote: (cant choose a favourite but) Be kinder than necessary

#17 Somewhere you would like to visit: Tahiti or the Fiji islands or just anywhere along the french polynesia

#18 Do you like your name?: Cant imagine having another so yes sure

#19 Favourite season: We don't experience any seasons here but I think i'd love summer or spring most!

#20 Phone currently using: Samsung S5

#21 Something you're excited for: Classes! Heheh

#22 How long you take to get ready: Depends, but it's less than an hour

#23 Favourite Animal: How to choose! Pandas? White tigers?

#24 1 food you hate: Tofu

#25 Do you get grossed out easily: Not really, no. I'm very tolerant I think.

Ok just wanted to clear this off draft because the orange draft sign on my dashboard looks annoying hahahah.
Adeu