Lonely

Hello! Yeah my title, i suddenly feel so lonely. Haha idk why x( I think cause i didnt text anyone and like my friends only talk to me if i text. Okay i shant. Gonna meet them tomorrow for physics and history paper. My flat is infested with cockroaches. The people sprayed chemical and caused that. Such a disgusting sight. Since i was alone at home i quickly grabbed my stuff and here i am at mac trying to study history. But the loneliness bugs me. Pms? Haha never experienced one of those and besides, i'm on the "time of the month" Maybe im just overthinking. Well ah, whatever the reason i gotta get rid of it like now! Which is why im ranting here, not sure how it helps but it does somehow. Facing my history textbook to no avail. Gotta run. What do you think can cure me in mac? It's too cold for icecream, the mac has insane air conditioning. I've had coffee before going out. Mcspicy, i'm not hungr- Oh yesyesyes! Cinnamon melts! Ahhh well byebye! Adeu ^^

When there's no other choices, you be strong.

Hello.
Feeling down lately, not down down but unmotivated to do anything down.
And it's in the middle of O levels!
So worried for myself ahahahha just kidding xD
Chemistry paper today.
I feel like i've soo much to study but i dont know what.
Better not add unneded stress in life.
Yesterday after ss paper (which eventfully i came late for and didnt complete), went to library eith yol, ely and dee.
Ahh late
Adeu ^^

Damn

It's the worst possible time to feel helpless. Oh my gosh

anticipate change and stay relevant

hello! watching looney tunes for whatever reason. not ready for social studies paper tomorrow x( the tv character just denied that she's a wrestler. if anything it's COMPLIMENT! heh heh hath more pictures of demi lovato in my phone ^^ love her i love her played 'would you rather' with yol throughout the weekends. fun! sadly she went and abandon me.....with a valid reason. hahah ok the monster sweet im eating tastes like kfc for whatever mental reason. adeu ^^

Happy eidul adha

Hello!
Hyped, cause i just spent 6 hours whatsapping with nelly.
It was fun!
Gonna stop soon though since she needs beauty sleep, i want to but i told you, im hyped.
Hmmmm, i feel like im living in the moment.
Like i dont jnow what else to do with life after Os.
What do we do?
Ahha, smart guy from the 12th century give us hints please xD
Okay takbir is on the radio :)
And not forgetting, 3 days to a year anniversary of the departure of my favourite uncle.
Alfatihah to him, ys allah.
Bless his soul and place him among the people you love
Amin.
Just checked up some new stories from wattpad, liking them ^^
Okay, checking out (pfft i sound likka weird loser hipster wannabe)
Adeu za^^

Begin Again

Yay tswift's music video for this is out! I want i knew you were trouble too! "you throw your head back laughing likka little kid" Ouch y you throw your head away Ok lame bye xD Adeu ^^

One Word

Phew.

If you know what i mean

Hello!
You know, yesterday in my compo, i wrote about how my nerves turned to excitement blablabla.
Today it's the opposite.
Yesterday i was so excited to take the english paper.
Today... Quite excited, but im not fully ready.
Ah my dang fault.
Hahaha okay im gonna do what i can, and grab that effing b3.
I feel so lazy to stand ehe heheh.
Nonsense right.
I heard yesterday's answers got leaked online?
Wow.
Anyway yes yesterday's paper!
It was fine, fun even.
Because i almost ran out of time for both and finished exactly a minute before the end time.
For compre, 13 minutes left and my papers were empty, because i spent half an hour staring into outer space (not really but you get me)
And i wrote lightning speed!
Hahaha hopefully my handwriting is legible x(
Today is maths.
The fat, dreaded maths.
Anyway i had like 7 dream in a night :O
The last dream was a group of ex anugerah finalists singing a raya song, and when i semi woke up, the song just started on the radio.
Usually it's halfway through, like your dream sync with the music.
But this is like...... Future telling hahahahah k kidding.
And i also dreamt wwe came to singapore, and i was so oblivious about it until the show ended and someone posted a photo.
I was so devastated i wont be surprised if i wake up seeing my phone break or something worst.
Bt nah none of that sort happened.
Ahahah paper starts at 2.30
Wanted to go to school at 10 but dont see the need yet.
Meeting nelly maybe at 12 and i'll start bombarding her with tons of maths questions that doesnt make sense to me.
Which is almost all, but i've gotten the hang of the way maths roll.
Which is not cool.
Okay,
Adeu ^^

irregular heartbeats

hello!
Os starts tomorrow and me? im hating myself, my guts whatever.
i planned a very intricate plan that i believe guarenteed success but.
i have no self discipline to carry them out!
it's like you really tried to push yourself but to no avail.
this sucks, i've been facing my books and practising stuffs for the past 3 days without getting anything inside my head.
this is super frustrating and i would gladly castrate my brains out and just rot in sahara desert.
okay not to that extent but im still frustrated with myself, like i have no control over the way my fantastic brain wants things done.
i really do not need this extra burden, especially when im a day away from a major exam that would literally pave my whole life.
thinking of that alone sucks.
it's like im preparing myself for endless boredom working working working.
like zombies, like people who has their lives planned out in front of them.
okay im thinking too much hahaha
so, the only subject im ready for is....
nah im not even ready to answer that question.
i owe myself a B3 for maths and im not even sure i can do it.
i mean i can but seeing the rate im progressing in is like......goodluck eh.
i really need it.
maths paper, horribly is like the second and third paper, meaning it's on tuesday!
and wednesday!
like after english paper tomorrow!
okay, i dont know where how when im gonna find the final hope for the final push,
but i will do it.
i must i will i can
hahaha
adeu ^^

ps i just realised my family knows me too well, everytime they come home late at night without key, they would call me knowing i'd be awake. k interesting discovery but unneeded at this point of time kk

Mixed feelings, unsettled thoughts

Hello.
Practical was horrible vs oh well i canf change it just do my best
It was really horrible.
Out of 10 questions (just saying) i only filled in two or three.
Im seriously gonna die.
First paper and already sooo demoralizing.
Just planned out a plan (?) for the next few weeks.
Ah if only maths was second week x(
Think i got a pretty sweet plan,
Let's hpe it works.
Annoyed with chiqa vs she's so cute.
Im starting to get bipolar hahahah no i just look at things at different povs now Dx
Im really irritated by wana and chiqa.
Idk what they're thinking when they're doing their might to disturb me.
Right now they're like splashing water at me and im too lazy to react.
Im tired la serious.
Why x factor end so fast vs oh it's michael jackson
Demi ahhh demi hahaha i love her la dang.
Mj is soooooo amazing im annoyed,
How can someone be so loved so talented so awesome yet so down to earth
Pfffft mj is really unhatable.
Friends vs letting go.
A lot of personal and internal conflicts with my own brain, i dont care.
I will break free someday ahaha.
I said i will.
My mum asking me to keep my books and papers properly.
I feel like begging her to endure with the mess for a few weeks later then we can throw them away (most probably i wont, i like keeping things haha)
Maybe except maths textbook which i'd gladly give away to anyone!
Yayayayaya.
I dont know what to feel anymore after just now's paper ahahahha
Like so numb like okay.........im gonna flunk.....
But i still have chance With the paper.
But usually practical is there to help us bring up the marks so now it...backstabbed us.
I trusted you two, especially you physics practical.
Im so cranky i swear im annoyed with myself.
Really hahah.
I dont think my current mental state is healthy
Ah, i should sleep.
Yeah i really should.
After chiqa and wana finish bullying me and me being soooo lazy to respond.
Thanks blog for existing ahhh it'a nice to rant somewhere.
Adeu ^^

You're full of pointless dramas, you too

Can i just

Take a shortcut in life by tuning my voice and then become superstar and make everyone's dream come true like "hey demi my friend would like a photo with you pls let her go first in line" hahahahah



Sigh

Make my life complete

Heyyyy ;)
Hahah i want to wish my babysister HAPPY 3rd BIRTHDAY!
Hehehe stay cutest!
I love you and we all love you!
Went to school with eatgo, (thanks for coming along love you!)
She taught me maths ehehe couldnt see any teachers pfft.
Had a fun time learning math thanks to her ahaha.
If i had done this since before prelim i'd have gotten A for maths cehhhh
Missed thr bowling outing x( we'll recelebrate on saturday i hope.
Tomorrow is practical omg o levels practical.
I did quite....okay for prelim.
I did better for physics thanks to mr chai duh haha.
Cause idk a few days (or the day before) practical we had remedial and he went through the previous practicals.
Now we're on our own boooooo.
Ms chonf told us to focus on reducing and oxidizing agents, QA parts, salt preparation and maybe speed of reaction.
Luckily my reporting time is 9.15, which means i dont have to wake up super early.
Like i can wake up at 7.30 zzzzzz haha
Confirm mrt all full x(
Hope everyone go out early tomorrow hahaha!
Hm, today i confirmed a discovery.
One of my friend is good as a person, but is horrible as a friend.
Like she doesnt understand that friends are there not for you to blame when things dont go right.
Like she does not try to be a friend.
I had my fun share with her, but after what she did recently i think it' time to let her go.
the other, is a good friend but a horrible person.
She's there when you need her, and never complains and accept her friends the way they are.
I too had my fair share with her, but she's getting too out of hand, too... Unfriendable.
Im sad to see them change but if they dont belong and i had tried again and again, i dont find the point anymore.
Devastating that is has to happen 5 days before O levels.
It's cool, we'll perservere on.
Adeu ^^

Overdependancy

Hello!
Woke up early today just to text eatgo that im not going to gym with them hahaha
Think they're still gymming?
Ah, waiting for her to text me now........
Boring day except i had fun doing my hair.
I was dreading it at first but with the touch of magic fingers, wallah, perfection.
Hahahaha ohok starting to talk crap.
Better go,
Adeu ^^

Have a grreat day ahead!

Unproductive weekend

Hello!
Weekends were great.
Got to rest=able to sleep (y)
Saturday night movie at vivo, sinister.
Was so tempted to sentosa hahahah okay.
Sunday, supposed to go picnic but my lazy beta stepped in sigh i regret.
Did some math and ss, but i thought i could do more x(
Ah i must have fantastic time management, 8 days left!
Anyway, thursday is practical.
Whuch means......wednesday is chiqa's 3rd birthday!
Ah so fast, hope she doesnt grow up too fast x(
I want her to stay cute chubby adorable annoying cute cute cute cute.
Hahaha okay byebye ;)
Adeu ^^

Queen of the waves

Hello!
Heading out to vivo later for a movie.
Gonna watch sinister hahaha looks cool, idk.
And it's from the producers of insidious (i love this) and paranormal activity (i like the third one)
Did a math paper, and wow.
Managed to do most except on or two parts of a few questions.
That's huge progress yay!
And chiqa is annoying me right now with her cuteness pffft.
She thinks she's big show and mark henry combined.
Okay la haha
Adeu ^^

Teachers

Mr chai you know what you did for me.
I reallly owe you a huge huge thank you.
Thank you for the constant motivations and never failing stupid quotes.
I really can publish a book of your quotes hahaha ^^
You've been an entertaining teacher though you're so motherly (or fatherly?) at times, nagging us about how important our future is.
Ah, dont worry it may seem impossible but we all learn things from your nags.
You're weird but then again maths and sciency people are weird hahahah
Stop disliking non maths stuffs, i assure you it's more fun and meaningful.
I'll forever hate maths, but i'll work hard for Os.
I made a promise i have yet to fulfill, and i hope if i do achieve the targets, you'd take back the card :)
It's one of my motivations! :D
Having you as a form teacher is like so awesome and thank you so much for everything you've done for me and the class ever since sec 3.
I remember them and appreciate you yayyy

Mr issac, ah you managed to pull me to school on the days i really didnt feel like coming.
Why? Literature classes.
Effortlessly you make it fun, i dont know how also actually.
I missed english lesson as a class, going through kingston was fun with your weird punishments haha priceless xD
You're a cool teacher, and you made me (and i think some more people) like/love/enjoy lit.
You're also very unexpected.
Your insults may be insulting (errr) but you manage to turn the frowns into smiles with your laid back attitude.
Just cut down on the self praise, please hahaha.
"im a genius" here and there and everywhere you can start a farm (ok no link)
Lit classes are one of the best memories from school.
You're a unique educator and I like you for that.
Your very frequent nagging are frequent but meaningful (maybe considering your age you got a lot of experiences ehem)
your teaching itself is motivation actually, and i appreciate you for that.:D
Having you as a form teacher is so much fun, you and mr chai are like hurricane chaissac hahahah.
You and your one dollars every day, i'm so going to remember you.

Ms Chan omg ms chan omg ms chan.
When you first became my music teacher in sec 2 i took a liking (alamak my english fail)
But as i get to know you more i start to love you like a sister, mother, teacher, auntie, grandma, everything xD
You've been so sweet to the choir and im so blessed to be your student.
You're motivational and trust me your piano skills still drives me crazehhh till today xD
I remember being late for the sec 1 orientation but you didnt blow your top at me.
You asked with understanding and i was so relieved, as i was expecting a bashing from you ahahahah not really but still xD
You motivated me instead, it may not seem like it but i remember your words okay!
Thnks for being so sisterly and caring and loving, awesome and beautiful, and i wish your upcoming wedding blessings and joy, you deserve the best
I'm really gonna miss you and the choir! Best wishes xoxo

Ms seah! I remember the day you talked to me in music room.
That mini talk motivated me!
You took me by surprise actually, you've always been the very strict or very cute one.
You're like the female mr chai (no pun intended i swear)
You're really nice and beautiful, thank you for being amazingly fierce and teaching me the importance of discipline.
You came across as a non loving teacher but as i get to know you better via choir, i realise you show your love and care in different ways.
I've shared many fond memories with you and the choir, and i'd like to thank you so much!
If you're gonna get married dont forget us senior choristers! Best wishes "awesome" (hahahahah) teacher xoxo

mr sng ahh i have to seek forgiveness from you really.
I feel so bad that you're still there ready and available to help me even though i least deserved it.
I've not paid attention and never passed up your homeworks, but you're still here motivating me.
Okay writing this makes me feel emotional hahahah kidding but really thank you so much.
I'll miss your nonsense with the boys and your usual quotes 'smack you silly' and 'embrace the suck' i think would be still the talk of the 4e3 town in years to come.
I hope we dont lose contact with you cause you're like so fatherly to our class we appreciate you sooo much.

Ms chong, it'll be wrong to say this as im your student but i've really witnessed you 'grow' into a more patient and caring woman.
I love the new you ahahaha and thank you for not giving up on us even though we've disappointed you tons of time.
Out of the teachers your discipline method works the most xD
The locking you out of class if you're late thing hahaha.
And the best part about you is that you're not typical.
Like you're a good representation of independant woman who (yes ne-yo) can do things by herself.
I'll miss your war with mr chai and thank you for being an unrelenting form teacher in 09-10.Best wishes :D

Okay that's it, english hmmm mrs rajakumar is nice. Malay hmm mdm rahimah. A math hmm ms leow is nice, she never gives up on us and never fail to motivate us, also joking along. Im blessed to have her as a teacher no matter how strict she may be.

For my 4E3

The past four years had been truly a blessing.
I've lost myself here and there, but there's always people who helped bring me back to the track.
I've grown to be more responsible person, and i've learnt to form bonds strong enough to withstand the constant dramas that frequent our lives.
I've learnt that when you can't change a situation, change the way you think about it.
And that if you don't include yourself, don't blame others for not including you.
It's not easy putting yourself out there, but once you're out, you're never gonna wanna change the way things are.
In christ church, we find friends, we learn how to keep them and how to let go if it isn't right for us.
As for me, i had several change of 'best friends' until i finally figured who the real ones are.
I'm pretty sure most of you have found the friend you're ready to spend your life with, sharing problems and concerns, successes and hsppiness.
I've seen friendsips that lasted the four years, like victoria and claudia, and the 2E1'10 clique.
Some of us might have discovered ourselves in the course of the four years we've been with the school, and some of us have not, but the school had been the best platform in the process of self discovery.
Personally i never did once imagine secondary school life to be what it turned out to be.
I met people whom i never imagined existed, and i've made friends whom i thought was impossible.
I also didnt imagine it to pass by so fleetingly.
In secondary one, we were all naive and gullible.
Some of us were worried about things others don't even think of.
Some of us felt foreign, and worry about not being able to fit in or adapting.
In secondary two, we have no care.
We were in the school for a year plus, too little to have an impact.
In secondary three we start seeing the school in a different light.
It goes to serve its purpose and the things we had worried about before had faded.
We went to Bintan and spent night under the stars, wishing the day never ended.
But as every other day, it did.
We were reluctant to leave bintan, some of us shared dear memories with the people we havent even met before, just like indra and the baby at the orphanage.
We tried grasping on to the last moments on the island with the classmates we had started to learn to love, and we're now left with nothing less than fond memories and pictures.
Sometimes the thought of not being able to make something last is intruguing, but we shall always look at things in a positive light.
An end marks a new beginning.
It is hard to begin, and it is even harder to end, but it'll all be worth it in the end.
We get to keep memories noone else in the world would have.
By secondary four, we had made ourselves comfortable with our classmates.
This period of time feels so fast, and you try to create as much memories as possible.
But it will always seem like it's not enough.
Why? Because there is always space for more memories.
We can leave that space, or we can revisit and create more to fill in the album.
Being a member of 4E3 is hard.
Why wouldnt it be, when you're surrounded by caring, funny, loving, violent and amazing classmates and teachers?
And especially with the thought of having to graduate, not with them but from them.
No more classroom memories, things would be different later on.
But one thing will definately stay, the bond.
The friendship we forged would last the years, we would keep in touch and still love and appreciate each other.
4E3, no words can describe how blessed i am to be in the class.
How blessed we are to have teachers like mr chai and mr issac, mr sng and ms chong and so on.
The fun times we shared will forever be etched in my mind, and i wish all of you success.
We'll go through the next obstacle together, O levels.
We started as one, we end as one.
We'll reward ourselves by getting good grades and seeing the looks on our teachers' faces, our parents' faces and our friends'.
We'll keep this bond and build on it, and we'll appreciate each other.
I hope when i see any of you ten years down the road, we'll be able to sit and chat over a cup of coffee (or whatever drinks that exist) without awkwardness and stuff.
I truly love all of you, every single one of you impacted my life in ways only the chaissac classmates csn.
Hahaha, im gonna miss you.
Best of luck for O levels, we worked for this.
Lots of love, (and 619s),
Wani ha ha ha

Graduating, graduated

Hello!
I really wanna cherish grad day so ill try my best not to miss out any point so pardon me if this post is lengthy (not like my daily posts aren't)
In a nutshell the school didnt do much to make grad day memorable, it was my classmates and form teachers who did so.
Started off the morning meeting rainy who was late at the bukit batok station.
Exchanged carda and high fived with our smooth hand syndrome xD
(the day before we were pulled by a beauty shop promoter who reccomended us this dead sea salt hand soap which was sooo good)
Went to vista, bought eliza her stuff and praised miss tay for looking so young, to which we got offered the hotdog waffle which we politely declined.
Disturbed the bubble tea man, rainy expects demands commands him to remember her as it may be the last time she buys from there.
Walked to school and each of our juniors said hi, so we started a scoreboard which stopped at one,haha!
On the way to class met eliza and ellysa and so we hugged like aunties and walked together to class which was not opened.
Yeong shi min was there writing cards and again generously donating insults hehehe im gonna miss her x(
Yu ting was there too writing cards.
Soon haryati, nivetha and priya joined us and i was walking around dancing to "good time" and "give your heart a break" on speaker by either 4/1 or 4/2.
Assembled at hall, did more card exchangings.
Saw the botak teachers hahahahahahahaha so cute sia mr chai like bee with his black and yellow striped tee, mr issac like buddha with his brown camera strap (no really) and mr kang like, some fishball with his white shirt hahaha.
Grad day started pretty boring, the whole events were quite disappointing actually. Luckily mr chaissac was there to entertain us with their weirdness.
Mr issac was sitting on people and they were taking photos.
Valedictorian speech was quite disappointing, but it's ok i guess.
I thought and expected the speech to be emotional, meaningful and very remeninsce.
But noo they gave more time to the outside speaker, who was somewhat motivating.
Videos were okay, couldnt hear them -.- PA crew tsk.
But 4E3's cheer was priceless i swear xD sad i wasnt in it booooo.
Haryati and edwin were like the only pair in the video with good chemistry ahah ahahaha best.
Then the wish from teachers, ours included newton's third law which....is not in syllabus but according to mr chai is "good to know"
And in the middle of 4/1s, the video stopped abruptly.
A voice was heard.
Suddenly a figure walked out from left stage.
It made me cry, honestly.
Mr issac was singing sia.
Did i say he was singing?!
Let me repeat, MR ISSAC TAN SANG.
HE SANG HAHAHA
HE REALLY SUNG.
It was a great shock.
Super surprising, unexpected yet touching.
It's like, he comes across as a care less person so this means a lot to us.
He's like so brave xD
Im still in shock recalling it though.
I turned to see everyone's facial expression changed.
I know we all feel the same way :')
Eliza and sabrina was crying too hahaha ahh so weird.
4E3 gave him a standing ovation he deserved.
Though he was out of tune at times it was so perfect hahaha it surpasses all other performances cause it meant more.
Omg i sound so cheesy as i usually do hahaha ok it's once in a lifetime so no harm.
Now me, nelly and some other people cant stop singing "you raise me uuuuuuup!" hahaha precious moment la serious.
And with that a few more cute performances by mdm annur (count on me brunk mars) and ms nila mr eugene ms chan (the climb miley cyrus) and a chinese teacher who goes to auditions.
Then we were forced to listen to science practical announcement.
Got bears xD
Then they told us to vote for prom queen and king, blabla nicest smile, outgoing, joker whatever.
I crushed the paper and threw it away awwww sorry ahahaha.
It just didnt feel cool you know, not like i'd imagine it would be.
And then we went to the back of the hall, one by one took pictures with mr chaissac. (let me use issachai la okok)
The boys' hair were pulled hahaha so fun to watch xD
Reminds me of wwe divas match bwahahahah xD
Since mr issachai was bald they made their student's hair victims.
But they toned down for girls.
And mine is my new favourite picture: mr chai acting likka wrestler and mr issac superman (Superman the wwe star?!) And me shooting idk who what where hahaha cant stop looking too precious xD
Then we proceeded to the canteen to eat......eliza's oreo cheesecake omg omg omg soooooo sedap.
She really didnt disappoint us and i believe mr issac (or who) "investment"
(ps at this point of time a lot of spelling errors, pardon. It's 1.30am here in singapore)
Even mrs rajakumar asked for her number and named her eliza bakery! XD
Soo proud of her! Haha she deserves it with her awesome baking skills weee
Me and nelly kept stealing the oreo base hahahah fun la fun.
Danced like a mad person while singing "we just figured out blues clues" all of a sudden.
Got to dance with seok yee oh that lesbo x')
Took pictures and ran away from people hahaha.
Oh surprisingly i got a picture with mr sng!
I know right hahaha mr sng leh.
Im like the worst student ever, never attend lesson, never pay attention, never do his homework, but he's so cool about it and still tries to motivate me.
Seriously that's so....precious.
Didnt get to thank him but i will, soon.
Im gonna make a new post to thank people la since im so nice right
(HAHAHA I SWEAR IM KIDDING)
And jonathan and jesslyn looked so cute today!
(though i hate praising a scarecrow named jesslyn)
Hahaha okay grad was unawesome except the part mr issac sang and after the ceremony ended.
I forever love and cherish 4E3

Grizzelle

Hello! Currently in the library writing cards for classmates in lieu of graduation day. Raiyini is feeling down. She's complaining and whining currently and i am here to announce that.... DEMI LOVATO WAS IN A SHOP! as in her music. BUT STILL, IT'S YOU'RE MY ONLY SHORTY! OMG that was a great sight (?) I was so happy hahaha Ok back to cards. Adeu ^^

Somewhere Only We Know

Hello! I needed somewhere to rant and facebook is just not the place. Hahah and here I am! :) Report book is demoralizing, but i'll forget it and just keep working. People around me are motivating and i have them to thank. So today was eventful. I survived malay lesson, and it was THE LAST MATHS LESSON! :D imagine how i felt when the bell went off! I feel so free likka bird and ostrich out of a cage! I am still so happy about that. I've been tolerating it for like (not quite but) twelve years now! Now to celebrate our divorce, im planning to work super hard on math. When i get my results, i want to laugh and then finally, finally, finally abuse it. (easier to get rid of it) Recess, canteen was dead! Only 4 stalls were open and even then they had nothing edible (no food) I survived history doing end of cold war with nelly with mr sng's help. Sometimes i feel like he has the right to ignore me because i never pay attention in class and do his work. Bt then again if teachers do tht, imagine how many potential they killed. :O Haha had an intense discussion about a source based question that shows Fidel Castro kicking Uncle Sam from behind. Went all the way to interpreting that fidel's short legs that was shown in the picture show that it wad related to the bay of pigs invasion. Hahahha had fun xD And he ended by reminding me to work with him by handing in works. Exactly what i will/plan to do. Motivation keep changing but it's still motivation afterall. English was sooooo boring. I felt bad for mrs rajakumar, the students (it's a banded class so it's not my actual classmates) were rude and disrespectful, laughing and talking when she's trying her best to feed us with nutrients so we would be ready by the 22nd! Luckily it was only one period. Last period was math, ended on a high note cause mr chai came and gave us cards with messages from him. He mentioned that the act of me watching wwe is violent, bt when i read the tesimonial draft, he said i had a gentle personality. Astagfirullagh pilih lah satu (oh god just choose one) Mr issac went around asking the boys to carry him hahhaahha hillarious sight! They had ordered pizzas and kfcs for the class, delish. Love love love my classmates and teachers. After school stayed back to do physics, since mr chai was there and usually he's hot demand so it's hard to "get" him. Stayed till near 7 and then off. Reached home at 9, 178 drove sooooooo slowly. Okay, tomorrow and thursday is holiday! Friday is graduation day. Ah as much as i wont want to cry, blame my lady hormones for being so emotional, even i hate it -.- It's....annoying. Really. Liek you got no control over your emotions. Lololololol. I bet there'll be tears la, i cried during choir graduation. That was super sad. I love choir i still do always will. tomorrow meeting rainy at library. Okay, lengthy but fun post! (on my part) Adeu ^^

Series Of Fortune

Hello Currently in math class. I saw from facebook that rey and zxc cara (hahaha hatred shown) defeated prime time players! :D And cm punk slapped mr mcmahon=match, fight or fired. Dammmm so cool okok a month left a month left Now excuse me while i work on my fantastic maths skills Adeu ^^

no matter what they say

hello!
just here to say that no matter how much i rant about how the unPGed era was better, i still really, really appreciate the new superstars.
they work hard, play hard for us
got to thank them for the week to week entertainment.
they bust their bums off to climb up the success ladder, while doing their part in raising awareness like cancer, and bullying, via campaigns like be a star.
thank you ^^ (yes, even you del rio and sin cara)
on the bright side, hell no is such a cute tag xD
have you seen the latest backstage fallout?
"heck!" "yes!"
kane is such a changed character frm his debut 15 years ago.
from the devil's favourite demon, the big red machine, to tombstoning a priest, setting jim ross and other people on fire and burying undertaker twice, to dancing to santino's celebration with vladimir and big show, to taking anger management classes and now a potential broski relationship with dbryan!
it's nice to heave a breath of freshness.
but i think if they brought back matches like casket and inferno, buried alive and street fights and brawls, beat the clock and maybe, just maybe, the punjabi prison!
i believe the new wrestlers would love a challenge for themselves!
they'd be tortured, we'd be entertained.
some things wont change afterall :')
hahaha im not a sadist just perhaps seeking comfort xD
ok kidding i should enjoy as much as i want now, and start getting down and dirty (yes, study) in the afternoon.
luckily i woke up early ;)
adeu! ^^

we both know, it's better if we just let it go

hello!
woke up hearing graduation song by vitamin c.
gonna be my turn soon x(
excited yet dreading it.
things can be so confusing!
talking aboht confusing, rey mysterio and sin cara.
i dont like sin cara :(
but rey loves him.
they even have "mutated" masks which looks really cute (on rey hahahah k im evil)
i want rey to go solo again and get a title shot.
i believe he can do it (y)
and big show defeating orton for number 1 contender for sheamus, he'd better not use his knockout punch at hell in a cell as a shortcut, because it'll make him look lowly and like an advantage taker.
ofcourse show is capable, but with the punch it's just too high a chance he'd win.
too high.
watching backstage fallout.
i love rey's voice *fanladying (xD)
and his spirit!
have you seen the hell in a cell promo yet?
CM Punk looks cute xD awfully...creepy.
i wouldnt mind a devil like him haunting me though, hahahahaha.
wade is getting better, or he is given weaker opponents, i dont know.
what i know is some referees talk so much in ring nowadays xD
okay, back to watching the fallouts, inboxes and are you serious episodes.
i also love santino's foreign exchange.
hilarious!

ps: hell in a cell, smack in the middle of O levels. i pray sooooo hard i wont lose focus

ratings

hello it's me again hahaha
so i was tumblring when i saw this post by theiolandashow

"Like I’ve always said, I blame lack of starpower. They are in a much better place now than they were around 18 months ago definitely, but there is still a significant lack which I don’t think we’ll ever get again."

and he talks about how the long time viewers had given up because of this problem, i agree, like it's really super valid.
gone are the days when every episode is a surprise.
wrestlers, amazing and charismatic wrestlers like shawn michaels, undertaker, even people like mysterio and edge, the attitude era or before to be exact.
now there's lack of that 'uumph' in the episodes and wrestlers themselves.
sure things are improving, but it can be better.
if we can't bring back the attitude era, create another era.
everything great starts from nothing afterall!
i think another factor is the too much dependancy on social networking.
it's no longer much anticipation you know?
like we dont see undertaker instagramming his #ootd
(ok out of point but that IS funny hahahahahahahahaha!)
but i miss a lot of wrestlers, like edge, shawn michaels, triple h, ric flair, beniot and the guererros, hardy boys, people like scott steiner and bobby lashley, big daddy V and goldust, road dogg and x pac, not to mention the oldies like hogan, bret hart, rock, even the existance of boogeyman and doink the clown makes a diff.
it's just different with them around.
okay as much as i love to talk about wwe and stay updated, i'm still barred from watching it.
a few more weeks to survive, and im gonna have wwe marathons (y)
adeu ^^

if you want it, we can take it.

hello
it's 3.48am here in singapore xD
cannot sleep because i feel so horrible physically.
maybe gonna get sick soon?
never really fell sick this year so okay impending teet teet!
hahahaha xD
really it's torturing, i cant even stand sit or lie down without feeling pain like literally throughout my body and that i tell you, is annoying.
but it's ok.
i will get well soon.
suddenly inspired and motivated and did two math papers, even the questions i didnt like (haha mr chai) and i got above 63% for both ^^
that's like target met!
proud hahaha!
next up would be science.
my "relationship" with science is weird.
i understand and remember the things but i dont know how to apply.
science is all (mostly) about applications and ah i should work better, not just harder.
thought of asking mr issac how to improve in lit when i heard ely asked it.
after hearing then i realize my main question was "how to study lit"
like how to study lit.
like in other subjects you memorize things.
what bout lit.
improve and study is not the same x(
like for the past two exams i did nothing, and again i dont know if it's safe to take the risk of not doing anything.
scary xD
okay i keep talking about school!
i miss choir!
missed X factor on thursday :(
i think i mentioned that didnt i?
hahahaha ok nonsense
hmmmmmm, my body is tired but my eyes wont shut down.
need to find power switch and make it all black out for a few hours (basically just sleep)
okay please bear with me in my rants about schoolwork school and studies.

ps: 16 days to O levels, 6 days to graduation.

oh dont forget my practical on "octopus" xD
*did quite well for physics prelim practical just because we did the exact same experiment during lesson sometime ago.

hahahah okay!
adeu ^^

You and i, painting pictures in the car

Hello :)
Reached mt dream blogview! ^^
Hm, Two more days of school and it's graduation day.
So saaaad.
Had our last pe lesson yesterday, floorball.
It was fuun but i messed up a lot xD
Late for school just now, as usual fridays are meaningless and boring.
Except after history which was FTC.
Got back report books wella except me i think cause i didnt send in letters ahahaha no time and no incentive ceh :p
Anyway i know my results and according to hy and z, the teacher's comment were cut and paste.
18 days to Os, so much to do zzzz
Gotta work suuuuper hard on my maths and sciences.
Humans, i dont force myself but i'll still try my best.
Okay, gonna study soon so
Adeu ^^

Ps: hppy birthday Qama and jy!

Pps: following aalyah on insta, if i was her i'd take pictures with my dad everyday!

Pps: happy 15th year in WWE Kane!

English Rules, Or Not

Hi im here just to say that i used to love english lesson until they decided to band us. I mean if you're good, you're good if not, you're not dont need to do that and kill my life hahaha okay it's punctuationless and im overreacting so byebye *dance