03.22am

Ok the only bad thing about sleeping so little is as a singer my body aka my instrument doesnt get enough energy

I have to be in a studio to record 2 kids songs in 7 hours which means very soprano very not me-zzo 

I have to try and rest

22.36pm

Let me tell you, 20 days of the new year in and my sleep schedule so far is my favourite thing ever

My body somehow only wants 3 hours of sleep, 4 max 

Everyday I wake up to my sleep tracker saying 'No records found' because it can't even tell when and how much I sleep 

Even when I attempt to sleep longer I will wake up every half an hour like my brain is forcing me awake

Anyway

Had a long day but surrounded by loved ones so it was really nice

Had to postpone work to tomorrow but it's ok let's get it over and done with

I should eat my girldinner soon 

Ok bye

13.14pm

Like if you cant ease people's affairs just do ONE simple thing: do not make it worse 

It is not illegal to keep your very unproductive thoughts to yourself 

19.07pm

Some days you just gotta force feed positivity into the universe and your surroundings 

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19.49pm

Isn't it quite cruel how when you love someone, their pain becomes yours

Their tears you're forced to share and their burdens are on your shoulders too

Isn't love quite cruel?

But isn't it also the only thing worth anything

17.00pm

Me watching royal rumble 2004 for the hundredth time: i wonder if i will still be shocked or shout about some entrances

Undertaker's gong: hits

Me audibly, genuinely in shock and excitement: WHOA!!!

Got my answer clear as day 

Also papa when reyrey appears on tv: eh it's you!

HAHAHAHAH

Happy birthday papa love you so much batista dio ♡

16.44pm

Sometimes it's fun to not sleep, go for your morning agendas, and then come back and sleep because then you keep getting realisations that wait it's still today 

p.s loving yourself means leaping between caring for present you, future you and past you because sometimes you need to trouble present you for the sake of future you and then sometimes past you get disturbed in order to get the best version of present you and it all just means you love yourself 

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23.28pm

Would rather photoshop shoes on myself than take a photo of myself with shoes on right now

Hahahaha

Happy blessed New Year! (01.52am)

Okay it is second January 

I went swimming for the first day of 2025, that was nice

Now im cold

Gotta be up in basically 5 hours

Here's to a blessed year under His love, light and protection ♡

Bismillah!