09.26am

Need more nice people to be louder in this world 

In the meanwhile, i'll do my best to be one of them

03.57am

Of course on my extreme night owl week I have lines to do and an 8am calltime

Dont even know whether to get a powernap or just stay up 

Ok I could get a good 2.5 hours rest if I fall asleep in the next 8 minutes 

+==edit==+

08.28am

Talk about a miracle, alhamdulillah

Even though I was already on set, my calltime has been pushed back to late afternoon

Girl is happy to go back to get proper rest AND redo her overly powdered base!

Alhamdulillah

19.58pm

Have to keep reminding myself to "choose your difficult"

Currently trying to memorize lines, edit content and learn new songs

I could very easily just not use my brain and do things mediocrely or stay within my comfort zone or take the easy way out

But that's not who I am!

I'm choosing this difficult because it will very much be way less painful than the alternatives

01.12am

I am NOT crying watching a random clip from hsm3!!!

(i am lying)

13.16pm

The more types of people we know, the more we can see

That those who are mean, cold, emotionless, are merely lacking of love or the space to express love

Doesnt make it ok but, I understand.

01.13am

Wow so editing vlogs will either keep me up all night or make me fall asleep quick huh 

What a dual edged sword