Acknowledge in silence is not worth.

Hello My brothers just got their twelveth midnight's pay. But they're good at managing i guess. I'm through with sitting home doing nothing (not nothing exactly) that brings nothing? I don't understand my own english ahaha. Got some study plans i never really carried out because i hate timetables. Not that i hate it,it's too orderly. Life is too orderly, but we chose it that way. Those old people living their last days by the mountains like so cool huh?! Hahahah imagination wild i'm barely sixteen o.o Os is so close! The thing i've been waiting for the past 3 years. Want to get it over and done with. Work so hard for a piece of paper that "measures your capability" and "menjamin masa hadapanmu" shiats. Personally i think it's not really worth it but who cares, gotta do it still. I saw abg faris's status saying something about "here, even if you're the greatest painter, you'll be overlooked. Noone stops to appreciate things" and i think that's quite true, sadly in our society. If we could go back in time i think those dead people would like to pioneer our country and culture in a humane way. Because at the end of the day, success is measured but forgotten. People remember you for who you are, not really what you achieved. Like when i think of michael jackson, i don't care how many million albums he sold. I dont care how many concerts he had and i dont care how much he donated to the orphanages and stuffs. But i remember how humane he was, how caring he was. I remember him as a person even though i don't know him at all. (media stories haha) Now thinking about it why am i saying all this hahahaha my mum and sisters are going swimming with some family frienda. I'm lazy because the weather is horrible (not that i don't appreciate the strong winds) So i'm gonna relax today and start continuing the homeworks. Yes surprisingly i started as soon as school is over but i didnt know how to do a lot of them. Haahaa so dead but i didnt get tired of referring to textbooks and notes just to finish one question. It's really troublesome, i swear. But the feeling of accomplishment makes it all worth it. It just takes time la. Haha okay i hope the weather will convert it sucks that i live at the 8th floor and there's a giant tree outside my room window so it's unsightly that the branches sway like it is at a stormy arena or something. (inspired from maroon five's sunday morning) xD Okay then. Adeu :)