A very edited (last?) post

13th May 2016

Hello!
Did end up going to MCS afterall and 3 very unlikely things happened hahahaha.
Danced bollywood, got into VP's car and helped someone change at the bus stop.
It was the year 3's step down ceremony and honestly i'm sad to see them leave.
I'm probably sadder about their stepping down than my own one (except during abg mok's speech haiseh heartbreaking)

Bahas semi finals tomorrow!
AJC vs NP and ACJC vs Al-maarif.
I watched ACJC vs Al-maarif during perkampungan hahaha it was the first round for my sidang and i'm pretty stoked to see how much they would've improved since that nerve wrecking first match!

ps aiseh truly want to watch shakespeare in the park but lack of student privileges means it's a no no

pps happy birthday ain why you gotta grow so fast

17th May 2016

Hello!
Ok just want to share that I went hiking with shabs syuh and asyraf yesterday haahha.
Last week we commenced our every-monday-sport/activity with bowling (aka me trashing them hahahhaa jk not really)
And so we went hiking at mount faber and ended before hort park because sentosa.
Lepaked at Krispy kreme and I finally went up a level in Spanish!
It's so fun to revise with them hahaha may we all be masters soon xD

Anyway yep I feel like this blog has served its purpose well for the past 6 years (late or whattt)
It only took me less than 2 years to reach 619 posts in my old blog hahahah spammer much.
As much as it's such a no-need thing to open up a whole new blog I figure it'd be a good way to start a new phase of life aka 1) Young adulthood 2) Uni life

But right as i'm writing this i'm doubting my own decision gosh dang it
AHh
Adeu

As usual

Hello!
Just felt like blogging ahaha.
Just got back from doing 3 things.
All quite exciting actually hahahaha.
First is... a secret (shouldnt be but haiya i've been tasked hahaha)
Needless to say I had a crazy filling lunch from Stuff'd it was actually great!
I enjoyed every bite though it was too obese hahaha.

Second was tutoring- I felt extra energetic and I completed two questions which I would usually stop doing halfway because of how annoying it was.
(I hope Irfan continues working hard!!)
I would like to thank the extra energy to two things
1) My lack of sleeping-after-4am schedule
2) 2nd day of clean(ish) eating
I'll try it for a week and if it gives this much positive contributions to my existence heck yes i'm continuing!
As much as I despise vegetables I managed to find ways to actually get them in my system.
It's all psychological hahaha.
AND I was asked to drink 2 cups of plain water and literally while drinking i'm shaking my head saying "no I dont like this stop it" but still manage to finish them hahaha why is plain water so plain.
Oh oh and Izzul is growing so fast he is laughing now!!!!
And he is so cute what is this sorcery!

Thirdly, it's Khali's graduation!
Unplanned visit but as usual it ended up fun!
Now it's 1.15am and i'm considering visiting MCS tomorrow.
Hmmmmmmmmm lihatlah kepada semua faktor hahahah
Adeu ^^

ps have I told you I reached 50% fluent last month, guess not since that post is on draft but YES!!!

Updates + decided on moving?

Hello!
Ok so perkampungan happened and as usual I have a post on draft about it aiseh.
Soon la k soon hahaha

Fulfilled our last minute grad trip (literally "eh you guys free early may let's go sunway" and boom, done)
Having withdrawal symptoms; in particular the beautiful airbnb hosted by Laila haisss Soho 2 I still have you bookmarked on Grab.
And I can't believe we only took the 360 viking ONCE kemonn what is this.
Anyway while I was at the 6th largest shopping mall in the world (hahahaha a long name for One Utama) and waiting for fas and mel to buy pastries for our dinner I refreshed my email and saw... it.
Before I could type in my admission number and password on it though, they came out from Aeon so I paused to book a grabcar hahaha.
While waiting for our grabcar and while they talk about how familiar a song coming from a chinese restaurant sounded, I logged in and checked it and Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah SWT.
How he still grants my prayers and gives me rezeki although i'm not a good servant at all is beyond me.
May he always guide us to his path, Amin.

Got accepted into uni but can't figure out what's the big deal, that I see people screenshotting the acceptance letter and excitedly posting on social medias.
But it is indeed something to be proud of.
They worked hard to get where they are and while I cannot say the same for myself, I am beyond enthralled that I achieved the same.
For one, it has been my dream course since young for idk what reason.
And with uni applications season, there are a lot of voices telling me to pick a major which can give me "the best job" or "the most money" or "what singapore's economy needs" and it's kinda upsetting how they think i'd actually take their "advices".
I respect each and every one of these voices and I understand yall want the best for me but you too have to understand that I will not go the easy way out if it means sidelining my own aspirations.
7 year old me would be gleefully beaming (and probably excitedly cheering too), because I am resisting these tempting voices.
Because I am doing this no matter what will happen.
And I would know because 7 year old me, is me right now.
And if I ever regret this decision in the future, I won't.
Because I know that even the wrong steps brings me closer to where I am meant to be.

Thank you so much, but no thank you.
Adeu ^^

ps bahas quarter finals tomorrow!

pps might be my 2nd last post before I move to a new blog as per tradition but... aiseh see lah indecisive