Hello!
Ok so perkampungan happened and as usual I have a post on draft about it aiseh.
Soon la k soon hahaha
Fulfilled our last minute grad trip (literally "eh you guys free early may let's go sunway" and boom, done)
Having withdrawal symptoms; in particular the beautiful airbnb hosted by Laila haisss Soho 2 I still have you bookmarked on Grab.
And I can't believe we only took the 360 viking ONCE kemonn what is this.
Anyway while I was at the 6th largest shopping mall in the world (hahahaha a long name for One Utama) and waiting for fas and mel to buy pastries for our dinner I refreshed my email and saw... it.
Before I could type in my admission number and password on it though, they came out from Aeon so I paused to book a grabcar hahaha.
While waiting for our grabcar and while they talk about how familiar a song coming from a chinese restaurant sounded, I logged in and checked it and Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah SWT.
How he still grants my prayers and gives me rezeki although i'm not a good servant at all is beyond me.
May he always guide us to his path, Amin.
Got accepted into uni but can't figure out what's the big deal, that I see people screenshotting the acceptance letter and excitedly posting on social medias.
But it is indeed something to be proud of.
They worked hard to get where they are and while I cannot say the same for myself, I am beyond enthralled that I achieved the same.
For one, it has been my dream course since young for idk what reason.
And with uni applications season, there are a lot of voices telling me to pick a major which can give me "the best job" or "the most money" or "what singapore's economy needs" and it's kinda upsetting how they think i'd actually take their "advices".
I respect each and every one of these voices and I understand yall want the best for me but you too have to understand that I will not go the easy way out if it means sidelining my own aspirations.
7 year old me would be gleefully beaming (and probably excitedly cheering too), because I am resisting these tempting voices.
Because I am doing this no matter what will happen.
And I would know because 7 year old me, is me right now.
And if I ever regret this decision in the future, I won't.
Because I know that even the wrong steps brings me closer to where I am meant to be.
Thank you so much, but no thank you.
Adeu ^^
ps bahas quarter finals tomorrow!
pps might be my 2nd last post before I move to a new blog as per tradition but... aiseh see lah indecisive
