Major rant incoming

Hello!
I got an exam in 9 hours time.
Eww.

But seriously, ever since a few days before fasting month started I haven't been sleeping the night AT ALL.
It's a norm but usually it's not this bad.
Like by the time I feel even a tad sleepy it'd be 4am and it's already time for pre-dawn meal.
And who can sleep after eating right (it's actually normal i'm just trying to make a case here HAHAHA)
So it ends up to be me sleeping after 7am, and waking up 2 to 3 hours later.
It feels so unhealthy but I just cannot fall asleep *cries but not really*
I like staying up of course but aiyoooo I really need rest.
My blog is like 70% me ranting about being unable to sleep hahhhah..... but it's true humans put yourselves in my shoes.
Actually don't you'll break them.
Hahaha.
I am hoping to catch a nap after dawn, i'd probably get a solid 5 hours sleep (if I can fall asleep)
But then again it's discounting buffer time for revision, and (oh wait I almost said breakfast hahahah) ya revision.
I can afford to wake up the latest... 11am.
But knowing me i'd probably be late so dear future me, make sure ye leave the house before 11.45am.
I'm saying too many buts.
Reveals the conflict in my head hahaha.
I don't want to end up doodling on my exam papers.
Okay, it's 4.05am now.
I should wake my family up as I have done for the past week.
Aka no alarms set because i'm here
(Hashtag reliable)
Hahaha okay have a great day ahead!
Adeu ^^

ps really hope to survive tomorrow's paper because i hate exam conditions oh the silence

pps wwe tickets soon!!!

Messy train

Hello!
I have a sudden missingness (what the heck how do I even express these emotions hahaha jk) for Rey mysterio.
We shall all cry oceanfuls knowing that he is not coming to my country next Thursday.
Not even Orton is coming like art thou kiddingth moi?!
The line up is looking pretty boring.
But why would a big successful company that made my childhood more than Barney, High-5, Powerpuff Girls and Teletubbies combined care about our happiness right.
*cries dramatically*
Hahahahaha.....
At least Cena and Kane are coming.
Even Jericho is not coming due to tough enough like art thou- okay I shalt stop using this phrase.

It's Saturday morning 12.42am and exams are coming up and I regret not doing any preparations at all.
I mean I still have 2 days...
Or 1 day since i'm booked the whole day tomorrow.
Aw shucks.
Whatevs.

I wonder if there are any humans, animals or aliens in existence who likes their voice in recordings because I really 92% don't (or should I say 'don't really' because logic)
Ok that will only make sense if your command of english is amazing like mine.
(Speaking from someone whose blog posts are filled with words that doesn't exist)
(And I keep emphasizing the word 'Yet' because those words deserve to exist)
Why am I typing in brackets again?
Now that i'm reading it back, this song (wait, what?) I mean post (I sure do not like backspacing) sounds like a Ryan Higa video.
Whatever that means.

Okay so I hope this trippy post entertained you or at least made you confused enough to realise that you're still alive and that's a good thing.
Wow I dove from surface to deep pretty fast eh.
Goodnight world, sweetdreams of cotton candy clouds.
Adeu ^^

ps be careful what you wish for

Fresher

//this post was written on 23rd june but failed to publish so imma retry//

Hello!
I have not been sleeping well at all the past week ughhh.
I'd be up till sahur and then I'll fall asleep at 7am and wake up 2 hours later and the cycle repeated x9 days.
Tonight seems like another night but i'm already used to it so...
(Internally wishes I could sleep at least for 4 hours)

So after days of contemplating I... eventually went for the first NDP combined rehearsal with fatin, wana and siti on Saturday.
I actually forgot that I joined NDP twice previously.
Once with yol and nelly and then with syuh.
Last year I went for like one training session with syuh, shasha and wana but ahahahah we all bailed!
So I truly cannot believe that I'm once again in like I already said.
This time though we're part of the core group aka required to be professional dancers *coughs*
Which is less boring in my opinion hahaha.
So um reluctantly dragged myself to rehearsals and got charged 3$ on a cab for the first time hahahah.
But all boredness (word does not exist yet) ceased to exist with the company of fatin wana and siti!
It was quite fun at the holding venue at suntec and I thank god I didn't feel hunger or thirst because I kinda missed sahur that morning.
Met all sorts of people and as usual... ok I shan't mention this here heheh.
In months to come, probably!
Like after the show is over.
Wow i'm keeping myself in suspense because this blog is a diary that I myself read all the time.
Sorry future me but you probably know what i'm talking about... right?
Kidds!
Went to surprise papa and grandpa after that in lieu of father's day!

Watched a documentary about Mount everest mannnnn I really see myself climbing it at least to base camp or something.
But i'm sure if I did that i'd probably won't turn back till I reach the summit.
Ahh ok dreams aside, exams are coming and I... boohoo.
Don't even want to talk about it.

Just realised that my friendship with Fatin has surpassed the 10 years mark like that feels too old to be true.
Well I pray it lasts cause she's like a sister to me!
Now I have to try and rest because I need loads of energy tomorrow!
Although nothing in my brain right now is sending out a "I'm tired!" signal.

Finally gotten around to watching Bahas 4pm finals on the tv.
Brings back memories from perkampungan!
Okay, I shall try not to watch any Merell twins video to help me fall asleep.
Adeu ^^

Salam ramadhan

Hello!
The holy month is here and I only have well wishes for all.
Cooked for the family today and did some spring cleaning, both with the help of my precious Chiqa.
She disappeared halfway to eat and then after that stopped working hahahaha but she still did a lot though!

Was supposed to go bowling with yol eatgo and dee yesterday, but that was postponed.
And then planned to watch jurassic park, but that got canceled.
So we had an impromptu reunion with hattrick, crashed elly's place like we always do.
Watched 'It follows' with two humans who claims they're scared to watch but hey they didn't scream so it's all good hahaha.
Watched Home and boy was it an adorable and heartwarming one.
Rihanna did great, voicing that... girl.
Hahaha who, I don't know.
Then of course we had to jam.
We might be our own little circle but it's amazing how much we've grown since our covering days 2 years ago.
Jammed till a lil after 10.30pm and then headed home.
Needless to say I reached home past midnight ughh trains.

So... i'm still contemplating on whether I should join NDP this year or not.
Toughie!
Like half of me wants to because... firstly I miss dancing and secondly hello, SG 50!
But then again I need to catch up with the steps and commit time and effort every Saturday till 9th august...
Which from past experience I know I will dread and groan everytime rehearsals come.
Arghhh!
Alright I want to do something now... hahaha at 1.36am eh.
Adeu ^^

One down, many to go

Hello!
Bahas finals is over, which is a... very bittersweet thing.
I loved being able to see my homies almost every week, they really do brighten up my life.
But it also means I can finally focus on my academics... or can I?
Hahaha.
I really appreciate holidays but I haven't gotten any rest at all for the past two weeks.
Only saturday and yesterday did I get to kick back.
Went to the SEAquarium and Wings of Time on Saturday, and lepaked at grammy's on Sunday.
Almost watched insidious but didn't (heard it's not as good as the last two but whatevs)
I still need to watch it.
And jurassic world.
I think.
Thank god for the relaxing weekend.

So like before I step into Ramadhan (in sha allah) I would like to seek forgiveness from everyone and anyone I have ever wronged, knowingly or not.
I hope this ramadhan brings blessings and hopefully we all strive to be better servants of Allah SWT.
Amin.

Have a great week ahead you alls!
Adeu ^^