Still lacking sleep, but not doing anything about it

Hello!
Had a loooong day yesterday but fun but tiring haha.
Woke up early but took a looong time to actually wake up and get ready so needless to say I was late for ROW heh.
Listened to Talk is jericho, Chris jericho's recent podcast about the Benoit incident and got so emo I missed a bus stop and had to walk meh morning exercise xD
When I reached they were just starting on painting so I hopped right in and got messy!
Ended about 2pm which was pretty fast but my teammates Alhamdulillah were really efficient and supportive!
The cik offered to cook buka for us but of course we wouldn't want to trouble her!
Afterwards watched Central intelligence with mima and banana omg it was so funny my face hurts from laughing and eventhough sometimes their punchlines tak sampai, still very funny and entertaining Ahhais the rock is amazing!
Picniced for buka afterwards and we were too full and tired so went home straight!
T'was a good day and I still haven't finish listening to the podcast???

Finally paid bazar geylang a visit today hahah lots of money wasting things guise please be smart in your purchases zzz
School resumes tomorrow and I wonder if Chiqa will fast or end up going to the canteen hehehe I don't even remember if I fasted in p1???
I have a memory of me and my buddy in the library but was that even during fasting month?
(I still remember my p5 buddy omg her name was rahimah or rahmah and she was tall-duh everyone was tall when you are a kid- had long, thick hair which she always pleated and wore specs)
Ok la 1.41am and voy dormir ahora!
Adeu ^^

My week and more

Hello!
Well well well did a pretty cool thing today, I became a trainee teacher for a group of kids hahahaha and my baby boss Chiqa accompanied me!
Told the (super cute) kids a story about Qitmir, a dog who is promised heaven by Allah S.W.T for having accompanied a group of friends who hid in a cave to avoid punishment for not worshipping idols and statues or whatever those are haha.
(Wow that was a long sentence)
Then we did some craft where we created our very own puppet puppies!
Had a loong ride home and napped in the bus with chiqa afterwards and kinda played with rain which brings me to the next point...
Can you believe it, im running a fever again.
Honestly tengo nol idea since when I was ever sensitive to rain haha but I hope it's temporary and I can get back to being a rain dancer.

Anyway you know what, it has been like... 8 years but I still haven't watch the High school musical casts goodbyes because I am not ready hahahahaha hashtag emotions still very raw and fragile
Right now it's on my youtube suggested videos and nope still don't want to watch it yet

25th June 2016
2.19am

GUYSSSSS 2 MORE MONTHS AND I'LL BE TURNING 20 WHAT IS THIS
*cries*
As dreadful I am to grow (ughhhh) I am very very very thankful that I get the chance to live and grow another year older.
It truly is a privilege, Alhamdulillah.
Just.... 20?!??!??
No comprendo, habría nunca comprendo.

ROW tomorrow!
Hope i'll be able to wake up hahaha spent the whole day spring cleaning today and i'm not even done yet.......
Now i'm gonna be doing the same thing but at another person's casa heheh hopefully my team best.
It would be my first time even though I have been wanting to do it for so long!

You know, sometimes I don't understand my yoloish (for the majoooor lack of better term) attitude.
But I haven't regretted anything as of yet.
If you're reading this, (even if it's me; hello me in the future) I challenge you to go do something you haven't done before/haven't done in a while.
If anything is stopping, hold on to these two phrases I personally use-
Go je (Just do it)
Redha dan Redah (Submit and Conquer)
Meh really rough translation but hahahaha point gotten across so, muy bien!
Ok la I totally should be asleep Olaf Minnie Goofy!
Adeu ^^

ps if you couldnt tell olaf minnie goofy is OMG hahahahhha

pps 20?!?!?!?

Progressing

Hello!
Managed to finish 40% of the clothes haizzzz progress but still too slow for my comfort.
What to do, the human body can only handle so much cehh excuses hahaha maap maap xD
That alone took like 9 hours (with an hour of break in between) man we are ultimates!
Chiqa accompanied us throughout which was sweet but it was annoying seeing a kid that was SUPPOSED to be sleeping still awake tshhh.
I think she was just scared we would throw her new balloons away hahahha she literally inflated ALL of them and tried to contain them in a big plastic bag but now the plastic bag won't stay still.
Anyway she's asleep now heheh.
Time to pop some balloons eheheh just kidding gue gak evil.

Cleaning with elephant is as harder as it is easier because
1) Faster duh
2) Easier to make decision
3) Slower because she cant seem to fold the clothes properly ?????? Loser hahaha
4) Harder to make decision

Seriously she'd be holding up an article of clothing and be like
W: Should we keep this?
Me: No
W: But the design is so nice and the fabric is so soft
Me: But the cutting is ugly
W: Fine *throws to me*
Me: Should we keep it?
W: No
Me: But the fabric is nice

Hahahh problemmmm.

Ok la I should go rest.
Thanks to HSM2 and Sepahtu for accompanying our mission.
Almost halfway done!

May we all have a blessed day ahead and may all of us be protected by Him, Amin.
Adeu ^^

ps i found youuuuu batista heheheheh now u can sleep with ur frenemy reyrey

Growing up sucks 99% of the time

Hello!
Watched Conjuring 2 yesterday hahaha seriously with the amount of times they referenced to the boy and his biscuits, I expected those to play a paranormal role or foreshadow something but nOoOo it's just a fact that the boy really does love his biscuits.
Anyway I still like my Insidious more heheh but I love how the neighbours in this movie are so accomodating.
It's been some time since I had great, caring neighbours and I can't wait to get back to those days!

I don't get the whole concept of "No spoilers please" because personally I like spoilers because
1) It saves you from wondering what will happen
2) It shows me what to look out for
But I guess people prefer the (non existant) thrill hahahaha ok kidding I understand yall, no big deal.

Friday
-Dragged to Celebfest with Kak faizah and elephant
-Saw Syafiqah, Ashikin and KCjr (rindu pe braderrrrr)
-Met Akim and Zara zya (is what matters hahahahaha)

Saturday
-Iftar session where I met mama's friends and one of them was so excited that i'm going to start school this August
-She was literally squealing with excitement and that made me happy because it was so sweet of her to be excited for and with me ahahais
-People who finds joy in other people's happiness are so precious

I remember as a kid I would never understand why adults loved Ramadhan so much, because all I could think of is Raya (I mean seriously dont lie to yourselves Raya was- still is lah- the dealio)
(Oh no I used dealio again)
(What is happening to me)
Hahahaha ok
But as I grow up I understand why and i'm glad I do because it's such a precious month I can't comprehend ever not experiencing it.
Alhamdulillah for another year of opportunity.
May we all find it in ourselves not waste these days!

Hmmmmmmm spring cleaning upcoming and I have a lot to do aka I want to give away all of wana's clothes because she has no taste hahahaha jk I wear her clothes too (except the pink ones)
So far my closet has no pink stuff which is amazing but troublesome because it makes cleaning harder to commence (I usually throw out the pink things first hahaha racist ke ape ni)
Ok why am I ranting here I should go and start........
(Or will I?)
Ok la either way I should go because this post is out of control hahahaha
Adeu ^^

There's always good besides the bad

Hello!
Just wanted to share a short and sweet experience on the day of my medical checkup.
Was slightly panicking because I haven't printed the medical form for the checkup, until a makcik told us there was a printing room somewhere nearby so we headed there.
A lovely student (who was the only one there and is doing her work) allowed me to use her account to print my things and then lent me her pen, all while being so nice about it.
Might not seem much, but at that point of time it was everything I needed.
Thank you, you kind soul!
May your good deeds return to you in the best ways possible.

Anyway had a fun day today, bukaed at cik ros' for pak yus' birthday heheh.
Singgahed woodlands bazaar where we met khali and lesnar and then cabbed (got a really friendly driver who was passionate about malay kuehs and mee rebus hahahah)
Nasi ambenged and the kids had their own trays and they finished eating first elehh macam puasa je hahahah cute gila.
Me, elephant and kak yati took so long to finish, and none of us touched the sambal goreng lol rabak!
After that played with baby izzul homagash his cuteness is beyond legal limits!!!
And then we tamed the kids who were shouting and playing really roughly by making them play silent monkey ball (who made any sorts of noises must be the monkey) and then idk how out of nowhere I decided to pair them up and let them play mirror, where they danced too cutely hahahahah
We also played simon says and freeze game before iqim and aqil had to leave dawwww.
Aleesya self entertained with upin ipin ahahais gurrllll.
Grabbed home about 11pm and boom sampai rumah~
Orait have a great day ahead everyone!
Adeu ^^

ps really want to go KL but have another event next saturday so plan deactivated haiseh!

pps i used the word cute like thrice i should be arrested

Probably as lost as you are (or worse)

Hello!
Am supposed to go for the health screening tomorrow and I have always realised that nobody really knows what they're doing except pretend they do OR find people to be wrong with.
Hahaha this time i'm taking the high road by taking advantage of the possible benefit-of-the-doubt on the school's side muehehe.
I mean I can put in effort to find things out but I can also not put in the effort and get away with it.
Oh milo godzilla I sound like a criminal hahaha
Just kidding la i'm pretty equipped I think.... (pretty meaning I got 2/9 things done)
Hahaha
This is mal pero can't help it waduhhh gawat (tak gawat pun, drama je lebih)

Just want people to understand that some people just won't get things inside their heads like no matter how solid, well substantiated your arguments are, if they refuse to take it, they really won't.
So instead of wasting ye time and effort in trying to change the way their stubborn brains work, just direct that energy somewhere else.
They'll probably realise their loserness soon enough anyways, literally only they can decide when.

No particular motivation over that above paragraph but I do need sleep.
Hashtag no link but got link hahaha.
Needa travel to the west in the morning haiz Singapura luckily you are super accessible.

May our days go smoothly ahead!
Selamat bersahur!
Adeu ^^

ps im very liquid deprived (team cant-take-plain-water)

Emotional afternoon

Hello!
Stumbled across old WWF/E videos on fb, (stumbled? more like FATED TO SEE)
And I realise how many of them have retired/is out of WWE and it got me super emo.
They were my whole life growing up and even now as i'm (very unexcitedly) leaving the weird years of teenagehood, they still remain to play the hugest role in my life.
That being said, I am so not ready for Taker and Kane to retire.
Them specifically because I mean we saw jericho and triple h announce their "retirements" but we still see them (to which I say yES PLEASE STAY mi hermanos)
As if seeing shawn michaels and edge retire was not bad enough *CRIES x3990 T.T*
I can't *CRIES MORE*

I'm supposed to get ready to buka outside but as usual someone is taking a looooong time to get ready zzzz.
So lazy to choose clothes ahahais can I wear my nonexistant fireman uniform yes I can but I don't have one
May you have a blessed day ahead!
And a good buka session ahead.
Do think of me when you see shawn michaels anywhere because I love shawn michaels
Adeu ^^

ps the christina grimmie incident is CRUEL, she was one of the first youtube singers I followed and this is horrendous news

For keepsake

Hello!
5th day of puasa ongoing yay.
(Lol there should exist a punctuation between fullstops and exclamation marks)
Bukaed at Changi beach and it was so peaceful and beautiful because it was a weekday hahaha
Went to bowl afterwards, t'was fun.

Went out to bid adios to the Underwater world (it was soo different from what my childhood self remembered it as) and Fort siloso (forced to lepak up there because of the rain) with los españyol niños on Weds and have been very equipped with the (quite very troublesome) uni admission processes but who's complaining!
(clue: not me)

Anyway i've been running a fever for almost 3 days now aiseh but all is good, I shall and will get well faster than you can blink.
Currently contemplating if I should join everyone to buka outside or stay at home because I cannot moveee (cannot or dont want hahah apeniii)

Alright I shall go away hahah
Hope all is well in your lives and please be nice to people because we are of the same species.

ps life is about what you give, not what you gain

Just a filler

Hello!
Just want to say that people who are honest to themselves and others are what I vibe with seriously I don't care if that honesty reveals a million weaknesses, the fact that you're so transparent and humble is so motivational.
Ok dah.
Hahahahhaa eh I rarely blog with only 1 thing to say ehehehe.

Self reminder not to try and rush things because good things are worth the wait.
But at the same time we can never wait for the right time because it does not exist.
Which principal is truer?
Depends on situations?
What am I even talking about ok lah have to get ready to go out for buka soon ahahais.
Adeu ^^

ps hope your fasting journey has been more than alright so far

pps finally got up a level in spanish!

Selamat menjalani ibadah berpuasa

Hello!
Salam ramadhan from ye amiga aqui.
May this holy month bring positive changes, vibes and jives to you.
Tomorrow I will be doing something for the first time, something that i've alwaaaays wanted to do!
And tomorrow is the first day of puasa muehehe insyaallah dipermudahkan everything.
It's 12.19am now and for once I actually want to sleep.
Remember last ramadhan where I didnt sleep the nights for almost the whole month eugghhh that was not nice at all, some more it was A levels period hahaha strugglezzz.
Sudah tu sudah.
Ok ok okkk
Quiero a dormir, Gue mau bobok, I want to slumber, Wo xiang shuijiao, Beta ingin beradu.
Buenas noches, sweetdreams!
Adeu ^^

ps just... Alhamdulillah for everything

pps my full on english blogging has turned into a mix of malay and english i mean come on

Sorry, i'm not apologetic

Pada malam ini,

Maafkan daku jikalau engkau gagal untuk lena,
Salahkan dirimu kerana terlalu sempurna-
Sehingga aku tak dapat pejamkan mata.
Salahkan dirimu kerna sesungguhnya,
Perasaan ini tak pernah kudamba.

Jikalau dijodohkan bertemu lagi,
Pasti tak keruan hati ini,
Akanku cuba mengalihkan pandangan,
Lebihku rela berdiri keseorangan.
Tapi jangan engkau berani,
Untuk melangkah pergi.

Tunggulah disini.
Walaupun kau tak menjadi milikku,
Biarlah ku nikmati-
Keperibadianmu yang murni.
Hatimu yang suci.
Kasihmu yang hakiki.

Sememangnya lama sudah hatiku mati,
Berhenti berfungsi atas nama kasih,
Namun dengan kehadiranmu ini,
Sungguh tak sangka,
Ia dihidupkan kembali.

Memang kau tak berbuat apa,
Cuma aku yang terlebih rasa.
Disini aku hanya mampu berdoa,
Agar kita bertemu semula.

Tapi ia seperti anani,
Engkau layak mendapatkan yang lebih sempurna,
Ku tetap genggam erat perasaan ini,
Pasti ku kunci dan lontar ke dasar.

Jangan kau risau, jangan kau bimbang.
Perasaan ini tak perlu ditimbang.
Dan ku harap pabila mata bertentang,
Semua perasaan ini akan
Hilang.

Me no gusta

Hello!
I miss you a lot and just know i'll be back soonestest est.
Once I make up my mind haizzzz indecisive
(Padahal benda tk perlu tau hahahahah menyusahkan diri betul)
Adeu

/edited/
OK 3.03am and I think i'm not ready to say goodbye so im gonna just continue using you heheheh
(Usage of "i'm" and "im" in the same sentence... what does it say about me hahahaha nothing)
Since my last post...... a few cool things happened!

19th May saw shasha and yol's birthday where me, wana, yana and ika dragged them to sentosa for a surprise picnic hehehe.
I told yol I was going for a job interview and Natasha told shasha that her soon-to-be workplace needed her to come down.
I thought yol's mama had to reveal the surprise picnic because you know Tauruses, stubborn like an ox bro no kid at all.
(JK, I dont believe in horoscopes lol)
But turns out, secret was well kept haha thank you hizah and mama yol!
Shasha's side was not worrying because
1) Reason was 100% believable
2) Shasha is very trusting hahahah (according to her sisters surprises dont work on her though but im glad it worked this time!)
We planned an amazing race but since me and Yol reached before the Shas, I had to waste time because we wanted them to commence at the same time.
So I pretended to call "Sentosa" (IT IS IKA HAHAHA I changed her contact name) and ask where I should wait.
After a few minutes of Yol getting restless and beginning to speak korean I called ika again but this time she was telling me-
I: Err I think you can start now sha is reaching!
Me: Yeah i'm waiting right outside, who am I supposed to look for?
I: Look for lemon (laughs like mad)
Me: Jennifer? Alright i'll find the office now, thank you!
It was so hard to not laugh la please hahaha and I had to find a way to let Yol find the first clue without giving anything away.
Lucky she was very rajin and walked further to find the (non existant) office so while she was out of sight, I pasted the post-it with her name somewhere.
She saw, but slow reaction la hahaha obviously she wouldn't think it was for her.
I had to pretend to be excited and like "eh that's your name go see!"
And so it started, the time to embarrass the birthday girls.
Ended with a picnic with a beautifulllll sunset MasyaAllah seriously beautiful.
We pranked them by making them race to get their "present" and then have wana throw their fake present into the sea (we picked it up no dealio) (ew who uses dealio hahahah ok lah actually the word quite ok)

This one plan last minute gila hahaha like right after the family dinner for grandpapa's birthday where me ika and yana wana ended up at paya lebar's macs till 12.30am eeeeks!
We have no intention except for the birthday girls to have a great day, apologies for any shortcomings!

Also bahas semis and finals occurred.
All I can say is I had fun with mi amiGhosts the los españyol niños!
So many thoughts that cannot be translated into words.
So many heartfelt emotions that has to be hidden for the sake of idk what.
Heheh.

Anyway I dont have the will to continue my malay story (actually I have written chapters but I need fillers to link the current one to the next one hahahahah which is quite jauh I tell you)

Had a fun day today.
Went to fort siloso after how.....many.......years...............
But not satisfied because we were late and thus I wasnt able to sit and read every exhibitions/listen to every audios and videos aiseh
Need to make a comeback soon ceh.
Ok la I spent 23 minutes straight typing
(Boleh tahan workout, sakit pe tangan hahaha)
Oraittttt
Adeu ^^