Hello!
Im not kidding when I say I have a lot of blogposts on draft :')
Whyyy...
Aaaanyway one of my main aims for this brand new year is to make new friends but I kinda lost one (aka it was so sayang but I really cant keep you around no matter how much fun I have had with you)
Im not one to hold grudges, obviously, but it just felt natural to leave.
I mean if someone does something umm not so nice and then you see the prospects of it possibly making a comeback in the future, I felt like it's safer to say adious amigos (honestly I dont know what im talking about whaddup 2am brain)
But honest though i'd probably still be up for small talks because we're young adults (number 1 thing I HATE to admit but it works here) and i'm not the secondary school me who majorly CUTS connection hahahaha but hey, looking back I probably did the right thing.
(Probably not but in my defense, it was the first time in my life experiencing major betrayals and friendly backstabbings; how am I supposed to react?!)
Anyway dont be weirded out that im talking about the past im good I just happened to come across the blog of an old, old friend of mine.
And sometimes I wonder what life would be like if we were still friends.
Truly everything happens for a reason but it's just sad to see someone change into the person she swore not to be.
Gahh why am I even talking about this shiz I have more fun things to talk about.
Actually not really but hahaha
I didnt ever plan to talk about this recent experience to anyone at all (privacy is expensive for superstars just sayin) but idk it's the first thing that popped into my mind and she probably might read this and if you do hello there, I dont hate you, I dont even dislike you, I hope im not overreacting by choosing to limit our (used to be daily) conversations.
I'll always miss our nonsense but hey I dont think I have the time to-
Ok you know what 2 months down the road i'd probably be texting you the latest news about our favourites but for now, nehh let's take a break!
No big deal ok.
And can we just take a moment to frustrate (pretty sure this is a legit verb aka a shortform of 'express our frustration') about how Kalisto won the US champ only to be defeated yet again by the Loser Del Rio.
And I have so many things I wanna do now that I have the free time and I shall attempt to (excitedly) execute them.
First things first, I neeeeeed to hit the library! (wAIT I thought I heard boogeyman's theme song omG ok it's just a Malay song hahaha)
Oklah ok before this posts becomes a dictionary I shalt stop.
Oh btw went to Mindcafe with Naj and lili on Tuesday lol totally crushed all the games and I found out me and Lili were slightly telepathic (which makes me miss nelly and fatin my brain twins haizz why they busy)
Aaand im still on a job hunt i'd probably end up selling keychains because all the jobs looks and sounds so boring I cant comprehend how humans tolerate that shiz.
Ahh, ok done.
Adeu ^^
ps I really need to change the blogskin (even though im using mobile, it's just so ma fan to access my Archives!)