hello.
not in the best mood and you can see that.
i am officially shagged.
i hate it when i'm tired and someone nags and asks me to do some things, and when i'm doing it they keep commenting and critiquing (word does not exist beep beep)
like, ughhh!
please, i'm trying my best in my zombiefied physicality.
but yeah i believe in motivation.
I believe that when someone bothers enough to say "Cheer up" or "Don't give up", they believe in you somehow.
and guys i just did something i'd never thought I would've done.
i tore my literature papers.
huh.
seeing how badly i'm catching up in lit class, i feel so... (idk how to say this so forget it)
when tearing them it's as if i'm removing the things that don't matter anymore.
Things that'll always stay in your heart and mind, but things that are already worthless.
I can't wait to break out of this robotic cycle singaporeans call 'LIFE', cause this, my amigos, is not what life is about.
pursuing qualifications?
and then what, spend the next 30 years doing the same things?
and then retire rich and have no energy to do anything else?
i will regret if my life turned out that way, so i will not make that happen.
okay guys emo post is over hehe.
you really make me feel better even though im technically talking to myself.
adeu